whose child is the sugar pile

Chen Shen slowly opened his eyes. He was standing in the empty corridor. The lamp on his head swayed slowly without any wind, and the light bulb kept flickering on and off.

The ground under his feet shook with the light, and he felt a slight shock. He raised his hand to touch the uneven wall, and felt that the road in front of him was somewhat familiar.

In the haze, his footsteps were not steady. At the end of the road was a door. Chen Shen hesitated for a moment, thinking that there would be no danger behind the door. Although he was unknown, he was not afraid.

Opening this door, his sight was caught in an instant, he walked in uncontrollably, stood in front of a long table, the sound of his heartbeat gradually agitated his eardrums, and his throat slipped involuntarily.

A lamp hung above the long table, clear and bright, completely illuminating the people below.

That person has the appearance he likes, his white body is fully stretched out, without any shyness or concealment, only for him to appreciate.

Yes, only I can see it.

Chen Shen is very sure that his person and body are mine.

His eyes lingered on his body, reluctantly.

The people on the long table closed their eyes tightly, without worrying about their situation, and their brows were flat.

"Kacha", the bright lights flashed past Chen Shen's eyes, he was stunned for a moment, then slowly lowered his head and realized that he was holding a camera in his hand - he was taking a picture.

Chen Shen wanted to keep this moment in his heart, so he took the photo.

With the light of the camera, he saw the man's face clearly in an instant, it was Tang Shanhai.

Why!Chen Shen seemed to be frightened by his own behavior, and also by this scene that did not exist in his memory. He took a step back at a loss, his eyes darkened...

Chen Shen suddenly opened his eyes, everything in front of him disappeared, without a camera, without Tang Shanhai, he stood alone in front of the mirror, as if he had just woken up from a dream.

He wiped the cold sweat from his forehead, and pushed back his wet bangs, trying to see himself in the mirror.

The person in the mirror is a little tired, his eyes are blue, he hasn’t had a good sleep for a long time, because as long as he closes his eyes and ears, there will be wailing, chains and whips mixed with painful cries, even if he covers his ears, he can still The sound that penetrates the eardrum and enters the brain.

During the day, Chen Shen must face every compatriot buried here with a smile and a relaxed attitude.

At night, he would seriously recall every dead person. They were covered in blood and blood. Before they died, they conveyed their last hope to Chen Shen with their eyes. All their last wishes were pinned on Chen Shen who was still alive.

At the beginning, it was just to strengthen the belief, and don’t forget all the price you paid for the belief. Slowly, these things and these people became shackles, layer by layer, and turned into a black prison, where the light could not come in. In Chen Shen’s A miniature number 76 was cast in my heart.

There is no sunshine, only despair.

Chen Shen turned on the faucet, took a handful of water and splashed it on his face, trying to clear his muddy mind from the cold.

He couldn't see his own face clearly in the mirror, and his watery hand slid across the mirror, his fingers unconsciously sketching, and after the last stroke, the three characters Tang Shanhai remained on the cold mirror.

Tang Shanhai said it was a pleasure to meet him, and stretched out his hand to him, the fresh warmth crept up to his heart along his already cold fingertips.

At that time, there was a sudden sound in my heart, as if some kind of lock had been opened.

Chen Shen thought of Tang Shanhai, and his heart softened. He looked at the name on the mirror and felt a little childish, so he raised his hand to wipe it.

When the mirror became clear, Chen Shen's wiping movements began to slow down. He stared blankly at himself in the mirror, his eyes becoming surprised.

The person in the mirror grinned at him, his pupils were terribly dark.

Chen Shen stood still, feeling unbelievable. He obviously didn't smile, and he wouldn't laugh like that.

That's Chen Shen and not like Chen Shen.

Then he heard the person in the mirror ask, can you keep him?

do you want him

Have you tasted him?

Chen Shen punched it, and the mirror cracked, and the crack stuck to his hand like a spider web, making it impossible for him to take it back.

He heard the last question, you, can you live?

Chen Shen opened his eyes again, looked around, and looked around for a long time before confirming that he was really awake. He was still in the meeting room, and the complete picture in his mind began to be unable to piece together, and the dreams were superimposed and became chaotic.

He sat up, covered his face with his hands and rubbed it twice, and finally he was fully awake.

Yesterday... Bi Zhongliang convened a meeting with all the staff. After the meeting, everyone else left. Tang Shanhai hadn't woken up yet, so he leaned on the sofa to accompany him.

So, what about Tangshanhai!

Chen Shen got up suddenly and scanned the conference room to make sure that no one was there. He immediately slammed the door and went out to search around the operation area. Uneasiness enveloped him.

He can't rush to pry open the door of every office, he can only open his own door.

It was as if something pulled his footsteps and brought him to his door.

Chen Shen opened his office with faint hope. He saw the bedside light was on, and Tang Shanhai was handcuffed to his bed. His body was as white as in a dream, but left with red marks all over his body.

The overlapping of dream and reality at that moment dyed Chen Shen's eyes with red blood and suppressed low-temperature anger.

He staggered a few steps to the bed, knelt down on one knee and stretched out his hand to lift off the corner of the quilt that was covering Tang Shanhai's body. His fingers trembling touched the other's warm skin, and he could clearly see the traces left behind. The string of reason in the heart is already in jeopardy, on the verge of breaking.

The picture in front of Chen Shen was momentarily distorted, and he had a splitting headache. He stroked his forehead to get the key by the bedside, and tried several times with shaking hands before finally unlocking the handcuffs.

You must leave here, and Tang Shanhai cannot see him like this.

Chen Shen didn't need to look to know how ugly his face was at the moment.

He didn't want to scare the other party.

The things that had been desperately suppressed in his heart continued to surge up, and his control began to weaken.

Chen Shen didn't understand, he had tried his best to stay by Tang Shanhai's side, and this kind of thing would still happen!

He couldn't find an enemy, Tang Shanhai was violated again and again, but he had no clue, and could do nothing but comfort.

Powerless!

He seemed to hear someone asking in his ear, can you keep him?

The world before Chen Shen's eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of red veil, strange and bloody.

He propped his forehead with one hand, and forced himself to get up, wanting to leave temporarily, and come back when he stabilized his mind.

The moment Chen Shen got up, his wrist was grabbed by a hand, and Tang Shanhai woke up.

When Chen Shen was held, he subconsciously wanted to turn around, but he had no face to face Tang Shanhai, and it took a lot of effort to restrain the desire to turn around.With his back to Tang Shanhai, he whispered "I'm sorry." Chen Shen had to admit his incompetence.

Chen Shen shook his hand lightly, motioning for Tang Shanhai to let go, but the hand holding him did not move at all.

"Shan Hai, it's still early, you... have a rest." Chen Shen tried his best to make his hoarse voice look normal.

But his answer was a hug.

Tang Shanhai didn't say anything, sat up, grabbed his wrist and pulled Chen Shen forcefully to face himself, wrapped his arms around his shoulders and put his chin on his shoulders.

Chen Shen couldn't react for a long time, Tang Shanhai hugged him without hesitation, even disregarding his physical condition.

He didn't even know when his head stopped hurting.

He just said softly, "Shanhai?"

"Chen Shen, help me." Tang Shanhai never showed weakness, but at this moment his voice was so fragile, he hugged Chen Shen and repeated, "Help me."

Tang Shanhai's voice was very soft, but his face was not vulnerable where Chen Shen couldn't see, his eyes were fixed on the dawning sky outside the window.

It's Chen Shen.

If this is Chen Shen, then he needn't be so afraid.

He was even a little happy, after all, the child's other father was not such a terrible or unbearable person, it was Chen Shen.

Just as Chen Shen wanted to help him and save him, he also wanted to help Chen Shen.

The two of them seem to have installed drugs, and once they are exposed, they will be doomed.

"Shanhai," Chen Shen embraced Tang Shanhai's thin back with both hands, "I..."

"Chen Shen, don't give up, help me." Tang Shanhai felt that Chen Shen had calmed down, and comforted him by asking for help, "Once or twice, you will find a way, I believe."

Tang Shanhai was not so repulsed by Chen Shen's second personality.He wanted to understand one thing, that was also Chen Shen, another Chen Shen.His second personality took on most of the negative emotions, but he didn't expose Chen Shen from the beginning to the end, and even helped them.

If this is what Chen Shen wants, then Tang Shanhai will not be stingy.

Chen Shen couldn't see Tang Shanhai's face, he only saw the light projected on the wall, and their two shadows overlapped.