Zongman-Ancestors

The author has something to say: This chapter reviews the time when Jinmu turned into a ghost

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Kaneki trembled and shuddered in a sea of ​​white roses.A pair of gentle hands supported his face, and the white rose turned into a manjusawa, and the soft feeling made him murmur "Mom", "Mom"

The strip of cloth slipped, Kaneki's eyes widened, "Miss Lishi..." Manjushahua turned around.

"It's been a long time, Kaneki-san, what's wrong with you, why are you covered in injuries all over your body?" Li Shi changed into a cruel voice, "It's ridiculous."

Li Shi chuckled, turned around and looked behind him, "Your master is here."

"Ah", Kaneki cried out in pain, and the gecko excitedly pointed at him with its pliers

"Where are you counting?"

"550 nine" Kaneki spit out the number with difficulty, "Five hundred...ninety..."

"I want to fill this bucket"

"what........"

The gecko ordered me to count down from one thousand, subtract seven each time and read the number. I didn't know the meaning of this instruction at first, but I now know that it was to keep me as awake as possible. Just rely on the numbers.

And then the gecko puts the fingers of my hands and feet..., constantly...continuously...continuously...continuously...

Whenever my fingers regenerate, I deeply understand that I have become a monster.

"Hen~" The purple-haired woman looked at Kaneki with her face in her hands, "Good morning"

"Miss Lishi, are you still alive?"

"It doesn't matter at all, it's such a small thing"

"Hey~, let me ask you, what kind of person is your mother, you just called 'Mom'"

Jinki lowered his head

"Is it her?"

Kaneki came to the rental house when he was a child, and his mother was making paper flowers. When he was a child, he came home from school, pronouncing the Chinese characters he didn't know, and carefully taught him every word.

Every time his mother went out to work, he would come to his father's study to read. It is because of this that he likes to read and does not feel lonely, and his mother is also very gentle. She is really amazing. She has taken care of work and family. Showing a trace of disgust, he didn't cause anyone trouble, and he was equally gentle to everyone.

Mom...is his greatest pride...

"Yan, it doesn't matter even if you suffer a loss, a gentle person is very happy just like this," his mother said to him when he was a child.

"Rather than hurting others, I would rather be hurt. Gentle people are happy just like this. My mother told me so," Kaneki said to Li Shido.

"It's nice to be so gentle and kind, that's why this kind of thing happened." Li Shi curled his hair with his fingers

"what......"

Holding the blood-stained tongs and getting up "Kinmu...you are awesome...." Open the mask "Do you know why I am so attached to you, I don't know if you have noticed, your resilience Very unusual"

Go forward, "It's all thanks to Kano's experiment, that doctor is using Lishi to create ghouls"

Squeeze your fingers, "One-eyed...the taste of Lishi, I'm talking about you, Kaneki..."

The gecko is holding a struggling centipede, "Do you know the little spiny centipede? I want to put this thing in your ear. It should be fine."

Kaneki looked at him tremblingly, "I don't want...don't do this...please...please don't do this...don't...I don't want..."

The centipede is getting closer and closer "Stop it...ah..."

"Ah...ah..." Feeling the centipede's constant rotation in his brain, Kaneki twisted his face and kept shaking his body, the painful feeling made Kaneki finally unable to hold on "kill Kill me, please kill me, please kill me"

Li Shi hugged Jin Mu's head, "Instead of hurting others, you would rather be hurt, do you really live with this thought?"

"Mom...that's how she gave me...so I..."

"Are you just following her orders all the time? What are you doing? It's so boring." Li Shi stood up, "Don't you think this is meaningless, your mother, is she really the gentle and great person in your heart? what is that?"

"living expenses"

"Who is that"

"It's my mother's younger sister. She always said that she was struggling in life, so she came to ask her mother for money unceremoniously. My mother worked part-time during the day, and worked as a cleaning staff at night. She also worked as a domestic contract worker when she was free. My mother never took a break. at work"

"Then" Li Shi asked.

"Then she died from overwork and I was all alone...where I belong...has been..."

"By the way...there is only one place, the only shelter for me, only Ying, the only spiritual support for me"

"He is your very important friend, but you are about to lose this most important friend." Li Shi said cruelly, "It's all your fault."

Looking up, Kaneki saw Mr. Wanzhang who had helped me before was tied up in front of him.

"All the unfavorable situations in this world are caused by the lack of ability of the people involved. Although the person who taught me this sentence was a scumbag human being, I am very grateful to him now, Kaneki..., this A few days let me fully understand that you are not only physically strong, but also mentally tough, so I decided to change the rules of the game a little bit.”

The gecko raised his voice, "A young man and woman who love each other, kill the other side first, choose for me..., I let them take care of you just for today, you always thought that someone would come to save you, right? , you have always regarded these two guys as benefactors, then...you choose which side, if you don't choose, I will kill both sides, let me put it another way, which side do you want to save?"

Kaneki was shaking and had a headache, "Why...it was me...why did I have to make this choice"

"Okay, hurry up and choose for me." The gecko squeezed Kaneki's head tightly.

"I can't make this kind of choice." Kaneki cried, "If this is the case, isn't it like I killed him? How can I make a choice? If I want to choose...just kill me."

The gecko held up the tied woman, "Is this the one, hurry up, choose quickly, choose for me quickly, Kaneki, choose quickly, hurry up, choose for me quickly"

The two people in front of "Beng" were killed and abandoned on the ground.

"Look, both of them are broken, and it's all your fault," the gecko grinned.

Kaneki lowered his head "No...it's not my fault...not right...it's me...it's my fault"

"Why did you say this obvious fact until now? You always blame yourself like this, keep blaming yourself, but you can't change anything just by blaming yourself all the time. You don't intend to change. It's all your fault. This is natural, isn’t it, whose fault it turned out like this.”

Li Shi leaned close to his ear and said briskly, "Accident, accident, luck, there is no such thing as luck, it is just a combination of circumstances and circumstances, who made this situation, who is it?"

Li Shi took a few steps back and withdrew his voice, "It's you, it's all your fault"

"If your strength is stronger than the gecko, you can save those two people. It's the same at that time. If your strength is strong enough..."

"Ryoko...Miss..."

"You can save her"

"Hold... stop..."

"The same after this"

"Dong Xiang...Chishi..."

"The same goes for your most important people"

"Britain....."

"Ah... ah... ah..." Kaneki cried out in pain

"See, this is the way of life you chose, but you seem to have chosen both sides, but you have given up on both sides, and your mother is the same." Li Shi stroked his head.

"Stop talking, why, why did you leave me alone, I don't want to be alone, why, why didn't you choose me at that time, I really hope...you can survive for me" Jin Mu growled.

"Even if you don't want to save your aunt?"

"It's okay even if you don't want to be saved"

"Is it okay to hurt others?"

"It's okay to hurt others"

"Is it okay even if it means taking your life?"

"It's okay to take it"

"Good boy" Li Shi raised his head, "Sometimes you have to let go of one side. Your mother failed to do this. Is there any way for you to continue to be the one who was hurt? Can you forgive people like geckos?"

"Can't...can't forgive"

"As long as Qingtong's power expands, your important student Ying and the precious partners in the stable area will also suffer immeasurable harm."

"I will never forgive anyone who dares to take away my place of refuge"

"Do you have the strength to do this?"

"I have"

Li Shi tied his hair behind his ears, "You mean you are willing to accept me?"

"No, it's not like this." Kaneki broke free from the shackles and imprisoned Rishi, "I just need to surpass you."

"Doesn't it matter even if it's the wrong choice?"

"I am not the one who is wrong" Kaneki shed tears "The one who is wrong is... this world"

The people underground are chewing and swallowing, the snow-white roses will eventually be dyed red, and the ground is covered with manjusawa.

black hair to white hair

"I am... a ghoul"