Ask your heart and soul

In the middle of the night, the parking lot of Tokugawa Hospital was as quiet and desolate as a cemetery.Time passed bit by bit, and suddenly, a dazzling bright light flashed in the cemetery, and a black car rushed down the slope like lightning, and turned off the engine with a snap before it stopped.

Fu Ye hurriedly jumped down from the driver's seat, forgetting to lock the car, and trotted all the way towards the stairs.

Bai Wan followed behind him, moving her steps mechanically, her ears were still buzzing, her mind was blank.Ever since he learned of Jiang Zhiming's accident, his brain capacity was not enough.Su Xu's voice came clearly from the phone, he said that his fans hurt Jiang Zhiming.But how is this possible?How could his fans do such a thing?Why do such a thing?Is it for him?Those fans said they will always love him and support him, is this the way to prove it?

Bai Wan couldn't figure it out, and he didn't dare to continue thinking about it.

Fu Ye in front of him dodged and disappeared behind the security door of the corridor. His speed was so fast and his footsteps were so urgent that he seemed to completely forget that Bai Wan was still following behind.Bai Wan walked up the steps with heavy steps, paused in front of the door for a moment, took a deep breath, and pushed open the door forcefully.

The bright lights of the emergency room suddenly made him invisible, and he was exposed in broad daylight like a monster with evil intentions, and he could even hear the sizzling and melting sound on his skin.However, no one really noticed him.Dechuan Hospital is the best private hospital in the city. Usually there are not many people, but tonight it is particularly busy.The constant ringing of calls and the rushing medical staff all prove that a rescue is taking place here.

Bai Wan couldn't find Fu Ye, his eyes were dazzled by the strong light, and he could only see people with spots of light, so he could only walk along the aisle to crowded places by feeling.

As he walked, he seemed to see Fu Ye talking to a doctor in a white coat.He rubbed his eyes, trying to see more clearly, but in the blink of an eye, he found that Fu Ye was gone.

Bai Wan finally became a little anxious.

At this moment, someone found him, and a nurse ran over and asked, "Excuse me, are you Bai..."

"It's me!" Bai Wan hurriedly interrupted her, he was suddenly afraid to hear his name here.

"Please follow me." The nurse obviously knew what he was coming for and took him directly to the second floor.

There were far fewer people on the second floor. From a distance, Bai Wan saw Fu Ye and Su Xu.The place where they stood should be the door of the operating room.The two were talking about something while staring at the surgical indicator light ahead.Su Xu was very excited, dancing and dancing as if to restore the scene when the incident happened, while Fu Ye folded his hands on his chest, frowned and said nothing.However, from such a long distance, Bai Wan still saw blue veins popping out on his forehead, he must be gritting his teeth to endure.

If the lunatic who hurt Jiang Zhiming were here, Bai Wan had no doubt that Fu Ye would give him a fatal blow.

Suddenly, Bai Wan didn't dare to go forward.

He was timid, he regretted insisting on following Fu Ye to come here, there is no place for him here.

Bai Wan stopped abruptly, turned around and ran out.

He ran so fast that he almost tripped over a cart in the corridor, and the sound of the collision made Fu Ye and Su Xu turn their heads.But Bai Wan didn't stop for a moment, and quickly ran down the stairs and rushed out of the emergency building.

As soon as he stepped out of the gate, Bai Wan was frightened.

He didn't know that there were so many cars parked in front of the hospital, and so many people gathered, including reporters with long guns and short cannons, fans who came after hearing the news, and security guards who were trying their best to maintain order.

"Is that white night?"

"Seems to be!"

A group of people swarmed over like flies smelling the smell, blocking Bai Wan tightly, and the microphone was almost stuck in his mouth.

"Bai Wan, is it true that Jiang Zhiming is inside?"

"Did your fans really hurt him?"

"Are you here to apologize?"

"How is Jiang Zhiming now? Can you tell me?"

"..."

Bai Wan's mind was dizzy for a while, and the bright moon hung high above his head, but his eyes gradually blurred, as if he was going to faint in the next second.Just when he was covered in cold sweat and was on the verge of falling, suddenly, a pair of big hands supported his back.

It's Fu Ye.

"Are you okay?" Fu Ye asked with concern.

Bai Wan was speechless and just shook her head.

"Go!" Fu Ye grabbed his hand.

He brought out two bodyguards, stopped everyone, and led Bai Wan back with big strides.

Go all the way to the elevator entrance, take the elevator to the parking lot on the second basement floor, there is already a car waiting there.

"I'll ask Xiao Zhong to take you back." Fu Ye said, "Don't worry, Jiang Zhiming's life is not in danger, nothing serious will happen."

"I..." Bai Wan looked at him, hesitating to speak.

Fu Ye seemed to understand what he wanted to say, and apologized: "The situation is not stable yet, I can't leave now. You go back and rest first, I will come to you tomorrow."

Bai Wan was silent for a moment, then nodded.

He knew it was the best arrangement.

Fu Ye stroked his hair and kissed his forehead: "I'm leaving, don't think too much, it's fine."

He let go of his hand, turned and left, even leaving with the warmth of that kiss.

Bai Wan felt a sense of emptiness. Looking at Fu Ye's back, he couldn't help calling out: "Fu Ye..."

Fu Ye turned around, under the dim light of the parking lot, his tall figure seemed to have collapsed a bit, and his chiseled facial features also became dim, showing a deep fatigue and burnout.Bai Wan couldn't help but think of his haughty and stern look when he first saw him, and felt a pang of sadness in his heart.

"What's wrong?" Fu Ye asked.

Bai Wan looked at him for a while, then smiled softly: "I'll wait for you."

Fu Ye also returned him a soft and vague smile.

For some reason, at that moment, Bai Wan suddenly had a premonition that he was going to be lost.

It was almost three o'clock in the morning when Bai Wan got home, he couldn't sleep, he was lying on the bed and swiping his phone.In the Internet age, there is no impenetrable wall. Almost at the same time as the event happened, someone posted the news on the Internet.At the beginning, everyone didn't believe it. After all, such crazy fans are too rare, but gradually, more and more people came out to confirm that some people posted photos, and some people posted videos, although Bai Wan had already deleted them when he went to see them. It's gone, but at least it's proven to be true.Bai Wan couldn't imagine what kind of online violence would be waiting for her, but it was certain that she would be scolded.In just a few hours, he has been on five popular searches, and has been scolded more than [-] times on Weibo, not only Jiang Zhiming's fans, but also many sunspots and rhythmic passers-by.They couldn't find the Weibo of the instigator, and they went crazy under his Weibo like locusts. Bai Wan's fans had no power to resist and were crushed into a mess.

This was just the beginning, and when dawn came, it would be a bloody storm again.

Bai Wan suddenly felt extremely tired, and even questioned why she was in this circle.Do you have to be a singer if you like to sing?Do you have to be a star?So what if everyone praises it?So what if you win the grand prize?To move forward under the influence of fame and fortune, is that what he really wants?The more he thought about it, the more confused he became, and the more he thought about it, the more exhausted he became. Holding the phone, he fell asleep in a daze.

Bai Wan was woken up by the ringing of the mobile phone. He thought it was Fu Ye, and his heart skipped a beat. When he picked it up, he realized it was Ye Chengen.

"I'm abroad," Ye Chengen said, "I just saw the news, such a big thing happened, are you okay?"

"I'm fine." Bai Wan was a little touched. Ye Chengen had already gone to Wagner, and logically speaking, he had nothing to do with him or Zhong Hai, but he called him immediately and asked about his situation.

"That's good." Ye Chengen sighed, "It's just a pity that Jiang Zhiming is so unlucky. If he doesn't come back, he won't encounter such a thing."

Bai Wan fell silent, he couldn't answer those words.

Ye Chengen also seemed to realize that what he said was inappropriate, and quickly changed the subject: "I don't think it's going to be easy for you. If you are really uncomfortable in China, why don't you come to the United States to rest for a while and visit Wagner's headquarters by the way."

Bai Wan forced a smile: "You still want me to come over?"

"Don't be 'you', more students, I am not your superior now." Ye Chengen said, "I invite you as a friend, come and see when you have time."

Bai Wan suddenly realized that Ye Chengen really admired him, not just to be polite, from the very beginning, he was his bole.

Bai Wan spontaneously felt a deep sense of gratitude, and sincerely thanked Ye Chengen: "Thank you."

Ye Chengen smiled and said: "Thank you is not enough. Anyway, you should think about it carefully."

After hanging up the call, Liu Kong's life-threatening series of calls rang again. Liu Kong followed him all the time, from Zhonghai to WW. Don't go out yet, lest you be chased and intercepted by reporters.

Bai Wan agreed together, he is not in the mood to go out now, he is still waiting for news from Fu Ye.

Fu Ye didn't come back until five o'clock in the afternoon.

Bai Wan stood up from the sofa as soon as he entered the door, and the two of them stared at each other silently without speaking for a while.

After a while, it was Bai Wan who broke the silence first.

"You...didn't rest well last night?"

Fu Ye's beard was unshaven, and there were blue-gray dark circles under his eyes, as if he hadn't slept all night, which made Bai Wan's heart ache for a while.

"It's okay." Fu Ye waved his hand, "I can still hold on."

He walked into the bedroom: "I'm here to get something, and I have to go to the hospital later."

Bai Wan followed him to the door of the bedroom: "How is he?"

"Wake up." Fu Ye said while packing his things, "The debridement operation was also very successful, there is no major problem. But he is still under observation. His sister is coming from abroad. Su Xu and I will accompany him for two days."

Bai Wan hesitated, and finally asked the question: "Will he... be disfigured?"

Fu Ye paused his hand and straightened up.

Bai Wan's heart was in his throat, for fear that he would say some irrevocable answer.

Fortunately, Fu Ye shook his head and said: "I'm not sure yet, but he blocked it with his arm, and most of the sulfuric acid was poured on his right arm. His face should be fine."

Hearing this, Bai Wan let out a long sigh of relief.

Fu Ye looked at him, with some unknown emotion in his eyes, he opened his mouth as if about to say something, but swallowed it again.

Bai Wan kept staring at him, and asked keenly, "What's wrong? Is there any problem?"

"It's nothing. Don't think too much about it." Fu Ye came over, hugged him and said, "You will rest at home these few days, and the company will handle any situation. Don't worry, everything is up to me."

Bai Wan has always believed in Fu Ye, but he also knows that there are some things that Fu Ye can't do what he wants. After all, WW is a new company, and the crisis public relations are very immature. In addition, this incident is related to Jiang Zhiming's personal safety. Soon submerged in the wave of excitement.There were even conspiracy theories, saying that he had been dissatisfied with Jiang Zhiming for a long time, that he stole Jiang Zhiming's boyfriend, and that he hinted at fans to attack Jiang Zhiming, which led to the tragedy.

In the end, Bai Wan was numb. Whatever they said, he only cared about Jiang Zhiming's injury and Fu Ye's situation.

However, for several days in a row, Fu Ye did not come back, but would send a WeChat message every evening for a few simple chats.Bai Wan didn't dare to go out, because Jiang Zhiming's radical fans were already threatening him online.He lives at home like a year.What's worse, the longer the time, the more he felt that he was about to lose control of Fu Ye.

One day, he couldn't help but call Fu Ye.But he hung up after two rings over there, and then a WeChat message came, saying that he was in the ward, and Jiang Zhiming was awake, so it was inconvenient to answer the phone.

At that moment, Bai Wan really wanted to explode, and really wanted to question Fu Ye why Jiang Zhiming couldn't answer his phone when he was awake.

Aren't they justifiably lovers?

However, when he thought that Fu Ye was exhausted and exhausted, he suppressed his anger.

After more than a week like this, the police finally reported the specific circumstances of the incident, and announced the identity of the suspect and the results of the detention.

That night, Fu Ye also came back.

Having not seen each other for many days, Bai Wan thought she would be very excited, but unexpectedly, she felt a little strange and reserved.

Something has changed, but after careful inquiry, there is no trace to be found.

He looked at Fu Ye and said softly, "I thought you didn't want to come back."

"How come." Fu Ye came over and gave him a light hug, "I'm back, haven't I?"

Bai Wan smelled the faint smell of tobacco on his body, and couldn't help but ask: "It was agreed to take care of him for two days, why did you go there for so long?"

"His sister is a girl, so it's inconvenient to take care of a man after all, so we stayed in a hotel next to the hospital for a few days." Fu Ye explained.

"You can hire a nurse!" Bai Wan didn't understand, "Why do you have to take care of me?"

Afraid that he would think too much, Fu Ye said, "It's not just me, Su Xu is also here."

"Is he just your two friends?"

Bai Wan also knew that he was too narrow-minded, but the grievances of so many days rushed to his heart, and he really couldn't restrain himself.

Unexpectedly, Fu Ye blurted out: "That's different."

"..." Bai Wan suddenly fell silent as if some switch had been touched.

"Bai Wan," Fu Ye realized something, let go of him, and rubbed the center of his brows irritably, "I'm very tired now, can we not talk about this?"

"Why is it different?" Bai Wan asked quietly, "Is it because your relationship is different, or is your relationship different?"

"neither."

"So you're atoning for me? Are you blaming me too? My fans did it, it's none of my business, you have to blame me too?"

"Don't think too much, I never blamed you."

"Then why is it different?" Bai Wan persisted.

"I really don't want to talk about this," Fu Ye passed him and walked to the kitchen. His throat was so thirsty that he wanted to get water from the refrigerator.

"Let me ask you one last time, what's the difference?" Bai Wan suddenly became agitated, and the guilt, anxiety, fear and anger that had been suppressed in her heart for so many days finally broke out.He didn't understand why it was him and why he had to encounter all this at the best time.How much he wanted to tell Fu Ye that for so many days, he stayed at home in the dark, thinking more than once that he would be the one who got hurt.He would have no guilt, no anxiety, no fear, no fear of losing him.But he couldn't say it, he hated himself for not being able to say it, he could only ask tremblingly, "Why is it different".

Fu Ye was quiet for two seconds, then turned around suddenly, "Okay, I'll tell you." His pupils narrowed sharply, showing real pain, "Because I blame myself. I don't blame you, I blame myself. I regret it, If it wasn't for me, he wouldn't come back, let alone treat you as an imaginary enemy, all this wouldn't have happened!"

Frightened by his painful expression, Bai Wan took a step back involuntarily: "So, do you regret it now? Do you regret being with me?"

"I do not have."

Bai Wan became more and more panicked: "You lied! Do you want to break up? You said you regretted it, didn't you?"

"Stop talking!" Fu Ye crushed the soda can in his hand and burst it. He looked at Bai Wan with red eyes, and said word by word, "Do you know? Jiang Zhiming's voice is ruined?!"

Bai Wan was stunned.

"When the accident happened, sulfuric acid droplets splashed into his throat, and his vocal cords were scalded." A tear fell from Fu Ye's eye socket, followed by two, three drops... "You He is also a singer, you should know that ruining his voice is more painful than ruining his face."

Bai Wan had never seen Fu Ye burst into tears, but he would never forget this scene forever.Because his heart was severely shattered, and the pieces flowed out of his body along with Fu Ye's tears.

"I'm sorry!" He stepped forward and hugged the helpless man, but felt that his arms were full of empty wind.