Through Memories and Sakaki

At that time, I was already in my thirties. I was 34 years old. Although there were many women around me who confessed to me, I didn't care.They are nothing more than fancy my identity, net worth, and appearance.However, I am obsessed with a 12-year-old girl.

That little girl, I still remember the noble and elegant temperament when I met her for the first time, which made me have no reason to ignore her.Every move, I was attracted by her.

"Sakaki Taro, my name." When we met for the first time, I introduced myself blankly.

"Sakaki Taro? So your name is Sakaki Taro, so I'll call you Sakaki, Sakaki sounds nicer." At that time, she was smiling and talking to me. Her calm voice made me not sure that she was only 12 years old. .I can't remember how long it's been since my name was called.

"how about you?"

"Me, zero."

Zero, that's her name.I don't know why she only told me her first name instead of her last name, but I did call her by her first name anyway.Zero, a nice name.

At the age of 35, I have known her for a year, no more, no less than a full year.Show her your truest side from time to time.I became more and more clear about my feelings for her, love, I fell in love with that indifferent her.Seeing that there are always many men around her confessing to her, she starts to feel a little impetuous.

Will she...will accept me?But, I, Sakaki Taro, fell in love with him, so I won't give up so easily.In the end, I mustered up the courage to confess to her. This time, my heart was a little nervous, and she would not agree to me when I was nervous.Because, our age difference is too much, but I still want to say the sincere words from her mouth.

"Zero, I love you."

"Well, are you confessing to me?"

"Um."

"Sakaki, you are much older than me, you are not afraid that I will be abducted by someone... eh."

I'm jealous because she's so attractive.Listening to her saying "being abducted by others", I angrily kissed her lips directly.Knowing that this was her first kiss, she seemed rather jerky.But I still kissed her hard.I want to teach this little elf a lesson, aren't I afraid that what I say will not offend others?But what made me the happiest was that she didn't reject me.

I still remember that she leaned against me and gasped for breath at that time.In order to let her have a good rest, I hugged her waist, she was very thin and light, which made me frown unconsciously.For the first time, I actually showed a gentle expression and helped her tidy up her somewhat messy hair.

I am 36 years old,

"Hey, I think I'm very happy now."

"Why do you say that?"

When did I start listening to her so seriously?Perhaps, as early as the first day I met her, I was so serious, right?

"Because...because of you, Sakakitaro, I feel happy to meet you...uh."

In fact, I think, being nice to her is what I should do.

At the age of 37, I want to imprison her by my side forever.Because everyone around her started to feel jealous of her.Obviously, some time ago, the two were inseparable friends, but later, I realized something was wrong.The ferocious look in her friend's eyes made me fear that something might happen to her.

"Are you... proposing to me?"

do you know?When it came to proposing to her, for her sake, I lowered my self-esteem for the first time and knelt down on one foot.In front of her, many of them are the first time for me.

The first time I laughed, the first time I was worried about someone, the first time I took care of someone like this, the first time I really fell in love with someone... many firsts, I will always remember.

"Zero, you haven't given me an answer yet. Will you be my wife?"

"Um... I do."

Watching her cry, my heart softened.For her, I became less like me.

But... what I didn't know was that a 15-year-old girl would do such a thing.Her friend pushed her off a cliff.The first time I heard the news, I felt suffocated like never before, and my world seemed to be the end of the world.In the days without her, in order not to let myself rest and recall the fact that she had already left, I began to work hard.

In the past six years, I have been inquiring about her all the time.Because I didn't believe it, she left me so easily.I bet, I'm willing to bet my everything.So these six years, I've been serious about anyone, going back to my old self.However, if she appeared in front of me again, I would still be willing to break the two expressions of "serious" and "serious".

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