Autobiography of a beast

Cold comes and summer goes, just like this, it will be hundreds of years without incident.

During this period, I still went down the mountain from time to time to find some fun as before, and Lu Shu would occasionally go to see the dead friend and talk to him for a while.Although I thought it was a little scary for him to sit alone in front of a grave and talk to himself, he didn't say anything.After all, it is good to have a place where the living can mourn.

I thought this was the end of our story.But I never thought that outsiders would invade and disturb our originally peaceful life.

This is one night when I came back from the mountain, I passed the old grave, and saw Lu Shu sitting in front of the grave with a jug of wine as usual and drinking it.While drinking, he whispered something, with a slightly sentimental tone.I didn't intend to listen to him talking about the old days, but the voice was not quite right. In the past few years, he has only narrated some trivial things in the mountains and forests. There is no such obvious emotion in the voice, so I can't help but stay. A little distracted, I stayed by the side for a while.

It doesn't matter if you don't listen, but when you hear it, as expected, something big will happen.

Lu Shu said that he met a young man who came to hunt in the forest today.Hearing the beginning of his familiar story in a slightly sad tone, I had an intuition that something bad would happen.

He actually said that the young man was very handsome, and I couldn't help touching my own face; he also said that the young man was very similar to the person lying in the grave, I thought, this is not a good omen; Seeing him, but only seeing the deer body; I was somehow relieved.

many years.Since the death of this old man, Lu Shu no longer showed his body in person, perhaps because he was heartbroken, and subconsciously protected himself. If he is not human, he will not have human emotions.In this way, there will be no opportunities to get close to others, and no need to experience those sad things.Oh, it's stupid enough.

Although when the friend who was lying in the ground went, Lu Shu seemed to be a normal person, but it can be seen from the fact that he would come to this person's grave from time to time to chatter over the years. He is still sad.After all, it was the first time, and I understood him, so I didn't make a big deal out of it and make fun of him.

Just act like nothing happened.

So, when I heard that something similar to what happened hundreds of years ago happened again, I breathed a sigh of relief.Fortunately, what Lu Shu meant was that he didn't intend to have a deep friendship with that young man, but just met by chance.He has always been a measured person who knows how to avoid risks.

I left with peace of mind.Leave a place to talk to him quietly.

But, gradually I found that things seemed not as simple as I imagined.It seems that Lu Shu still has contacts with that young man.That's when I realized something was wrong.Because on Lu Shu's face, while I saw the similar joy a hundred years ago, I also saw a trace of worry and entanglement.

Such emotions had never appeared on his face.

I know that we are no longer young, and we will always have our own choices.But still couldn't help worrying about him.After all, he is simply a fool.And I heard that this young man was also a soldier, which made me afraid... Similar experience, similar fate... Some things, it's just a taste once, and you must never do it again.

I think it's time for me to act.After I had a plan in my mind, I took advantage of the young man's going up the mountain to ambush him on the road he must pass, and tried to scare him away.But I don't know if my real body that looks like a big rabbit is too intimidating or this boy knows something, he is not afraid of me at all, and he still wants to come to me to find out.

How can a beast like me, with such a standpoint, be overlooked by you.Angrily yelling at him, he turned and left.It seems that ordinary methods cannot frighten him.You have to think of a more ruthless solution.I have seen people who often come to hunt in the forest. They often dig some traps, and then spread sharp objects such as knives and arrows on the bottom of the pit, waiting for the prey to throw themselves into the net.This inspired me.

My heart is actually not bad at all, but he made me smell dangerous.So it is necessary to use some extreme measures.

I found a trap set by a person, cast a little spell, and moved it to the only way that person went up the mountain, waiting for him to fall into the trap and understand the danger of this mountain.

I am overwhelmed by my own ingenuity.It is really high that a disaster can be avoided without the slightest effort!

But things didn't go as smoothly as I expected.Maybe the trap set by the hunter was not smart enough, or maybe the boy was too vigilant. In short, he discovered the trap and filled it with soil himself.Afterwards, I stamped my feet on it again to confirm

Only when the filling porcelain was solid did he clap the soil on his hands and leave.

When I saw this scene, I really hated my teeth.I can't wait to hold his head down and throw him into the trap glowing with swords and roll up and down.It's just that I'm a kind beast, and such a rude action doesn't fit my status.

Since there is no way to start from him, then it must be feasible for me to simply turn the gun around and cut off Lu Shu's side.I've always been so flexible.

I have been tossing around a lot. From the perspective of outsiders, I must be very similar to the mother of a beautiful girl I met some time ago.That girl fell in love with me, and insisted on marrying me despite the dissuasion of her family, but her mother thought that my background was not clear, I was too handsome, and worried that I was a malicious person, so she disagreed with her life and death. The girl's request is to stop her love for me, which is only scratching the surface.

Hey, what a villain.

However, I only have one friend, Lu Shu, so it's okay to be a villain for him this time.Thinking of this, I have to go to Lushu.Lu Shu is easy to find, either basking in the sun on the hillside, or talking to himself in front of the grave.Today is a lucky day, he is basking in the sun, which is a suitable time to talk.

He spotted me before I stepped forward.He raised his head and smiled at me from a distance, his attitude today is very gentle...

And I also suddenly discovered in his smile that my friend looks really good.Especially with the intoxicating warm sun, sparsely passing through the forest and sprinkled around him, I forgot what I wanted to say for a while.

Seeing his puzzled expression, I hurriedly pinched my thigh to regain my senses.Walked up to him slowly, and asked him nonchalantly if he had made any new friends.

"Well, I met a young man who came in to hunt wild game some time ago. That young man is very similar to him..." After he finished speaking, he looked up at me, thought for a while, and then lowered his head to think carefully. Something, and then continued: "But it's not very similar. But I can often find the flashing shadow of that person from the boy's expression, maybe it's because of the soldier's reason."

"Then you... are you close to that boy because of him?"

"That's not true. The boy is not him, not anyone. It's just him. I know that very well."

After hearing this, I felt a little relieved, knowing that he did not confuse the boy with the person in his heart.But this is different from what I expected, and I don't know how to continue the conversation...

"Just say what you want, I'm not used to you like this." He saw my embarrassment, so he simply told him directly.

"you…"

"I know what you're going to say"

"Then you still let me say..."

"It's just that you look so stupid, just to tease you"

"Then what do you think? Whose grave is there as a lesson from the past?"

"I know, it's not that mysterious. Birth, old age, sickness and death are normal. I won't stop anything, and I will restrain my feelings."

Sure enough, he was still emotional.

"However, these years in the mountains are really too cold. After a long time, it is inevitable to covet some tenderness and companionship."

"It's good that you know what you have. But it doesn't matter what you do. After many years of restraint, it's okay to be presumptuous once. Just remember, don't make yourself sad, happiness is the most important thing."

Looking at Lu Shu's inadvertently gentle expression, I thought, I was probably just worrying.Life is so long, if you don't find some warmth, how can you warm his heart that has been cold and silent for a long time.For a moment, I didn't want to be the "evil mother" who broke up lovers.

Before I could feel complacent about my generosity, Lu Shu spoke again.

"...Has anyone ever told you..."

"Ok?"

"This style of painting doesn't suit you"

"…roll"

"Thank you"

"Humph"

"Let's go, go play by yourself"

Yes, for him, these years in the mountains are deserted.After a year is a year, there is no hope.I was able to go down the mountain to tease little girls and see all kinds of things in the world to amuse me. Throwing him on the mountain alone and not allowing him to find someone to accompany him is indeed a bit too much.

Forget it, life and death matter.Even if this person dies, Lu Shu still has me.The big deal is that I will run out less and stay here with him more. Although he may find me annoying, it's better than him being bored alone.

But fortunately, this time this person has some kung fu and luck is not bad.The battles became more and more fierce, and even in the talking halls in the city, you could often hear some heroic deeds about him when he went to battle to kill the enemy. The people here seemed to regard him as their patron saint.Even I was fascinated by the impassioned speech of the storyteller.

The story on the stage was still going on, and I was fascinated by it. I didn’t notice that the poured hot tea had overflowed the water cup until it fell on my hand holding the cup and felt the heat wave. Extracted from the story.

I hastily withdrew and shook my hands.Still thinking, this storyteller's mouth is really good.As I was by the window, I continued to listen with my ears pricked up, while stretching my hands out of the window to let the cool breeze cool down, so as to reduce the heat of the hot tea.

Coincidentally, I glanced out the window, and saw the protagonist in the storyteller riding a tall horse, coming back from inspecting the camp, ostentatiously passing through the city.I couldn't help hooking the corners of my mouth, glanced at the storyteller in the room who was still eloquent, and said softly:

"It's really a coincidence!"