[Comprehensive] Jinmu Rebirth

For three days in a row, Kaneki Ken never stepped out of the room.

The sky of Hexiu Mansion seemed to be cast with a shadow. Although the Patriarch didn't say anything, the servants living here felt inexplicably nervous.

It seems that there is an invisible gunpowder, and the ones who create this atmosphere are the Patriarch and Ken.

The third floor, and the study room.

It only took Shendai Lishi time to go from being depressed at the beginning, to being restless in the middle, and finally breaking the can.Now she sleeps on the sofa all day long, moves her nest to the small living room, and communicates unilaterally with Kaneki Ken inside through the door when she has nothing to do.

"Jin Mujun, if you don't come out again, the food will continue to be mine."

"Jin Mu-jun... If you don't eat, be careful not to starve."

"Kane Mu-kun, I changed from hamburger to foreign food today, and it smells even better than 'tender vegetables'."

"It's the third day, can you give me a word?"

"The old man came at night and asked me how you reacted. I said you didn't react at all. I guess you are still thinking about life in a daze. Did you come up with the result of your thinking?"

"Jin Mu-jun, I have convinced you, good night."

She turned off the light and lay down on the sofa that wasn't uncomfortable. From the corner of her eyes, she watched the crack of the bedroom door, always feeling that there would be a little glimmer of light inside.

In fact, this is all an illusion.

The door installed by Hexiujia will never leave any gaps.

Godai Lishi sighed silently, if the other party wasn't for Mr. Jin Mu, she wouldn't bother to care so much, and she understood the other party's knot, but she couldn't stand on the other side's position to persuade the other party.

She is a ghoul, and she has accepted this identity by nature, so there is no need to worry about it.

"Jin Mujun, you can't give up either of the two parties. That's not tenderness, it's just weakness."

After saying these words lightly, Kamdai Toshishi ignored Kaneki Ken, closed his eyes and went to sleep.

in a dream.

She was drooling at Er Fu when she was a child, and then the picture changed, turning into the black-haired boy she first saw at Takatsuki's autograph signing. The smell was so sweet that it made her look sideways.

All are delicious.

While indulging in sweet dreams, Kamdai Rishi felt a strong sense of hunger.

On the fourth day, facing the strange changes in the family, He Xiuji finally couldn't help asking about it.

"What happened?"

"Master Yan... is on a hunger strike."

"..."

You said this kind of thing earlier, why did you hide it from him? !

After learning about the general process from the servant, he and Xiuji were shocked. He knew exactly what Kuklia’s discarded device was used for, but even he didn’t plan to see how the discarded device was used to dispose of ghouls with his own eyes. , that would have no effect other than adding nightmares.

My father took Yan to watch this scene!

When he and Xiu Ji couldn't sit still, they took their coats and ran upstairs to find their father.

He Xiu Changji didn't want his son to intervene at first, but when he saw Ji Shi came to him, he could only say: "Jin Muyan has always only eaten ghoul meat, but it's not because he likes it, but because he doesn't want to eat human flesh."

He was straightforward with Shuji: "This has nothing to do with you taking him to see the abandoned device."

Thinking that Kaneki Ken had just woken up, was not used to the unfamiliar environment, and had to live as a "He Xiuyan", he couldn't help but feel a little more sympathy for this nephew.

Displeased with Xiu Changji, he said, "Why doesn't it matter? Think about it with your rusty brain, will I do meaningless things?"

He choked with Xiujishi, and thought without daring to say it: Isn't the matter of your old man erasing Kaneki Ken's memory just a waste of water from a bamboo basket?Except for the personality of Rang Yan who likes you, the personality of Kaneki Ken has no affection for the Hexiu family and hates you very much.

"All in all, it's not good for him to eat ghoul meat all the time." He Xiu Changji said without going around in circles, "After what happened this time, he won't eat ghoul meat with peace of mind again."

Shocked with Xiu Jishi, "But he's on a hunger strike!"

This is more than eating only ghoul meat!

"..." He Xiu Changji looked away and said after a few seconds, "Sooner or later he will be hungry."

As long as enough food is provided, the survival instinct of the ghoul will not let him down.

"Father, if you do this, do you think that Kaneken can accept it?" He Xiuji Shifu, who didn't know what to say to his father who deviated from ordinary people's ideas, was different from his father's love for He Xiuyan, and his father hoped that Jin Muyan would accept this family The way of doing it is almost the same as being an enemy in the previous life!

He Xiu Changji put down the book, "Okay! It's not up to you to decide, you can go out!"

He and Xiuji had no choice but to go out, and did not forget to say before closing the door.

"Father, don't be too tough."

If the old and the young quarreled, he really didn't know whether to help or help the kiss.

What responded to him was his father's sharp eyes.

One minute later, He Xiuji went to He Xiuyan's room, and it was Shendai Lishi who opened the door for him.Before he asked about his nephew, the purple-haired woman in front of him pointed to the bedroom, "I haven't come out there, and the key can't open the door. I feel blocked by something."

A look of worry flashed in He Xiujishi's eyes, and he stepped forward and knocked on the bedroom door.

"Yan, I'm uncle, are you okay?"

No one answered.

There was no one in the bedroom, because the nephew's room was made of special soundproof materials, and he couldn't even hear the other person's breathing through the door.

When He Xiuji looked at Shendai Lishi, Shendai Lishi rolled his eyes in his heart. This is a good thing he did with Xiu Changji. There is no way she can solve Jin Mujun's knot.

"Jin Mujun was retching when he first came back, and later refused to eat anything."

"...Is it that serious?"

"If you keep pushing, Jin Mu-jun will probably go crazy."

Kamitori Rishi fiddled with the nail stickers on his nails, tearing them back and forth, obsessed with the strange refreshing feeling.

Dissatisfied with her attitude when talking to Xiu Ji, "Li Shi, didn't you persuade Yan Yan?"

God Dai Lishi was speechless.

If persuasion is useful, Jin Mu-jun is not such a kind and pathetic Jin Mu-jun.

"Uncle Ji Shi, not everyone likes to plunder other people's lives. When Mr. Jin Mu realizes that ghouls cannot be eaten, what can you expect him to eat?"

Shendai Lishi evoked an arc of laughter and mockery.

"He's starving."

The resonance that had been lost for a long time returned to her body in the form of hunger.

He is hungry.

So, she's hungry.

In the bedroom not far away, Kaneki Ken sat on the carpet with his back to the door, his head buried in his knees, his black hair fell on his suit pants, and he ignored what happened outside.

The curtains in the bedroom were all drawn, only one corner was torn to let in the sunlight.

Quiet and lonely.

It's like when he was a child, his mother was not at home, and he spent time alone in his room.

He sat in the dark, sealing himself in a safe little world, with a few books scattered around his feet, all of which were bedtime readings in He Xiuyan's bedroom.

At this moment, there seems to be no difference between him and the main personality.

Even the attitude of being immersed in darkness and unwilling to face the outside world is exactly the same.

They should have been one.

When he understood this, Kaneki Ken didn't feel any sense of understanding.He didn't want to be recognized by the protagonist in such a way, which seemed to be trampling on his last persistence, so he raised his head from the inner torture for several days, and touched the books under the afterglow of the setting sun with his fingers.

Suddenly, his fingers trembled again.

"Why do people live? To survive. Since you have been arranged into this world, you must abide by the rules of survival."

The open page of the book happened to be written on the philosophy of human existence.

That was something he didn't want to face, but had to face.

"To survive is to plunder, and to hurt others." Kaneki Ken smoothed the corners of the book, his eyes were lifeless, and he couldn't see any hope that he could let go, "The ghouls I eat are also life, even if they don't want to harm humans. Dong Xiang, I don’t like sharing food with Senior Yueshan who loves food..."

Ghouls generally don't like to eat their own kind.

He remembered that he was tricked into a ghoul restaurant in his previous life, his identity as a one-eyed ghoul was revealed, and when he was being judged in front of all the guests, one of the women said so.

"I don't really want to eat the same kind."

In the case of just satisfying the appetite, it is very rare to harm the same kind.

Kaneki Ken's pupils were dull, and if nothing unexpected happened, the lady would have been killed by him later.Because the guests of the ghoul restaurant maliciously played with humans, so he killed without mercy.

What is evil?

In the eyes of human beings, the birth of a ghoul is the original sin, and the living is evil.

"What am I..."

"A ghoul that thinks of itself as a human?"

Why is it that even now, he is still afraid of the line that divides humans and ghouls, and he is unwilling to cross it again, admitting that he is a ghoul that devours the lives of others

That's so sad.

A hell of despair where the light is barely visible.

His stomach twitched slightly, his teeth were clenched, and his eyes were unconsciously exposed.

"What should I do, let me eat ghouls again... I can't do it, but I can't eat people. If I eat people, what position do I have in the future to resist and cultivate my family..."

He doesn't want to join forces with those people and become a complete monster. He didn't live for this. He would rather die at the hands of Arima Kisho that way.

"Ying... Senior Yueshan..."

"Mother……"

The ambiguous words were swallowed by the swallowing of the throat.

Jin Muyan tried his best to endure, and He's eyes were scarlet in the darkness, becoming more terrifying and numb.

The vertical pupil with a faint "dragon" flashed away.

Callous and inhuman.

The CCG Headquarters, on the grounds of "self-cultivation", and the leave time for research and study were extended by one month.

Jozo Suzuya ran to Class S2 but couldn't find Ken Kaneki, looked at Xiuzheng and Xiuzheng who were smiling, put the application back into his pocket, and resolutely ignored each other.

I came to class S2 to help Kaneki, not to become He Xiuzheng's subordinate.

"Why doesn't Jinmu come back to work?"

He changed to another floor, and went to ask Shinohara Yuuki lively.

Shinohara Yuki touched his forehead and said, "I don't know too well. The director said that his mental state is not very good and he needs to recuperate for a while."

Suzuya Jozo looked in disbelief.

When killing ghouls last time, Kaneki was in good spirits.

"Don't go to the chief speaker." Shinohara Yukki held Suzuya who was about to run away, "The chief speaker is not in a good mood recently, and you won't get an answer if you ask, why don't you just wait patiently, there is always a deadline for asking for leave of."

Even He Xiuyan can't keep asking for leave for a long time, this is not in line with CCG's internal rules.

Jozo Suzuya said, "Can I go to see him at the residence of Kazuo?"

Shinohara Yuki patted Suzuya who became a special class, "Yes, the premise is that the director invites you."

Suzuya Haru made a black thread, which is the same as not saying it.

He walked out of Uncle Shinohara's office, put his hands behind his head, and wandered around the headquarters in the first district.Looking at the fellow investigators coming and going, he thought of Jin Mu's reluctance to reveal the fact that he recovered his memory. Could it be that Jin Mu's awakening was exposed?

"What time will you return……"

He took out the application form and looked at the content of the application for transfer to Class S2. This time, Kisho Arima's signature was written on it.

I will be able to escape from the sea of ​​suffering immediately.

Kaneki, where are you?

The author has something to say: #818Spicy little golden wood angel who has entered the state of a sage#

He Xiuyan: It's not in the state of a sage at all...

Kamdai Rishi: Obviously in a state of going crazy.

He Xiu Changji: My grandson is not so vulnerable.

He Xiujishi: Father, you are the last old man to say this, who cares if you drive yourself crazy.

He Xiu Changji: ...

He Xiuyan: I always feel that something terrible is going to happen.

He Xiu Changji: Oh.

He Xiuyan: Grandpa, what should we do?

He Xiu Changji: As long as you are willing to take the first bite...everything has a beginning.

He Xiuyan: What if the hunger strike continues?

He Xiu Changji: Impossible.

He Xiu Changji: Ghouls can die in various ways, but none of them died of hunger strike.