Canghe

Gongsun

My name is Gongsun.Died by the man I like.But I don't hate him, I feel sorry for him.

That person's name is Jin He.

I knew he was going to attack me sooner or later, no matter how much I liked him, I just didn't expect it to come so soon.He can't wait.After my death, my old father was left alone. I felt guilty, but there was nothing I could do.

General Jin fought all his life, but lost his life in court political struggle. Jin He was not reconciled. I know that my father and the little emperor killed General Jin. I know that I am irreconcilable with him. Still like him.

Jin He has changed. Since the death of General Jin, all his joys, anger, sorrows and joys seem to have been buried, together with me and our past love.

On the day of the funeral, I watched him from a distance. His face was expressionless, and his clothes were as white as his face.There is a person standing behind him, looking down at him, the way he looks at Jin He is the same as mine.For a moment, I was in a trance, thinking that he was right in front of me and would turn around and call me "Gongsun".I'm so jealous, jealous of the person who was with him through the ups and downs, that position should have been... mine.Back home, I was very drunk.

The next day, I saw his thin body standing in the hall, and when he saw my face, he even raised a very faint smile. I avoided his gaze and dared not look at him again, feeling numb in my heart pain.The little emperor rewarded me with a fox fur, which is the best material.I sent someone to deliver the fox fur to his house, but he took it, but didn't send any message back.

I miss him, but I can't see him, even secretly.What he is determined to do, how can I have the heart to drag him down with my past affection.Such a clean person is determined to step into the filth, how can I bear it...but I have to bear it. I can't help him with what he wants to do, but I must reduce his obstacles, such as me.

I died very smoothly, without wasting his last move.It would be difficult for him to walk such a long distance alone, but fortunately, he has someone to accompany him, although it is not me.

But there is only so much I can help you with, Jin He.

On the Naihe Bridge, there is another soul waiting persistently. He is waiting for a man named Jin He.

"Although it is a bitter fruit, I still want to meet you in the next life."