[Rebirth] I died in summer

The deepest memory is the black metal railing around the orphanage, which is a hollow iron rod coated with a layer of black paint, and a layer of black paint is painted on the outside, and it feels rough to the touch.In winter, it becomes icy cold. When it snows and freezes, if you hold it for a while, it will stick to it, and it will turn purple in a short while.

The dishes in the cafeteria are very ordinary, one meat, one vegetarian, one rice. The soup is cheap seaweed and egg drop soup that is casually beaten in a bucket.The rice and vegetables are served on an iron plate. Vegetarian dishes are the easiest way to stir-fry. The meat dishes are often stir-fried with meat. In fact, they taste similar to the two vegetarian dishes, except that one of them has a stronger taste.

When Jian Weimu and Jian Weichen were sitting in the cafeteria eating, the teacher came in from outside angrily, grabbed a child and pulled it out of the cafeteria without any explanation. Then, they heard the cry of the child and a cry from outside. There was a dull crash.

"It's not me! It's really not me!"

"Dare to contradict me, see if I don't kill you!"

Jian Weichen put down his chopsticks, poked his head out curiously, even his body tended to go out together, Jian Weimu knocked on his plate with his chopsticks, and said, "Don't look."

Jian Weichen looked at him with wide eyes and asked, "Brother, what did he do?"

"Whether he does something or not, it's none of our business. Eat."

At the age of 12, Jian Weimu acted more mature than the children around her, she didn't smile much, and didn't care about other things, she was as cold as a robot.It's just that maybe children always believe in people who are more mature than themselves, and Jian Weimu is very beautiful, so even though he always looks cold, there are still many children who follow him and call him brother .

In the afternoon, he and his younger brother went to see the child who was beaten, and saw him lying on the bed, his face was red and swollen, it was from the beating, and he was covered by clothes, but he could guess that it was probably the butt Only after being beaten can I lie on my stomach like this.

"I didn't steal anything. It was candy from my uncle and aunt who came from outside. She insisted that I stole it. In the end, the candy was also confiscated by her, and she was beaten for nothing. How could this be? It's too much. Every day It was like this every time, everything that others gave us was taken away by them, as long as we kept a little, they would say that we were thieves and beat us up."

Jian Weimu didn't feel much after hearing it, anyway, these children believed in him and were willing to tell him, so he just listened.The news he filtered out of the child's words was that the teacher framed him and beat him, and the rest of the words were filtered out as garbage.

"Brother, the teacher is too much, let's talk about it." Jian Weichen said.

"Don't worry about other people's affairs." Jian Weimu still had the same cold look, but the coldness when he was alone with his brother was better than when he was with others, he continued Said, "Don't you want them to do the same to you?"

Jian Weichen honestly shook his head: "I don't want to."

"Then don't worry about it." In this orphanage, the two brothers can be said to be treated preferentially, especially his younger brother Jian Weichen. It seems that Dean Luo personally told those teachers to treat him better .

Dean Luo's surname is Luo, and his name is Mingzhi, but this name was only learned later, and now he is collectively called Dean Luo.

It snowed in winter, and the outside was an ethereal white. Jian Weimu probably knew from the book that the children outside were very happy to see the snow.They will knead those white, icy things into balls and throw them around, hitting their heads and clothes, which is called snowball fights; or slowly roll small snowballs into big snowballs, and then stack them up, which is called snowmen.

The children here can't experience this kind of fun, they can't go out to play in the snow, and snow is not a good thing for them.The glass windows of the room are large and low, through which they can see the child who made a mistake kneeling in the snow, one of his hands is chained and chained to the black railing, for fear that he will Run away without kneeling for the full time.

If you want to ask him what he did wrong, the answer will probably be various, such as breaking a bowl, contradicting the teacher, 'stealing' things, wetting the bed, etc. Sometimes the teacher is in a bad mood and just wants to vent his anger. Do these things for nothing.

"Brother, I'm cold."

Jian Weimu heard Jian Weichen in the bed next to him tell him this, so he patted the bed and asked Jian Weichen to come over and squeeze with him.There is no air conditioner or stove in the big room of the orphanage, and the quilt is not very thick. Therefore, it is the best way to hug and sleep when the cold is unbearable.Jian Weichen lay down under his quilt, hugged his body and quickly fell asleep, but he kept staring at the child kneeling outside the window, and suddenly felt that he was also very cold.

It was another meal in the cafeteria, and Jian Weimu looked at today's dishes, the seaweed and egg drop soup, stir-fried cabbage, and potato and chicken nuggets that have been the same for several years.It's not a very good meal, but it's not bad to eat. Jian Weimu sat down with Jian Weichen after finishing the meal. He used chopsticks to pick up the curry chicken nuggets. He found two or three pieces of half-bone and half-meat chicken among the potatoes. He had just picked up a piece of chicken and put it in his mouth when he heard shouts from the teacher's cafeteria next to him.

Afterwards, a teacher walked over with a seven or eight-year-old boy in his arms. Jian Weimu vaguely recognized the child. He had just arrived here not long ago, and it seemed that he was sent here after a family member died.

The little boy was still crying when he was brought over, his white face became wrinkled, Jian Weimu noticed that there seemed to be soy sauce on the corners of his mouth and fingers.There was no soy sauce in today's dishes, so the child probably secretly grabbed the teacher's meat dishes and ate them.

Then, he brought a pot and walked over, which contained seaweed and egg drop soup that had just been boiled and was still a little hot.

"You all look after me! Whoever steals food in the future will end up like this!" After the teacher finished speaking, he poured the hot seaweed egg drop soup on the boy. Jian Weimu saw the soup poured When he was on the boy's body, his naked/exposed skin instantly turned red and was constantly steaming.

The boy cried even harder. He didn't understand why he just secretly put his hand into the cauldron in the teacher's cafeteria, why should he be splashed with hot soup all over his body?

Afterwards, Jian Weimu excused that Jian Weichen was scalded, and asked for burn ointment from the doctor in the orphanage, and gave it to the boy.It wasn't because of how uncomfortable the boy was being burned, but because he felt that if he didn't help him when he was clearly capable, he would be no different from those teachers who abused people at will.

After staying in the orphanage for so many years, Jian Weimu no longer remembered how many terrible things he had seen. He originally planned to ignore all of them, but God ordered him not to.

When Jian Weichen was 12 years old, he was 14 years old. In fact, he already had the ability to escape, but he gave up this idea when he thought that he would have no money and no place to live after escaping.

That day, when Jian Weichen was called out alone, he felt flustered for some reason, so he quietly followed.

He saw Jian Weichen running all the way to Dean Luo's office, opened the door and walked in. Fortunately, when Jian Weichen entered, he didn't close the door tightly, but left a small gap, so Jian Weimu walked in. You can look through that slit to see what's going on inside.

Even though Jian Weichen hadn't been bullied, he was very defensive when he saw the dean and the teacher. He stood far away beside the cabinet, while Dean Luo sat on the swivel chair.Jian Weimu saw Dean Luo smiled strangely at Jian Weichen, and then waved to him: "Come here."

Jian Weichen glanced at him suspiciously, not daring to go over, then Dean Luo said again: "Come here, why are you so afraid of me?"

"Don't be afraid." Jian Weichen shook his head, and walked over slowly. Just when he was only a few steps away from Dean Luo, Dean Luo suddenly stretched out his hand, grabbed Jian Weichen's arm and pulled him away. past.Jian Weichen's center of gravity was unstable, and he fell on Dean Luo's body all of a sudden, and then he felt Dean Luo's rough hands began to touch his body.

"Don't touch me!" Jian Weichen tried his best to resist Dean Luo, but after all, his strength was no match for a middle-aged man. When Dean Luo tore his collar open, the door of the office opened. It was opened with a bang.

Jian Weimu didn't receive much education here. At the beginning, he sometimes watched some news, so he also knew some concepts about 'love/child/addiction'.He wondered why Dean Luo was so nice to his younger brother, and that was why.

After Jian Weimu rushed in, he picked up a vase next to it and threw it at Dean Luo, and Dean Luo's head immediately bled.At this moment, Jian Weimu grabbed Jian Weichen's hand and left Dean Luo's office in a panic, and they ran back to the room without looking back.

After returning to the room, Jian Weichen leaned into his arms and cried. The people next to him were very surprised. How could Jian Weichen, who had hardly been bullied, cry like this?Jian Weimu couldn't tell them what happened, so she told them that Jian Weichen fell on the stairs.

In the evening, it was snowing outside again, and the teacher also came to find Jian Weimu.

When Jian Weimu was called out by the teacher, Jian Weichen was still in a daze. He cried and asked the teacher what his brother had done, and the teacher told him that Jian Weimu beat the dean with his hands, so he was going to be punished. Kneel inside all night.

"That's not the case! It's all the dean's fault! It's the dean..."

Before Jian Weichen could finish his sentence, he was slapped by the teacher. The teacher glared at him angrily, and threatened, "If you don't keep your mouth shut, your tongue will be cut off!"

When Jian Weimu really knelt in the snow, he realized that what he felt personally was much more uncomfortable than what he saw with his eyes. He was wearing not thin clothes, but it was still cold.The legs and feet buried in the snow were cold, the wrists and palms bound by iron chains were cold, and the cheeks blown by the cold wind were also cold.

The sky is dark, without stars, the moon seems to be blocked by dark clouds, the orphanage is also dark, everyone seems to be asleep, there is a street lamp not far from Jian Weimu, it is shining alone, Jian Weimu feels that he as lonely as myself.

"Brother." Jian Weichen seemed to have escaped from the room, holding a small blanket in his arms.

Seeing him, Jian Weimu frowned and said, "Why did you come out, go back!"

"I'll accompany you." Jian Weichen also knelt in the snow like him, he hugged Jian Weimu, covered the two of them with a blanket, and said, "This way you will be warmer."

"No need, hurry back!" Jian Weimu said coldly.

"I don't, I don't want to go back, brother, I'm afraid..."

Jian Weimu was stunned for a while, because he felt some warm liquid flowing through his neck, he thought that Jian Weichen was crying while holding him.

"I still want to be with my brother, even if it's cold, at least I won't be afraid when I'm with him."

That night, Jian Weichen, who had been kneeling with him all night, and Jian Weichen's tears made him decide on one thing.

A month later, a news article was published in the local newspaper: a fire broke out in an orphanage in a certain city. The fire broke out in the middle of the night, probably due to improper use of the stove.What is strange is that when the police went to investigate, they found that more than 100 children in the orphanage disappeared collectively, and their whereabouts were unknown.The corpses of several teachers burned to black charcoal were found in the room. Luo Mingzhi, the director of the orphanage, woke up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet and discovered the fire in time to avoid death, but he was also seriously injured.

Not long after, several anonymous reporting letters were delivered to the police station, exposing the past incidents in the orphanage. After several months of investigation, the police found that the incident was true, and immediately arrested the director, Luo Mingzhi.Shortly after Luo Mingzhi was imprisoned, he was found to have mental problems and was sent to a mental hospital.