Shizhao has never realized so clearly that he has lost a piece of memory.There is a tooth mark on his left arm. After comparison, it is the mark made by his own bite. Most of the wound on his neck has healed, leaving only a scab of blood. He is in country A, even he is How to get out of danger and how to get back here is not clear.

Is he dreaming or crazy?Shi Zhao rushed into the bathroom and turned on the hot water to rinse his body.

He could feel the temperature, and even the higher temperature of the water would make his skin turn red. This was obviously not a dream.

Soon, Shizhao discovered more unbelievable things.In his bachelor apartment, the placement of all items has changed. His favorite lemon-scented shower gel has been replaced by roses. The type of clothes in his closet that he would never buy, the new pillows on his bed...

And finally the letter.

A letter to him from a man named "X".

Shizhao grabbed the letter paper and read it word by word. These combined words were like someone's gibberish, every sentence was so incomprehensible.

Forgot 5255 days?Watching him grow up?

A severe headache stirred in his mind, Shizhao held his forehead, and his eyes turned black. He remembered seeing some strange pictures before falling into that bloody world...

What picture is it?Why... can't he remember? !

There was something wrong with him, Shi Zhao hurriedly searched every corner of the apartment.Is there someone hiding here?Someone is fooling him?Who is this X! !

"XXXXXXXX..." Shizhao chanted this peculiar code name, and he believed that his lost memory was related to X!

Someone knocked on the door, Shi Zhao stopped in the frantic rummage.He calmed down a little, strode to the door, and opened the door.

It was the security guard. As soon as the security guard outside the door saw him, he showed an extremely shy smile. When he met his eyes, his voice trembled. His coy attitude made his eyelids twitch.

"Mr. Shi, Mr. Shi... This is the meal you want. Do you think it suits your appetite?" The security guard handed over the meal in a cautious manner, as if as long as Shizhao said no, he would immediately ask Shizhao Forgive me and buy a new one for delivery.

Shi Zhao and the security guard are acquaintances. The security guard gave him preferential treatment in the past, but he has never been this...obsessed.

"What meal do I want?" Shizhao planned to find a breakthrough on the security guard, "When did I want the meal?"

"Did you forget? An hour ago, you told me that you wanted to eat shrimp dumplings, and I bought them for you when I ran to Chinatown." The security guard did not forget to say something nice for himself, "I picked several restaurants, this one The shrimp dumplings are said to be the best..."

"..." Shizhao frowned, "Are you sure... I asked you to buy it?"

The security guard was puzzled, "Yes, it's you."

"How long have I been at the apartment?"

"It's been two days, Mr. Shi, you should have a good rest. If there is anything you want me to do, please tell me!" The security guard patted his chest, wishing to show his true heart to the young man.

"Two days..." He has been back for so long!Shi Zhao became more and more suspicious, "Did anyone come to my room these two days?"

"You specifically asked no one to disturb you, so..."

"Tell me, what have I been doing these past two days?"

"You go out shopping once in a while, and the rest of the time you're alone in the house."

"only myself?"

"Only you."

Shi Zhao closed the door with a straight face, ignoring the pitiful calls of the security guards outside.

(Security: "Mr. Shi, you don't like shrimp dumplings anymore? What do you like? I'll buy it!")

A person, if he is really the only one in the room, the change of items in the apartment, the extra things, and the letter, could it be...

When Shizhao found out the phone, the date on it had indeed changed. The day Julian took him to see Jonathan was three days ago.He lost a full three days of memory!

Shizhao urgently needs to know what happened in these three days!

Shizhao called Diana. For some unknown reason, he did not tell about his amnesia, but learned about their situation in country F from Diana through intentional guidance.Julian killed Jonathan in order to protect him, which sounded like that, but Shizhao subconsciously denied this "fact".

No, that's not the case, it wasn't Julian who killed Jonathan!

What killed Jonathan was...

Shizhao picked up the letter, his eyes stayed on "this time, I helped you again, are you happy?" Shizhao's heart was mixed with fear, uneasiness and timidity, as if caught in a huge mystery , he urgently needs to find the answer to the mystery!

What should he do?Can anyone help him?

Shizhao's hand unconsciously flipped through the phone's address book. The contact list in the address book was arranged alphabetically. The first name was Angus Gale. Shizhao's hand paused and scrolled down.

Shizhao found Charles Kraft's phone number, his psychiatrist, his hands were shaking slightly, and after dialing the phone, Shizhao's anxiety didn't ease at all.

It didn't take long for the call to be connected.

Shizhao pressed his trembling arm, his voice sounded like someone who had been dehydrated for a few days, it was so dry and frightening, "Doctor Kraft...do you have time?"

"It seems that something bad happened to you." Charles said softly, "I will spare you the afternoon, and you can come to me."

"I mean...now..." Shi Zhao said as he walked out the door, he couldn't stay in this "strange" room anymore, "Doctor, I think I need help."

Shizhao knew that his request was a little too much. Charles had more than one consultant, and it would be good enough to spare him the afternoon, but he really had no choice, he would go crazy if he didn't vent!

The person on the other end of the phone was silent for a while. When Shizhao thought that his unreasonable request would be rejected, Charles responded, "I'll wait for you in the consulting room."

Shi Zhao let out a breath and left the apartment in a hurry. Ignoring the sour expression on the security guard's face (hell's sour) and the various eyes of the passers-by, he tightened his collar, took a taxi, and drove to Charles's personal counseling room.

On the way, Shizhao received a call from Angus. Strangely, Angus' first words were: "I want to see you."

The second sentence is: "There is something I want to confirm with you."

"What's the matter?" Shi Zhao didn't plan to meet with Angus and the others for the time being before solving his own problem. He was afraid of causing trouble to Angus and Diana. on."

"When... photo?" Angus' tone was a little more hesitant.

"It's me, what's wrong?" Shi Zhao got out of the car, touched the scar on his neck, "Angus, what do you want to say?"

"..."

"Angus?" Why was there no sound from the other side?

"Where are you?" Angus changed the topic, "In the apartment? I'm coming to you."

"Don't come looking for me." Shizhao quickly replied: "I think we've already talked about work, Angus, sorry, I'm very busy here."

After Shizhao finished speaking, he hung up the phone, turned the phone to silent, and walked towards the consultation room.

There was no change in Charles' consultation room. The soothing aroma of essential oils filled the air. Charles sat on the sofa and nodded slightly when he saw him. The calm and reliable temperament on his body became more prominent.

Shizhao has a lot to say, but when he really wants to speak, he doesn't know where to start.

"You should come to me as soon as you return to China." Charles opened the topic first, "Such a big incident happened during the trip, you shouldn't hide it from me."

Shi Zhao asked in surprise, "Doctor, do you know what happened?"

Charles stood up, and he put the laptop beside the table in front of Shizhao, motioning for Shizhao to browse the web.

When Shi Zhao saw the content on the webpage, he was stunned.

"After you called, I thought something might have happened to you in country F, so I checked the news of country F..." Charles explained from the side, "I didn't expect it to be more serious than I imagined."

Shi Zhao looked at the entire news report and said with a wry smile: "Can you believe it, I don't know much more than you who have read the news."

Charles' expression became serious, and he realized that what Shizhao was about to say would be more bizarre than the news.

Shizhao started talking about what happened when he was sober (he omitted the fact that he masturbated naked in front of the mirror), about his disappearing memories of the three days, the changes in the apartment, and what the security guard said, one by one. When he came down, he had an extremely terrible guess in his heart.

"Can you show me that letter?" Charles asked.

"I was in a hurry to go out, so I didn't bring it out." In fact, this letter was in Shizhao's pocket, and Shizhao somehow didn't want to show it to others, even if the other party was a doctor he trusted.

"I promise, everything I've said is the truth."

Charles' gray eyes stared straight at Shizhao. The troubled victim was looking back at him with eyes full of horror, like a helpless lamb, waiting for God's sentence.

Charles sighed, "You have the answer in your heart."

"...I want to hear your opinion, doctor." Shizhao felt that his thoughts were a bit absurd. He always thought that he was a normal person. Since childhood, his life was smooth and smooth. He was also very positive and optimistic. He shouldn't... so.

"Did you hallucinate when Jonathan slashed your throat with a knife?"

"Hallucinations?" Shi Zhao seemed to smell the sticky smell of blood, "I only have blood left in my brain."

"This is a huge stressful event for you. At that time, you lost control of your body. During the three days you have no memory, what others see is another 'you', that 'you' Lived instead of you, and even left you a clue..."

"Wait! Doctor, you... have decided that is another 'I'?" Shi Zhao's heart kept dropping, "Could it be a prank?"

When Shi Zhao said this, even he himself didn't believe it.

Charles reassured: "It's not a determination, it's just a guess. After all, dissociative identity disorder is rare. If you want to really confirm whether there is another personality, you have to wait for 'him' to appear."

"Wait for him to appear?" Shi Zhao shook his head, "This is the first time I have encountered such a thing, I..."

"Are you sure this is the first time?" Charles reminded: "Don't forget the 5255 days indicated by 'X' in the letter, that was 14 years ago, do you remember what happened 14 years ago?"

"..." Shi Zhao was speechless, he had never noticed this in the past, 14 years ago, he was about 12 years old, now thinking about it, he seems to have no memory of that year.

Charles comforted in a timely manner, "Don't worry too much, I personally have doubts about the existence of 'X'."

Shizhao's eyes lit up, "Really?" No one would be willing to admit that he is a person with a personality disorder, not to mention that "X" is not like a normal person, whether it is the letter or the things he did, Shizhao himself Very contradictory.

"Usually, personalities exist independently and don't know each other. It's a very incredible thing that 'X' can remember you." Charles said, "If you want to verify his existence, there is a way to do it."

"what?"

The corners of Charles' mouth curved slightly, "Hypnosis, if you can trust me, we can use hypnosis to let him have a conversation with you."

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