[Comprehensive] Jinmu Rebirth

[Give me the memory! 】

Regardless of He Xiuyan's dumbfounded appearance, Kaneki Ken coldly asked for the memory.

Human memory is full of subjectivity. If it is properly polished and then edited, it can form a first-visual dream that seems to have no problems.

Previously, Kaneki Ken gave and Xiuyan's memories had some revisions. The changes were small, but the traces of rebirth were covered up.At the same time, He Xiuyan blurred many details in his memory in order not to disgust Kaneki Ken, such as his innocence and cruelty when he was ignorant, and his murderous thoughts towards Yueshan Xi when he wanted to earn meritorious service.

In fact, Kaneki Ken will not haggle over every detail with him, everyone has made mistakes, as long as he has not made a big mistake, he can turn a blind eye and close his eyes as if he didn't see it.

But the "Dragon Subduing Instrument" plan exceeded his bottom line!

After eating day after day, the number of ghouls, "green vegetables" and RC solution increased sharply, as if they were cultivating monsters.

Even in the craziest period of Kaneki Ken's previous life, he never got to this point!

【Jin Mu, you have to give me some time. 】

He Xiuyan's pupils flickered, cold sweat was already pouring out of his forehead, and he quickly wove a deleted memory in his mind.

It's not hard to skip key parts, it's the little details that point in one direction.

Living in Longjixing Island for half a year, Hexiu's family tried their best to provide him with the food in the early stage of dragon transformation. These foods seem exaggerated, but they are still within the tolerance of the one-eyed ghoul.

Just keep Kaneki from knowing that he ate the life of the entire island...

【Well--! 】

The more I recall, the more chaotic the picture in my mind.

Touching the chaotic memories of becoming a "dragon", and Xiuyan's head buzzed and wailed as if a bell had been struck, and the newly woven memories instantly scattered into sand.

"Dragon" is a taboo and a secret of the Hexiu family.

The minimum requirement for becoming a dragon is the blood of a one-eyed ghoul, followed by SSS+ strength.

But one point is more important than both—

Stable spiritual awareness!

Without the spiritual awareness enough to overcome the "dragon"'s devouring instinct, the "dragon" will grow infinitely and grow into a hezi monster that loses its humanity.When the dragon body of tens of kilometers grows to hundreds of kilometers, even the Hexiu family can't cover it up. The end of waiting for the "dragon" will be buried by the entire panicked world with super-scale weapons.

When He Xiuyan is no longer the only personality, the spiritual consciousness that suppresses the "Dragon" is dispersed.

He is weakened.

It is no longer possible to perfectly grasp the power of the "Dragon".

He Xiuyan was sweating profusely, his eyes turned black, and he had the illusion of being seriously ill.

Kaneki Ken was misunderstood by his reaction, thinking that he was afraid of that memory, and most of the guesses in his heart were confirmed.Not waiting for He Xiuyan to recover, Kaneki Ken tried his best to face life with a smile, with sad and gentle eyes.

[Don't hide it from me. 】

[You can hide it for a while, but you can't hide it for a lifetime. 】

[The main character should know, so his Styx is full of filth, since he can accept it and bear it, then share this sin with me. 】

The hair color of the white-haired boy is like the frost and snow in winter, which seems to be melted in the sun.

His dark gray pupils were reddish, and the corners of his eyes seemed to be crying.

【give it to me. 】

Facing the truth that was one step away, the young man stretched out his hand towards He Xiuyan, his five fingers and dark nails were covered with blood bruises.

And Xiuyan felt a pain in his heart.

He never regrets what he did, but really doesn't want another self to be hurt.

【Jin Mu, it's not your fault, you can just blame me. 】

【……I do not blame you. 】

Jin Muyan hugged the other person's shoulders that were trembling due to pain, just like what Hei Jin said to him, even Hei Jin can understand him, so why can't he understand and cultivate.

【It's not our fault...it's the Hexiu family's fault...it's also the fault of this world. 】

In this twisted world, to be strong is to be bullied.

There is nothing wrong with being strong.

The only fault is that they are too weak.

With Xiuyan's nose sore, transforming into a dragon is the only way to break through the limits of ghouls.

Grandpa told him that he is not a poisonous bug, but a "dragon". He doesn't want to be a poisonous bug hiding in the sewer, but only wants to be a "dragon" that can make grandpa and even the Hexiu family proud.

[Golden wood...]

[I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I'm not strong enough... I can't even defeat noble generals. If I don't have enough strength, I won't be able to protect and cultivate my family... You don't know, human technology is developing too fast, and we have to resist historical changes wave... I must find a new way out for the Hexiu family, and "Dragon" is one of the hopes...]

The universal cells of "Dragon" can cure cancer and perfect human cloning technology. The toxin contained in "Dragon" can infect human beings into ghouls and solve the problem of half-human longevity.

Kill thousands of people and save thousands of people.

He Xiuyan's hands were bloody, but they also indirectly benefited the whole world.

[Do you really want to bear it with me? 】He Xiuyan looked at him complicatedly, and he forcibly suppressed the pain. How could Jinmu forgive such a thing that even the main character detested him?

【You will regret this. 】

Knowing that he killed countless people completely destroyed the bottom line of "human".

【I won't. 】

Kaneki Ken brushed away Xiuyan's messy bangs with his hands, and the other party had a pair of pure black pupils like a child.

There is no good or evil, no black and white, but he is terrified by his words.

Kaneki Ken let go of the bitterness of breaking human identity, and said softly in his ear: 【We are ghouls. 】

To be born is original sin, to live is evil.

Even so - no one can deprive them of the meaning of existence.

In an instant, He Xiuyan understood Jin Mu's intentions.

He Xiuyan's pupils turned into vertical pupils, and his inhuman eyes abandoned all emotions.The scene of the Haihai Shrine was swallowed by the released dream, the shrine disappeared, the blue sky and white clouds, the boundless sea, reappeared every flower and grass on Longjixing Island.

On this island, he completed the most important transformation in his life.

Now it's Kaneki Ken's turn to experience it.

He Xiuyan, who was hugged by Kaneki Ken, seemed to be even more exhausted, leaning on his body, his body gradually escaped from the dream.

[Golden wood. 】

【Um. 】

【I want to sleep for a while...just for a while...】

He Xiuyan's voice became smaller and inaudible, turning into a phantom and temporarily leaving his sight.

Outside the villa on Longjixing Island, there was nothing on Jin Muyan's hands, only the faint warmth from the other person's body remained.After adjusting his mood, he stood up from the ground, and the clothes on his body had become the kimono of He Xiuken.

"Master Yan, are you looking at the scenery?"

Aihara Peirong's voice came from behind, making Kaneki Ken turn around, and saw the other party walking towards him with RC solvent in both hands.

This is one of today's foods.

Kaneki Ken took the RC solvent, and his stomach subconsciously protested.

He thought of the fruitless questions he had asked a few times before, hesitated, and pointed in the direction of the second prison.

"Pei Rong, what are the humans over there locked up for?"

"Sacrifice."

Aihara Peirong no longer hides, his behavior and words are more spiritual, which is the change that He Xiuyan bestowed on the dream.

"Master Yan, don't worry, the "Dragon Subduing Instrument" project started preparations two years ago, and it was not officially launched until now. The ghouls and humans imprisoned on the island are all prisoners transferred from the prison, and there is no problem. "

"Is there really no problem?"

Kaneki Ken's eyes seemed to be able to see the bottom of the opponent's heart at a glance.

Aiyuan Peirong's lips moved, avoiding his eyes, and whispered: "These are what the Patriarch said."

There must have been people from other sources among the prisoners.

Otherwise it won't work out.

How could Jin Muyan not know how difficult it is to gather these foods in private, even if He Xiu Changji didn't want to burden him, the members of He Xiu's family would do their best to complete the task.

Even though he was uncomfortable with suffocation, he still kept calm according to his promise to He Xiuyan.

Here is the past.

The dead will not be resurrected, all he can do is read this memory.

August.

After completing this day's joint work, the half-year joint work is over.

In Kaneki Ken's hand was a complete drawing of a dragon's structure, and his eyes had turned into vertical pupils like Xiuyan's.Everything was as predicted by Hexiu's family, after half a year of cohabitation, his body reached the critical value.

He wanted to scratch his cheek, and his face was itchy, as if it had grown fine scales.

But his movements became sluggish and sluggish.

The situation of lax consciousness after a large number of coercion and evolution into a semi-heavy person appeared on him again. Today, he has reached the limit of a hegemony, and he is facing another more terrifying loss of control.

Ken Kaneki pressed the communicator with difficulty.

"..."

He couldn't hear what he was saying, his eyes were spinning, and his sanity was at stake.

Don't want to lose consciousness.

I don't want to...commit such a heinous crime.

Before entering the dream, he thought he could treat it as a dream, but when things came to an end, he was still afraid of what he would do next, and he didn't want himself to become a crazy monster.

Sweat wet the eyelashes like tears, and the cold vertical pupils also changed from ruthless to affectionate.

He remembered many things—

When he was hungry for the first time, Dong Xiang stuffed his arm into his mouth; when he defeated Senior Nishio, Ying fell to the ground, and the bleeding attracted him, but he was drooling and crying; After joining the Bronze Tree, with the help of Mr. Yueshan, the moment when he collapsed and said "I don't want to eat" in the madness...

Even if he knows that the only way to become stronger is to devour other lives, his conscience and bottom line are always reminding him.

This is wrong.

Killing for protection is no different from a murderer.

Human morality is so stubborn in his heart that it has not been shattered as he thought.

Again and again the pain comes from it.

Kaneki Ken's body was out of control and hit the floor heavily. In the situation where He Xiuyan in the dream had lost his mind, he was still struggling on the verge of madness and did not let Hezi destroy the villa.

"what do I do……"

A desperate and struggling voice roared out from his throat.

If he was allowed to return to this period of history, he would rather die than wait in such a daze to kill himself.

The communicator was silent for a while.

The voice of an old man replaced those researchers, and came here from far away.

There is a thin line between the world and hell.

"Yan, do you want to be a poisonous insect, or a dragon soaring to the sky?"

He doesn't want anything.

"In other words—"

"Do you want to die here silently and namelessly for the persistence in your heart, be forgotten by everyone, and then let grandpa destroy Longjixing Island so that everyone can be buried with you?"

"You finally came to this day, for whom?"

For... a lot of people.

On the floor of the villa, Kaneki Ken's pupils were wide open, staring at what he could see.

In the distance, is the taste of food.

And here.

It is his last dying struggle between humanity and instinct.

He still can't find a way out, why is it not enough to eat, why is it not enough to kill, why must eat everything and kill everything before he can live?

"Yan, you are dead, who will protect what you want to protect?"

"The one who can save you in this world is not others, but yourself. Pei Rong is near you. If you are hungry, you can eat him, or eat those people you don't know."

"This is not hypocrisy, but the only things you can save. Grandpa is waiting for your choice."

The communicator was cut off.

Aihara Peirong's footsteps approached, and he said worriedly and nervously: "Master Yan, I brought an RC inhibitor. If you really can't stand it anymore, let me inject you with the medicine."

Jin Muyan glimpsed his figure from the corner of his eyes, the corners of his mouth were ferocious, his muscles twitched, "Go...go..."

Saliva flowed from his lips uncontrollably.

Ugly ghoul instinct.

He hated it, but he couldn't restrain the ghoul's desire to devour flesh and blood, and the predator instinct that naturally attracted him to the cultivators.In the ghoul world, there is a secret saying: eating blood relatives can gain stronger power.

Aiyuan Peirong's eyes turned red, feeling sorry for the embarrassment and struggle of the little master he served.

"Master Yan, I will stay here with you."

Regardless of whether "Subduing Dragon Instrument" succeeds or fails, he will never be a deserter.

"It's not just me. The Patriarch and Jishi are on the way here. You won't be here alone. If you can't hold on, eat my flesh and blood. The Patriarch will definitely come to rescue you."

As he spoke, Aihara Peirong put the needle for injection of RC inhibitor aside, and waited for the other party's choice without hesitation.

Time passed bit by bit, killing Kaneki Ken's will.

Kaneki Ken's pupils became somewhat empty, and the feeling that the body was going to overcome the soul was so clearly revealed.

"Pei Rong..."

"I'm here, Master Yan."

"I...if I eat those...don't you think...I'm a monster?"

"will not."

Aihara Peirong wiped away his tears, and said firmly: "Master Yan is as powerful as the head of the family, and can even reach the level of the ancestors of the Xiu family. We follow the strong, but not blindly - Lord Yan has the power to protect us. wish, all Hexiu Family members will understand your thoughts and support your decision."

"Then... humans..."

"Master Yan, we are just. The CCG has protected so many human beings. Without the Hexiu family, there would be no CCG."

"what about me……"

"Master Yan, you are the future chief speaker, if you want to protect human beings, we will protect human beings."

"That's right... ah."

A line of tears flowed from the corner of Kaneki Ken's eyes, and quietly sank into the temples along the forehead.

His spiritual awareness was shrouded in darkness.

In the darkness, there is a faint light flickering, as if to tell him: No matter how dark the place is, there is also a light of hope.

A monster's scream resounded through Longjixing Island!

The Dragon Transformation begins!

Terrifying Kazuko rushed out of Kaneki Ken's body, and they grew uncontrollably along the floor and walls like vines, only avoiding Aihara Peirong.

Aihara Peirong knelt there blankly.

Hezi opened his eyes and opened his mouth. Under the sharp teeth, strange sounds appeared like a symphony.

"I want to eat...something..."

"hungry."

"Pei Rong...can't eat...substitute..."

"What are you holding on to..."

"Hee hee, for good and evil, Xiao Hexiu is the same as Xiao Jinmu."

"Crap."

"Doing good for evil..."

After a short exchange, a Hezi slid over and ruthlessly knocked Aihara Peirong who was in the way and flew out.

"It's in the way."

After Aihara Peirong disappeared, the villa was broken by the Hezi inside and turned into a monster's lair.

Ken Kaneki was wrapped in the center and fell into a deep sleep.

The outside world has become the site where the "Dragon" descends.

This time, there is no dispute of position, only the doomed ending of giving up the unimportant for the sake of the important.