when i used to love you

The doctor still stared at me coldly, just when I couldn't bear the pressure and was about to apologize, he suddenly asked: "Why, the cello?"

It took me three seconds to react. Is he asking me? !I immediately recounted exactly what I had just thought, and then waited to be scolded... Why didn't I realize that I was so imaginative?

But to my surprise, the doctor thought about it for a few minutes, and said lightly: "It's a unique idea."

I was a little stunned... to be... affirmed by saying such a thing?Then the doctor interrupted my thoughts again.

"Lu Yan." The doctor's tone was very light, "My name. I'm not used to being called 'doctor'."

"Um, thank you, Dr. Lu. My name is Yang Feng." I lay on the hospital bed with a smile on my face.

"En." Dr. Lu replied lightly, then opened the medical record book, facing me, not too high or too low, just enough to see it.I glanced at him gratefully, and then looked at the medical record with some doubts.When I saw it, my first feeling was that Dr. Lu's words overturned my previous impression of doctors' words.Not only can it be understood, but also every stroke is strong and powerful.

Comminuted fractures of the left and right legs are accompanied by nerve damage, which may cause inconvenience to life in the future.The allergic reaction is serious, and prolonged exposure to the allergen may be life-threatening... I gently closed my eyes.In fact, at that moment, didn't I already decide my future path?However, it is lucky not to have to amputate... I thought optimistically.

"You..." Doctor Lu's voice hesitated.

"Ah, it's okay, it's just that it's inconvenient. I don't want to be an athlete, as long as I can walk normally." I forced a smile.

But it's a pity, I finally have a hobby I like...

"Not only that. In winter..." Dr. Lu paused, "Maybe my legs will hurt a little. And as I get older..."

"It's okay, Doctor Lu, it's good enough to keep these two legs." I tried my best to pretend that I didn't care.

Just like this, I should be very satisfied...

"... Try to go out as little as possible in winter." Dr. Lu sighed.

"Doctor Lu..." I stopped the person who was about to leave, "Can you not tell...my brother about my leg?"

"He's not your real brother." Dr. Lu turned around and looked at me with a frown.

"Please," I stared closely at Dr. Lu, and repeated earnestly, "Please."

Dr. Lu stared at me for a moment, then sighed as if giving up: "Only legs."

"Well, thank you." Maybe I will no longer be able to play football on the green field, and I will not be able to have a lively youth like boys of the same age... But, I have no regrets.Even if, he will never know.