Autobiography of a beast

Ever since I got to know each other's thoughts and confirmed each other's intentions, I often looked at a certain place in the forest and giggled for no reason.But now I am too lazy to talk to him, and my heart is completely filled with another figure.

He has also come here a lot lately, and every time he comes, apart from talking and making troubles as usual, he will always be clingy for a while, probably this is a necessary stage for every couple to go through.

Alas, it's hard to believe that such a mature and stable person like him can sometimes play tricks.Sure enough, you can't just look at people by their appearance, you have to understand them deeply.However, as long as it is him, I like everything.

Like a few days ago, I was eating cakes, I don't know what this guy thought, he had to be fed before he would eat.I was thinking, you like to eat or not, but he stared at him expectantly for a long time, and finally I couldn't hold it, I grabbed a piece of pastry and stuffed it into his mouth.

As if he couldn't see my impatience, that side stopped my slightly rude movement, gently stroked the hand holding my wrist, and took my hand to his mouth.At the end, he bit my fingertips lightly. The numbness of being molested by his actions rushed straight to my heart, and I raised my eyes and stared at him.But he grinned at me in a good mood, and continued to eat his food.It made me feel angry and had no place to spread it. I was really aggrieved.

It is inevitable to be sulking.

Just as he was planning to hang him out for a while, he said in a good mood over there:

"We've known each other for so long, and I didn't even ask, do you have a name?"

I held my breath, thinking to ignore him, but that guy was like a piece of wood, and I couldn't feel the stalemate of the atmosphere at all.In the end, I could only be the first to compromise. Sure enough, I was still reluctant to leave him alone, so I resigned myself to my fate and replied meekly:

"No, I'm not one of you. There is no difference between having a name and not having a name. No one in this mountain will actively look for me except for black beasts."

He paused, as if he had sensed something, then moved to the position opposite me, grabbed my hand solemnly and put it in his arms, saying: "I'll get you one, I'll call you later, pain You, accompany you, okay?"

Listen to it, it's so touching.

"Okay." I actually felt a little novelty?

I thought about it for a long time, until I was about to fall asleep in his arms.Only then did he raise his voice and let out a cry.The trembling of my chest scared away my drowsiness.Seeing his confident appearance, I couldn't help being infected by him, and asked with a little expectation:

"what?"

"Why don't you just call me Jinghuai? As for the surname, according to our rules, the bride will follow her husband's surname when she gets married. But first, you are not an ordinary person. Second, after all... after all... we have not ...So this surname, you don't have to give it up for now, but if you want, you can take my surname Huo, what do you like?"

"Not bad, very good and even thoughtful..."

As if he didn't notice my blushing and embarrassment, he was always so dull, and even said some gossip about a bride's marriage.

However, he seemed very excited and quite happy.So I thought about it carefully, um...Jinghuai, it is indeed a good name.After the excitement, he wanted to write to me, so he turned me around in a frontal posture, hugged me from behind, and drew a branch by his side, excitedly scribbling on the ground. write my name to me.

Tsk, this man's handwriting is the same as his, revealing the spirit of bravery in his bones.It's pretty good.

While writing, he also explained to me, "May you be like the star in the sky, shining brightly; may you be like the wind in the forest, be happy and at ease; may you have a broad mind and a worry-free life."

I admit that I have lived for hundreds or thousands of years, and no one has ever said these things to me.

Evil beasts are heartless, and I have been reluctant to communicate with outsiders all year round, so naturally I can't hear such sincere whispers.So now, at this moment, feeling the panting of his words in my ears, I think this is undoubtedly the most moving moment in my life for thousands of years.

It's like something is roaring in my heart, I can't hold it anymore, and I'm scrambling to get out.

I couldn't help turning my head and looking at him, his eyes were affectionate and smiling, I raised my arms around his neck, and put my lips together, all by instinct.

After a short moment of stupefaction, the smile in his eyes spread rapidly.One hand supported the back of my head and the other wrapped around my waist, deepening the kiss initiated by me.

I think I should close my eyes, but if I don't look at something or grab something at this moment, I'm afraid I will be overwhelmed by the emotions in my heart.

It was originally planned to end with just a light kiss, but since he changed from passive to active, everything is out of my control.He who kisses also conveys a raging fighting spirit.

The temperature in the air is gradually rising, and no matter how intense the kiss and hug are, it seems that it can't quench the thirsty water.Both parties are eager for further exploration.I have no way of knowing when the clothes on my body become disheveled, all I can feel is the touch of his slightly rough fingers moving around my body, scratching, I subconsciously want to hide, but always was caught back.

Back and forth, over and over again.

He used his faded clothes to lay on the soft grass, pushed me in, spread his legs, straddled me, bent down, lowered his head, savoring every inch of me.

I feel wonderful, my body is guided by him, and he leads me to find the source of happiness over and over again.There has never been a closer moment between the two of us than right now.

It makes me happy, both physically and mentally.Then he couldn't help but took the initiative, lifted the leg that was originally spread aside, and wrapped his waist like an arm around his neck.

He seemed to like me very much, he moved slowly, kissed the corner of my mouth, and dispelled my deepest fear with the most gentle words.He told me:

"Don't be afraid, I will always be with you from now on."

"Yeah." I raised my head with a smile and kissed him back.A drop of tear from the corner of his eye slowly slid down into the clothes under his body and disappeared.I don't think I'll ever meet someone like this again.

Alas, youthful impulsiveness and ignorance are fine, but at my age, I couldn't resist the temptation of beauty after all.

On that day, it was rare for him not to go back to the army. Instead, he took me to the wooden house where I used to live and slept with me in his arms for one night.

It was also this night of being together that let me know how dishonest this person is when he sleeps.Always touching here and rubbing there, I didn't get a good rest all night. I had already exhausted my energy, and I couldn't get a good night's sleep when I lay on the bed.

It is really inhuman.

After a night like this, I woke up the next day with sore body and dark circles under my eyes from not getting enough sleep.On the other hand, that guy was full of energy. He dawdled until the sun was halfway up before he got out of bed with long arms and legs, stretched his waist towards me, hummed a little song and went to the forest to pick some wild vegetables that I often eat. fruit.

After returning, he handed the picked wild fruit to the bed, and asked shamelessly:

"How do you feel? Is there something wrong?"

I really want to ask him what's wrong, can't you see it?

But every time this kind of words were about to be said, after seeing his eyes overflowing with happiness, they would take a detour and go back to the stomach by themselves.Shaking his head helplessly, he stretched out his arms and tugged at the skirt of his shirt, making him lower his head slightly and kiss the corner of his lips.

It's only been a while since I've seen him, and I realize that I miss him a little bit.

Seeing that I took the initiative, he also cooperated with me and kissed me for a while, and escalated the kiss on his own initiative, fumbling with his hands in the clothes I hadn't had time to put on yet.I always feel that something is going to get out of control.

So, I stopped him in time, let him eat something with me, and after a while in the room, I urged him to go back.It's not that I want to drive him away, but that he just sleeps out for the night, always worrying that the military affairs will not be reported to him, and things will get messed up.Speaking of which, he was still thinking about him.However, recalling the aggrieved expression on his face when he left just now, I still feel a burst of joy in my heart.

As soon as he left, the wooden house, which was originally small, seemed a little empty.Obviously nothing has changed, but it just makes people feel that something is missing.I'm sore and lazy, and I don't want to think about these headaches.He lay back on the bed again, sniffing his breath and fell asleep deeply.

This time, he came back and stayed for a long time.But after all, he is a general, and he still has to go to the battlefield.After "going a step further" to accompany me for a complete spring, summer, autumn and winter, he put on his armor and traveled far away like many times before.

When he left this time, I always felt empty and unreliable in my heart.Maybe it's because the enthusiasm hasn't passed yet.Thinking of this, I wanted to give him some protection.After rummaging through boxes and chests, I finally found an antler that fell off when I grew up. Our deer and Shu only shed their horns once in a long life.So this thing is very precious.But at this time, for me, no matter how precious it is, it is just a horn.

Turning it out is because it is a part of me that has fallen from my body. If something happens to the person who wears it, it will help me to be prepared.

I held it and stared at it for a long time, then hollowed out the center, cut my finger, dripped some blood into it and sealed it.It's a little gross, but it makes me feel a little better.

He came to say goodbye to me just before departure, and I gave him this object.Seeing that he put it close to his body, he felt relieved.He kissed my lips, nose, and forehead, and finally pressed me into his arms, and said to me:

"When I come back, I will slowly get rid of military affairs and let them take care of them. The two of us are in this mountain, eating fruit cakes, blowing the mountain breeze, ****, okay?"

"…Okay, I'll wait for you."

However, for a long time since then I have not been able to see his awake and slightly smiling eyes.

The accident happened too suddenly.One day three months after he left, the beast rushed up to me in a hurry, hesitating to speak.I suddenly had a bad premonition in my heart, but I insisted on making fun of him, hoping that he would shut up.However, being as stupid as he was, he still couldn't understand my mental activities. He told me:

"He was badly wounded in the field and is on his way back."