i really like you

In the years Daniel and Tang have known each other, he has never seen his partner come to him, nor heard him talk about his partner, only mentioned it two or three times.

But Daniel knew when he was in touch with a partner.

Because every time he is filled with happiness, he must have received the power of love from his partner.

Daniel sees miracles in Don.

They are at two ends of the earth, talking about a super long-distance love. The two parties only communicate through communication. Anyway, he roughly counted the number of times, and the total number of times is no more than ten times. There is no big difference. The two of them have not changed their minds. , and still love each other deeply, it's incredible.

This is a beautiful miracle, a myth, he thought.

Maybe he went to that mysterious and vast China, and he can also have his own mythology.

Suddenly, Daniel heard a familiar melody. Tang said that it was called "Little Love Song", and the name was so nice. He was so yearning and curious about China, he had to go and have a look. If he liked it very much, then he would settle down.

Tang Yuan answered the phone with a brisk tone and a smile on his face, "Hey, you're here. I'm at the east gate, and I have my friend. He will go back to China with me, drive slowly."

He hung up the phone and asked Daniel, "Have you booked your flight yet?"

Daniel's reaction was half a beat slow, and it took more than ten seconds to react, and he exclaimed, "God, I forgot!"

"It's okay, I haven't booked it," Tang Yuan said with a smile, "I haven't booked it either. We'll stay in the hotel for one night and leave tomorrow."

Daniel heaved a sigh of relief. He tugged at the brim of his white baseball cap, raised his head and said, "Don, do you think I'm, uh, okay?"

Tang Yuan glanced at him, buddy, it's me who is about to face the reunion after a long absence.

Daniel smiled and rubbed his hands. He tried his best to organize his words and express his feelings in Chinese, "This is the first time I officially meet your partner. I am nervous. You are my only best Chinese friend, Tang. I value this meeting very much."

Tang Yuan was a little moved, "You are fine."

Daniel hugged his shoulders, patted him and said, "You're ok too, very ok, very good."

"Tang, you are the most charming of all the Chinese boys I have ever met, I can swear to God."

Tang Yuan told him not to swear, God is very busy.

Daniel jumped happily on the spot, "I really hope that I can go to China today, Tang, I have seen a lot of things about China, history, culture, capital, food..."

Listening to his friend's nagging, Tang Yuan's eyes kept looking around, his heartbeat was fast, beating in his chest, revealing his excitement and nervousness, like a little girl who is about to meet her lover daughter in law.

He touched the ends of his hair at the back of his head, forgot to cut his hair, it was a bit long.

I have a lot of things to do after graduation, and I have to go back to my country. I am a little anxious. I have blisters on my mouth. I woke up this morning with a pimple on the left side of my face.

Tang Yuan stuffed his hands in his pockets, took out two mints, and handed one to Daniel, "I have two children who have graduated, and they went to China to introduce you to each other."

Daniel looked puzzled, "Fa Xiao?"

Tang Yuan peeled off the candy wrapper and put the candy in his mouth, "They are brothers who grew up together."

"Oh, brother, I have three too." Daniel stretched out three fingers, and began to chatter again, "But they are all married and have children, and I just finished school, and I said I was going to China, they I really don’t understand, when I take pictures of the beautiful scenery and delicious food in China, I will show them photos of beauties.”

Tang Yuan sat on the suitcase, which was hot from the sun. He was about to get up when he heard Daniel's cry.

Daniel pointed to an approaching car, "Don, is that right?"

Tang Yuan didn't recognize the license plate or the model, but his intuition told him that the person driving inside was his family. He took a deep breath, "Yes."

With Tang's confirmation, Daniel widened his eyes.

He had imagined Tang's partner more than once, thinking that he would be tall and mighty, with a windy walk, similar to the big brother in the movie, who could lift Tang up and run around with one hand.

But the man getting out of the car wasn't like that.

Although he is tall and straight, his physique is not imposing. He looks like an elite in the workplace. He is dressed very rigorously and elegantly. His shirt is buttoned all the way to the top, his neck is tied with a slender neck, and his neckline is smoothed. The thin lips are pursed straight, and the face is very three-dimensional and profound for oriental people.

It's just that there was no wave in the eyes that swept over.

It was as if there was nothing there.

It doesn't look like you are here to pick up your partner, but you are here for a meeting, and you can sit in the meeting room at any time.

"Don, are you making a mistake..."

Before finishing the last word, Daniel closed his mouth, because he found that the man was staring at Tang beside him, his eyes were no longer calm, and emotions that shocked him were surging out.

This made him surprised again by the way the Chinese showed their affection.

He looked at Tang and bumped his arm, "Why are you still standing there stupidly? You should run over and have a passionate kiss with your partner."

Tang Yuan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he wanted to do that too, but his hands and feet couldn't be controlled, and he was very stiff, only his eyes were particularly active, and he was talking love words to the man who was approaching him step by step.

The steady footsteps stopped at the east gate, and Pei Wenjin took out the hand that was kept in the pocket of his trousers, and raised his eyes to stare at the young man in front of him. He said with gentle eyes that he had grown taller.

Tang Yuan looked at him with four eyes, and the gully created by a few years was neither long nor short.

At the moment it seems to be closing in from both sides to the middle.

Daniel doesn't know much about reunion after a long absence in China, but he has learned Chinese etiquette. He faces Tang's partner, and stretches out his hand stiffly and awkwardly, "Hi, sir, hello, I'm Daniel, Tang's best foreign friend."

Pei Wenjin shook Daniel's hand, "Hello, Pei Wenjin."

Then he opened his long arms, like an elder, but also like a lover, embraced the young man with red eyes who was about to cry, and smiled softly, "Congratulations on your graduation, my young master."

The car leaves the east gate and goes to the hotel.

The journey took less than half an hour, which was not enough time for Tang Yuan to calm down. He couldn't wait to do something to make himself deeply aware that this was not a dream, but a reality.

The biggest ups and downs have been passed, and from now on, what awaits him will be a simple, ordinary, and beautiful life.

The career has just started, and the love has long been solid.

He is in his early twenties, and this man is in his early thirties, both young, how wonderful.

The city did not arouse Daniel's interest at all. He did not go to the car window to look at this and that, but sat in the back seat with Tang Yuan, arm to arm, shoulder to shoulder, chatting from time to time.

The two of them often practice dance together after class, discuss, communicate, and even work as partners. Their body language is so rich that it is hard to describe, and they have long been used to it.

Usually nothing, but now, the air pressure in the car became extremely low almost at the same time.

Tang Yuan seemed to hear the siren, and sat up straight in an instant.

Daniel's face was full of question marks by his violent reaction, perfectly interpreting what a black question mark face is, "Don, are you okay?"

Tang Yuan ignored him.

"Your eyes are so red, are you okay?" Daniel has always been an enthusiastic and enthusiastic person, he couldn't sit idly by, so he leaned over with a handsome black face, "Let me show you."

Tang Yuan leaned back to distance himself from him, "I'm fine."

Daniel scratched his chin, "Really?"

He made a gesture to poke Tang's eyelids, "OK, take it easy, Don, my mother is a great doctor, I know a little basic medical knowledge, you know, last year you had acute gastroenteritis, it was my first time found out, put you..."

Tang Yuan's heart beat up to his throat, "Daniel!"

He was about to die, what about acute gastroenteritis at this time, he put his hands in front of his forehead, he didn't dare to look at the driver in front of him through the rearview mirror, he didn't have the guts.

Daniel didn't know why Tang was so frightened, but he knew that the atmosphere in the car was not right, so he kept silent wisely.

Pei Wenjin in the driver's seat looked ahead, with a sullen face the whole time, without saying a word.

As soon as the car arrived at the entrance of the hotel, a voice came from the left, "Secretary Pei, you are back, everyone is waiting for you..."

Immediately afterwards, the volume of the voice was raised, with obvious surprise, "Master!"

Tang Yuan hesitated all the way, and immediately found a reason to show off his strength. He glanced at the man, okay, I dare you to come to work, pick me up by the way?

Taking the opportunity of handing him the backpack, Pei Wenjin quickly whispered in his ear, "Reverse the order."

Tang Yuan didn't have time to be happy that he was talking to him, so he heard the next sentence, "Wait for me in the room, we will talk about acute gastroenteritis later."

"..."

Daniel stayed where he was, not knowing what he was thinking. He suddenly yelled and hugged Tang Yuan.

Tang Yuan was caught off guard, looked over Daniel's shoulder, and met the man's cold gaze, well, it's really cold this time.

Pei Wenjin advanced through the revolving door with the company executives, and soon disappeared at the elevator entrance.

Tang Yuan withdrew his gaze from the elevator, turned his head, and asked Daniel why he was crazy just now.

Daniel was mysterious, "I know, Don, I know everything, don't worry."

Tang Yuan was at a loss, what do you know, what should I worry about?

Daniel leaned closer to his ear, probably because what he wanted to say was a bit complicated. He didn't use Chinese, but returned to English. Even though he said it, he still spoke incoherently.

"Don, your partner uses 'you' to you, Master, just like that guy with glasses, but as soon as that guy leaves, your partner calls you by your name instead of 'you', you guys Your love is a secret, but you told me this secret, which surprised me, my friend, I will protect this secret for you."

Tang Yuan believed Daniel's words, he had already graduated, and no one in the school knew his sexual orientation.

Daniel is a dear friend.

"So you are the young master." Daniel bared his white teeth, "Then I will go to China with you, and there will be delicious food to eat."

Tang Yuan's shoulder was caught, he held down that big black hand, pulled it down, and said seriously, "Daniel, I forgot to tell you something, my partner is very jealous."

"Jealous?" Daniel didn't understand, "What do you mean?"

Tang Yuan put it another way, "It's the desire to possess, the desire to monopolize. He treats me as his own property and thinks that I belong to him alone."

Daniel showed a suddenly realized expression, he thought of something, and suddenly opened his eyes, "When you were in the car, your partner got angry because I was close to you?"

He took off his baseball cap, grabbed his short hair twice, and looked in disbelief, "My God, Don, I didn't do anything, I was just, just sitting with you, that's all."

Tang Yuan felt that this topic could not be discussed for a while, even for a few days and nights. It involved different personalities between people, attitudes towards feelings, and regional customs.

He simply said, "Man, when you fall in love with someone, you'll understand."

Daniel didn't know who he thought of, and his shoulders immediately collapsed.

Tang Yuan asked the hotel waiter to bring him a cardboard box, and he dragged his luggage through the lobby, "Daniel, don't be dazed, let's go up first."

Daniel took a few strides to catch up, "Don, your partner is very, very..."

He couldn't think of a suitable idiom, so he had to spread his hands in frustration, "Chinese is really too difficult."

Tang Yuan said as he walked, "When you go to China, you will be surrounded by your teachers, and your progress will exceed your imagination."

Daniel looked expectantly, "I mean, your partner is very attractive."

"That's the obvious thing."

"..."

Daniel saw the two waiters looking sideways. He was proud and excited, and danced and said that it was Chinese. He also read a Tang poem, "Ode to the Goose", as if playing a treasure.

The two waiters put on expressions of admiration of "so amazing", and one of them almost hit the wall holding Tang Yuan's cardboard box.

Tang Yuan's mouth twitched.

Daniel stopped in front of the elevator and asked curiously, "Don, you are going back to China, how are you feeling?"

Tang Yuan's complexion changed several times within a second or two.

People you hate, people you like, people you miss, and strangers who speak different dialects, struggle to make ends meet or spend money, they're all there.

What kind of mood should I say, it is probably the fallen leaves returning to their roots?

No matter what kind of life you live, what people and things you have to face, you can accept it in a down-to-earth manner.

As far as he is concerned, living abroad always feels like being a guest in someone else's home, and returning home is going home.

The rooms were booked by Pei Wenjin, and Daniel was on the same floor as those senior executives.

The other two rooms are on other floors.

He lives in one of them by himself, and the other belongs to Tang Yuan, separated by a wall.

Tang Yuan has a lot of things, besides the suitcase, there are two large cardboard boxes, he did not go up with Daniel, but into another elevator.

After entering the room, giving a tip, closing the door, and after completing this series of actions, the whole world seemed to be silent.

Tang Yuan took off his sneakers and walked back and forth in the room for a while wearing socks. When the little deer in his heart was tired from jumping around, he went to fill the electric kettle with water and heat it up for disinfection.

He pulled out his chair and sat down, facing a pale wall, and said to himself, "I can't figure it out, I really can't figure it out, ordinary couples haven't seen each other for several years, and when they meet again suddenly, they have an electric current through their eyes. Same, sizzling, even if it doesn't crackle and burn on the spot, at least it has to make a pop, right?"

"Even if there is no chance to have a boo on the road, it's inconvenient, so I can only bear it and hold it in. Then what about the hotel? The time, place and people are harmonious. If you don't close the door and hug each other, what are you waiting for?"

"It's amazing. At this time, you actually have the mind to deal with official duties. You are even more awesome than three years ago. Eat fast and recite Buddha, can you become a fairy?"

Tang Yuan was nagging, when there was a knock on the door, he scratched his hair irritably, "Who is it?"

There was no movement outside the door, the phone on the table rang, and a text message was sent, just three words - you man.

"..."

As soon as Pei Wenjin entered the room, he began to unbutton the cuff buttons and collar buttons of his shirt, his dark eyes never leaving his little lover in front of him.

When he grows up, he becomes even more dazzling, so dazzling that he wants to hide it until the day he dies.

Tang Yuan was sweating coldly on his back, but the blood in his bones was boiling desperately. He licked the dry corner of his mouth, "Are you done?"

"No."

Pei Wenjin took off his tie and watch one by one, followed by the crisp sound of metal belt buckles coming from his fingers. He was tall, and when he looked at the young man, his eyes were slightly lowered, and his voice was hoarse, "I'll talk about it later."

Tang Yuan got the man's cell phone, turned it off, and then it was his own.

After that, just like before, he jumped up lightly and hung on the opponent.

Daniel called Tang Yuan at noon and asked him to have dinner, but he didn't get through. He called him again at night, but still didn't get through.

Daniel didn't receive a call from Tang Yuan until after eleven o'clock at night. He said ambiguously, "Tang, your partner broke my record by a long way. It's amazing."

When it was over, I added a Cantonese I didn't know where to learn, "Good Serre!"

Tang Yuan rolled his eyes, his voice was hoarse, "I asked him to find you, you give him your ID to book a ticket."

Before Daniel could speak, the door was knocked. He quickly took his ID to open the door, and greeted him warmly, "Mr. Pei, good evening."

Pei Wenjin was always plain, "Certificates."

Daniel reflexively handed it over, and before saying thank you, he turned and left.

The whole process takes less than 1 minutes.

Daniel returned to the room and picked up the phone that was still on the phone, "Don, your partner doesn't seem to be in a good mood."

"It's like being kicked out of the house by my wife. I don't know where to go or who to drink with. I'm depressed and uncomfortable."

Daniel tried his best to describe what he saw just now, "Oh, I almost forgot, the collar of his shirt was not fully buttoned, and the top two buttons were undone. This is showing off. I'm sure, Don, you are more than I thought. To be strong, as your friend, I am very unexpected."

Tang Yuan was lying on the bed, and just moved out a little, when he heard Daniel say that, his face twitched.

Thinking of all the madness he had gone into, he buried his head in the pillow, and it was like a high fever from head to toe, burning hot.

Daniel said in a sincere and solemn tone, "Dear Tang, believe me, makelove is the greatest and most sacred job in this world. Although it requires skills and work experience, it cannot be done by one person, but by the cooperation of two people. , need feeling, need tacit understanding, also need communication and cooperation, you and your..."

Tang Yuan stopped in time, "Stop!"

Daniel asked speculatively, "Have you had a quarrel?"

Tang Yuan did not deny it.

Daniel couldn't understand, "Why?"

"There is an old saying in China that you have to eat a meal one bite at a time. The longer you are hungry, the more you have to chew and eat slowly." Tang Yuan's tone was a little irritable. Make it up, that is courting death."

Daniel actually understood, and he said earnestly, "Don, the most difficult thing for people is not to control others, but to control themselves."

Tang Yuan was stunned, he was a little weird, he didn't expect that Daniel would give himself a class in Chinese one day.

Life is wonderful.

There were footsteps in the corridor outside, and they stopped outside the door. Tang Yuan said, "Daniel, I won't tell you anymore, he's back."

Daniel smiled over there, "Have a wonderful night, see you tomorrow."

Tang Yuan rubbed his waist and lay down on the bed.

It has been wonderful for most of the day plus the first half of the night, if it continues to be wonderful, it will be dead.

Pei Wenjin went out of the door, all the uncertain factors in his body disappeared, and he returned to a calm and serious posture. He stood by the bed, "What's the matter with acute gastroenteritis?"

Tang Yuan's vague voice came from the bed, "It's acute gastroenteritis."

As soon as he finished speaking, the quilt was thrown back, and bright light rushed in. He subconsciously closed his eyes, and when he opened them, the man's face was already close at hand.

Pei Wenjin lowered his head, combed the back of his hair loose, broke the tightness, softened the cold eyebrows, and looked much younger.

Tang Yuan looked straight at him.

Pei Wenjin's thin lips hooked faintly, and he raised his hand to press the wound on his lips, wiping off a little blood that oozed out, tracing and rubbing inch by inch, but there was no emotion in his tone, "Master, do you want me to go?" Ask your good friend?"

Tang Yuan's breathing became a little short. He used to call him that, but he thought it was too formulaic, alienated, and hypocritical. When he mentioned it when he was doing something, it was not a feeling at all, it was terrible.

"Ask him what he does, it was all last year."

Pei Wenjin was expressionless, "So?"

Tang Yuan moved under the quilt, his voice was very low, "Drink it out."

Pei Wenjin threw the quilt aside again, put his hands on the edge of the bed, and leaned over, "Why do you drink so much?"

Tang Yuan's eyes wandered, "I failed the exam."

Pei Wenjin straightened up.

Tang Yuan took his hand and said in one breath, "I watched a movie that day, a gay movie, a tragedy, one came out to his family, and the whole family forced him, but he died in an accident not long after, and the other came out After entering the mental hospital, I expressed my feelings, felt uncomfortable and wanted to drink some wine, and drank too much."

Pei Wenjin grabbed the young man with his backhand, and quickly tightened his five fingers with great force. The fingertips turned white, and his voice was calm on the contrary, without any fluctuations.

"You feel it? Tell me, what do you think of?"

Tang Yuan looked at him, and after a few moments, his eyes were red with grievance, without saying a word, he just opened his fingers and stood up from the bed enduring the pain all over his body.

He ripped off his pajamas a couple of times, and shouted condescendingly, "Look, you almost swallowed me up, and you're still fighting with me, breaking old quarrels with me, why don't you know how to rub my waist and legs?"

The blood in Pei Wenjin's eyes gradually dissipated, and he hugged him with half-closed eyelids, circling him tightly like a baby, and remained silent.

Tang Yuan didn't care about his bones that were about to fall apart, he quickly stroked his hair, pinched his ears, and coaxed, "I just said casually, rubbing my waist and legs, I can do it myself, It's not that delicate and weak, I'm not really angry with you."

Pei Wenjin knelt on the bed with one knee, buried his face in front of him, remained motionless and did not speak.

Tang Yuan couldn't see the expression on his face clearly, so he pulled him out anxiously, but he couldn't pull it out no matter what.

what happened?Getting emotional?I didn't say anything serious, why haven't I seen you for three years, and you are so fragile?

Is it a complication of menopause?

Tang Yuan gently stroked the man's hair, distracted, and didn't notice his slightly reddened ears.

The atmosphere in the room was peaceful.

Tang Yuan liked being hugged like this very much, but his body was protesting against him, howling, and started to shake after standing for a while. He held the man's head and was about to fish it out of his arms. To the other party said, "Help me get a pack of cigarettes."

"Where?"

"In the left pocket."

"What are you smoking? Where did you quit smoking? You're kidding me..."

Tang Yuan reached in, touched it, and took out a small velvet box, his nagging stopped abruptly.