I really really love you

In his sleep, Gu Yize heard the doorbell and got dressed. Maybe he had slept for too long. From afternoon to night, his eyes were always blurry.

Gu Yize opened the door, and an unknown policeman outside saluted him, Gu Yize nodded in response.

"Hello! Are you Comrade Gu Yize?" the policeman asked.

"Yes." Gu Yize nodded.

"We have one thing to tell you, please be mentally prepared." The policeman said.

"Speak!"

"...Comrade Shen Xingquan was accidentally injured by gangsters while performing a mission. He was not rescued and died tonight." The policeman gradually choked up his sobs as he spoke.

"What... what?" Gu Yize's eyes turned gray, tears flowed down like a fountain, his legs were unconsciously weak, he grabbed the policeman's hand, and asked frantically: "How did he die, you lied to me Isn't that right, did he tell you to play jokes on me, huh?" Tears flowed while talking.

The policeman helped him up with red eyes and put him on the stool. Gu Yize kept talking to himself, saying: "He must be joking with me, he must be joking with me, why is he willing to leave me, why... ..."

"Please mourn." The policeman said beside him.

"My goddamn sorrow, I don't believe it, you take me to see him." Gu Yize wanted to support the table to get up, but found that he had no strength to get up.

"Sorry, I can't let you see him for the time being, but here is Comrade Shen Xingquan writing to your family members in the intensive care unit." The police handed him a piece of paper.

Gu Yize got the paper and tears rolled down drop by drop. He didn't believe it was true, but he was afraid of getting the paper wet, so he pulled up his sleeves and wiped away the tears.

The tears couldn't stop flowing, and he wiped it four or five times when he just opened the paper.

He opened the paper and saw the familiar handwriting. He sniffled, holding back his tears and not daring to cry out in front of these words.

My dear Huowa, the person I love the most.In my life, I am very happy to meet you, and I have no regrets.

Don't cry anymore, little fool, I'm just tired and want to sleep, it's not that I don't want you anymore, you are obedient, eat well, draw well, play well, don't be sad, can you?If you are sad, Brother Quan will be even more sad. Don't make Brother Quan sad, okay?Your smile is beautiful, the smile that Brother Quan wants to see, Brother Quan will smile when you smile.

My little fire baby has to take care of herself and eat well when I'm not around. If I find out that you've lost weight, I won't let you go.When I'm not around, pay attention to safety, protect yourself, and don't be bullied by others. My darling is not allowed to be bullied by others.When I'm not around, live a good life, don't tire yourself out, travel more, and see the scenery that you have never seen before for Brother Quan.When I am away, I want to meet more people and make more friends.

Brother Quan will take good care of you in another world and protect you.Brother Quan doesn't want to leave you either, but God wants me to protect him, you have to understand Brother Quan.

I'm just sorry, Brother Quan failed to fulfill his promise with you for the rest of his life, and retired from this world first.I'm sorry, Brother Quan said those harsh words to you.I'm sorry, Brother Quan failed you.

Falling in love with you is the greatest decision I have made in my life. Because of you, my life will become more colorful. Because of you, I am what I am now. Thank you for your company and light up me whole life.

Brother Quan, in this world, you are the one he can't let go of the most. You have to live well and don't make Brother Quan sad.

Brother Quan is leaving soon, goodbye to my favorite Huowa!

Remember that on the other side of the world there is a brother Quan who loves you very much.

After reading, Gu Yize put the paper in his heart, tears couldn't stop flowing, he kept sobbing until he felt like he was about to suffocate, he seemed to hear Brother Quan's voice again, and saw Brother Quan's figure.