Ask your heart and soul

Bai Wan's tears were like a vast ocean, instantly submerging Fu Ye.But Fu Ye reacted very quickly, and immediately realized how inappropriate this behavior was in public, immediately pulled Bai Wan away, grabbed his arm and walked out.They escaped the astonished eyes of everyone and got into the car in the rain.Fu Ye kicked the accelerator and drove the car out, and the windshield was hit by big raindrops, and the front was soon blurred.

Bai Wan sat in the passenger seat blankly, her head and face were wet, and she couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain.His mind was as confused as the rain and fog, and he hadn't realized what he had just done.

He, he seems to have kissed Fu Ye? !

But that was completely impulsive, because Fu Ye always appeared when he was the weakest and most defenseless, to rescue him and bring him out of desperation, he kissed Fu Ye, just like a drowning man found his soul driftwood.It was a kiss without any lust, Bai Wan thought, maybe she was just looking for comfort, warmth, and support.

Or, looking for a glimmer of hope.

But what would Fu Ye think? !

The car was speeding in the heavy rain, the windshield wipers frantically scratched the glass back and forth, Bai Wan's mind gradually cleared up.He glanced nervously at Fu Ye, who pursed his lips and stared forward, his brows were slightly furrowed, his sharp side face was like a cold statue.Bai Wan slowly panicked, he felt that he had just done something stupid, that he had offended Fu Ye.Will Fu Ye be angry?Will you hate him?Will you break up with him?

How could he be stupid enough to kiss him?How could he be so impulsive? !

Bai Wan fell into endless self-blame.He clenched his fist unconsciously, made up his mind secretly, and said:

"right……"

Suddenly, the brakes were slammed with a "whoosh", and the car suddenly stopped on the side of the road.Before Bai Wan could say "I'm sorry", she was violently thrown forward by inertia.But his figure quickly stabilized, because Fu Ye turned sideways, pressed his shoulder with one hand, and clasped the back of his head tightly with the other hand, pushing him against the seat.

"Fu..."

With the warm breath and burning eyes close at hand, Bai Wan subconsciously closed her eyes, and then her hot lips pressed over, sucking and rubbing on his lips.Compared with Bai Wan's soft kiss like snowflakes, this kiss is much stronger.Fu Ye kissed him like a beast, full of aggression and aggression. Bai Wan was firmly covered by him, with his hands hanging down softly, completely unable to resist.But he didn't actually want to resist, he closed his eyes tightly, and sparks burst out in his mind, like a daytime fireworks, both beautiful and painful.

Fu Ye's breathing became more and more rapid, and his hands gradually moved to the back of Bai Wan's slender neck.Bai Wan raised her head slightly, moaning lowly, showing her graceful jaw, like a dying swan.His attitude of letting others get what they want caused a strange and tyrannical emotion to surge in Fu Ye's heart, and he really wanted to cut it off as soon as he tried hard.Let this person belong to himself completely from birth to death.He couldn't help but increase his strength, and Bai Wan also became excited.

Bai Wan had never been in a relationship before, let alone had such intimate contact with anyone.He knew that this was extremely abnormal for a man in his late thirties.He is also aware of his long-standing psychological barriers.But for Fu Ye, everything seemed to be easily broken. Fu Ye's kiss, like a strong wind, shower, tsunami, or landslide, easily disintegrated his defenses. He stretched out his arms to embrace Fu Ye, I want him to be closer, closer.The two of them were sticking together wetly, and the tip of their tongues opened their teeth, as if their souls had been sucked dry.

Outside the car window, thunder and lightning and heavy rain poured down.On the deserted street, this car parked on the side of the road seemed to be the only isolated island in the vast ocean, and it was also a paradise for them to live together.At that moment, Bai Wan even had an illusion, as if people could kiss forever without breathing.His brain was in a state of extreme hypoxia, but he had a kind of extreme happiness that made him unable to stop.He finally understood why someone could die for love. At this time, even if there was a knife between him and Fu Ye, he would stick to it recklessly, and he even wanted to give himself out.

At this time, Fu Ye quietly left his lips, kissed his skin, and slowly moved down along his jaw and neck.The neckline of Bai Wan's sweater was ripped open, and his whole body exuded a fir-like solitary fragrance, which made people think of the moonlight on Suhuan Island at night, and the scene under the moonlight.Fu Ye's kisses were denser than the raindrops outside the car window, and they kept falling. Every time he kissed, the skin on that spot became hotter than fire and redder than blood. He could even hear Bai Wan's aorta The sound of blood vessels throbbing.Fu Ye continued to go down, and carefully tore off his clothes, peeling off his disguise like a shell, revealing the small snail tattoo on his chest.

Without Bai Wan's permission, he lowered his head and kissed the snail with his lips.

He seemed to touch his heart.

A terrible tremor spread all over his body, and with a loud thunder, Bai Wan suddenly broke free from his lust.

He pushed Fu Ye away all at once, and his whole body froze.

"Bai Wan?" Fu Ye looked at him suspiciously.

Bai Wan trembled like a frightened animal: "Don't! Don't touch me!"

His eyes were full of confusion and fear, which suddenly softened Fu Ye's heart.He said softly: "Don't be afraid, I won't touch you, not here."

Fu Ye pulled him over and kissed his eyes comfortingly: "Don't be afraid."

Bai Wan gradually calmed down in his arms.

The two hugged each other in such an awkward posture, and in the quiet and claustrophobic space, the heartbeat gradually became louder than the sound of the rain.

After an unknown amount of time, Bai Wan finally said, "She's gone."

"I know, I saw her."

"I have no relatives."

Bai Wan's tears fell on Fu Ye's hands.

There was a pain in Fu Ye's heart, he couldn't help lowering his head, rubbed Bai Wan's soft hair, and whispered, "You still have me."

On the day of the return trip, the sky over Zhicheng, which had been gloomy for a long time, cleared up. The orange-yellow and warm sunshine shone on the streets and alleys and on everyone's faces, making people feel that there is still hope for everything.

Bai Wan sat on the window seat of the plane, through the porthole, once again took a look at the city where he was born and grew up.He knew that he might not come back for a long time, but the bits and pieces here have already been put into memory, just like those two photos were put into the jewelry box and pressed at the bottom of the suitcase.

He doesn't forget, he just, and won't turn them out again.

The plane took off, Bai Wan looked at the ground farther and farther away, and said softly: "Goodbye."

Like his own parents, he made a final farewell to the past.

But, can he start a new life?

Bai Wan doesn't know.In the few days since he came back, like last time, he did not take the initiative to contact Fu Ye.The relationship between him and Fu Ye deviated from the track, and they kissed, but he didn't know whether it was the force of special circumstances, or Fu Ye really had love for him.

He remembered the song "Ask Your Heart for Love": I asked my heart if it loves you, but she was speechless, but she didn't speak.

How will Fu Ye's heart respond this time?

Compared with Bai Wan's uneasiness, Fu Ye was much calmer.He sends WeChat messages every day.Sometimes it's just a few words of greeting, sometimes it's sharing a song, and sometimes it's just an expression.But no matter what Fu Ye sent, Bai Wan's reply was very simple, and sometimes he didn't even reply.But Fu Ye didn't care, and continued to do it every day.

Bai Wan didn't know what Fu Ye meant?Are you chasing him?If you really like yourself, shouldn't you confess it first?Or is there no need for this kind of hypocrisy between men?Bai Wan didn't know anything about dating, and he had no one to ask. After thinking about it, he had no choice but to look for answers online.

He secretly registered an emotional forum, first dived in it for several days, but found nothing he wanted to see.In desperation, he anonymously posted a post - "What should I do if the other party hasn't confessed yet after kissing?"

In just a few minutes, someone replied.

"It can be said that he just wants to kiss and hug, not love. Even if he really loves you, even if he didn't confess it before, he will definitely take action later."

"The one upstairs is too absolute! Some boys are very shy, why don't you ask?"

"Wait a minute, is the host a boy or a girl? If it's a boy, shouldn't the host himself be braver?"

"Boys? Boys still go to the forum to ask? Oh my god, it can't be that he was kissed by a boy..."

"Upstairs you found Huadian."

"Is it really a man?"

"Oh my god! Let me tell you, the landlord, that many people who are gay have no integrity, you must be careful, he definitely doesn't want to be responsible."

"The landlord didn't lose his dignity?!"

Bai Wan didn't expect these people to talk more and more sideways, diverging so much, she didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and quickly quit the login.

As a result, the next day, Liu Kong called him and asked gossipingly, "This time Fu Ye is going back with you again?"

"Ah."

"My god!" Liu Kong asked exaggeratedly, "Is Master Fu chasing you?"

"Don't talk nonsense! We are just friends."

"Friend?" Liu Kong couldn't believe it, but he didn't want to meddle in Bai Wan's private affairs, so he just reminded, "Anyway, you have to figure out this kind of thing yourself. Now that the company is fighting fiercely, you still have to Focus on work. Maybe we'll be looking for another home soon."

Su Xu and Ye Chengen fell out completely, and Fu Ye didn't know until he came to the company.He was dragged by Su Xu to complain, saying that Ye Chengen was old-fashioned, ignorant of flexibility, and ignorant of development trends, so he asked Fu Ye to stand by him and drive Ye Chengen out of the company with him.

Fu Ye lit a cigarette, sat halfway on the desk, and asked, "What's your brother thinking?"

"What can he think? He is developing a big business in the United States now, so he has no time to pay attention to this side." Su Xu said, "I think he will transfer his domestic business to me sooner or later."

"Isn't this just right?" Fu Ye slowly exhaled a puff of smoke, "At that time, you will be able to control life and death."

"But how long will I have to endure before this?"

"Forbearance has a knife on its head, and those who achieve great things must learn to endure."

"So, are you on my side or not?"

Fu Ye shook his head and said, "Su Xu, I just wanted to tell you that I plan to go out and do it myself."

"What?" Su Xu was startled, "Why?"

Fu Ye said indifferently: "I have been in Zhonghai for so many years. You should be very clear why I came here. Now, he has been away for more than five years, and I should start a new life."

It was the first time for Su Xu to hear Fu Ye and Hemo seriously talk about the matter with Jiang Zhiming. He couldn't help asking: "You and Zhiming? What happened back then?"

"Actually, it's nothing." Fu Ye smiled, "It's just that the ideas don't agree and you can't go on."

"But haven't you been fine before?"

"There is always a feast that never ends," Fu Ye looked at Su Xu and said seriously, "That's why I'm leaving this time."

Su Xu and him looked at each other for a while, then nodded resignedly: "Okay! Then what are you going to do when you go out? Don't do this job?"

"Of course not. I'm going to set up my own studio, specializing in music. Not just pop music, but also other things." Fu Ye said, "I think China Overseas Music will become China Overseas Entertainment in the near future. Music is definitely not a company. The only project and way out, if I stay here, I will not give you any help. But we can cooperate again if we have the opportunity in the future.”

Su Xu knew that there was no turning back for what Fu Ye was determined to do, so he thought for a while and said, "Okay! Then when are you leaving?"

"I'm still preparing, you know, going out to open a studio, it can't be done overnight. I need money, and I need people." Fu Ye took a puff of cigarette, and then put it out, "In short, I will tell you in advance Just say it, lest you think I'm deliberately not on your side."

Su Xu patted him on the shoulder: "Okay, my friend for many years, I still don't know you? I'm just a little sad."

Whether Su Xu was sad, Fu Ye couldn't tell, but he knew that Su Xu must be very disappointed.

It's just that he wanted to leave Zhong Hai and open his own studio, which he had long thought, and now the opportunity has come, it's time.

However, he still reminded Su Xu, "Don't be too radical about Ye Chengen's matter. He is also considered a veteran and hero of the company. Even if the company wants to transform, it must be done slowly."

"I know." Since Fu Ye couldn't help, Su Xu obviously didn't want to talk about this topic, "By the way, we haven't had dinner together for a long time. Let's go to a bar to get together another day?"

Fu Ye thought for a while and said, "I can't do it recently, I'm a little busy recently."

Su Xu looked at him suspiciously: "The company didn't arrange anything for you? What are you busy with?"

Fu Ye smiled inscrutably, but didn't answer.

Bai Wan went back to work again.Liu Kong was quite right. The struggle between the two forces of China Overseas Music had surfaced. He tried his best not to let himself participate in it, but it was inevitable that he would be affected.Fortunately, with the passage of time, the previous plagiarism storm on the Internet has subsided.Although there are still some sunspots who spare no effort to hack him on the Internet, it has not caused a major impact.Occasionally, he would meet Cheng Yin in the company. Cheng Yin hasn't changed much. He can still nod and say hello when he sees him. He doesn't seem to have any grudges. He has also grown into a person who doesn't show his scheming. .That's fine.People always grow up.Once, when Bai Wan came out of the company, she even saw Sui Feng, who had come to pick up Cheng Yin.They seemed to have reconciled as before, got into the car talking and laughing, but did not see Bai Wan.Bai Wan stood not far behind them, feeling inexplicably calm and slightly melancholy.

Everything seems to have settled down. On January 1st, Bai Wan's birthday came, and the company held a birthday party for him.

The birthday party was a complete success. Bai Wan also sang a song to thank the fans at the party, which moved the fans so much that they came up to hug him one after another, and gave him gifts and touching declarations.

After the birthday party, Bai Wan entrusted Liu Kong to bring all the gifts to the company, and she was the last to leave.

When walking out of the venue, Bai Wan was surprised to find that it was snowing.

White snowflakes fluttered in the blue night mist, like an elf, he couldn't help stretching out his hand, watching the cold crystals slowly melt on his hand.

Suddenly, the sky darkened.He raised his head, and an umbrella was placed on top of his head, blocking the snowflakes, and the person holding the umbrella turned out to be Fu Ye in a black coat.

"You, why are you here?" Bai Wan stammered.

"Where is my car?" Fu Ye pointed to the side of the road, "I asked Liu Kong, but you don't have an appointment tonight. Excuse me, Star Bai, do I have the honor to celebrate your birthday with you?"

Bai Wan was stunned.

Before he had time to refuse, and he was not willing to refuse, he was taken to the "roof of the world" by Fu Ye.

"The Roof of the World" is the most famous revolving restaurant in the city. Bai Wan has heard about it for a long time, but he has never been to it.

Obviously, Fu Ye is very familiar with this place, and he also booked a box in advance, and took him directly to the top floor.

Sitting at the dining table in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city.

Bai Wan's heart was beating very hard, and he could feel that something unusual was about to happen tonight.

Sure enough, during the banquet, Fu Ye suddenly took out a music box, on which was a clay figurine singing on the stage.

And that villain looks a bit like Bai Wan in terms of clothing and attire.

Bai Wan was stunned again.

Fu Ye glanced at him, then gently turned the switch, and a familiar and moving piano piece played out.

It is the melody of "Ask Your Heart and Love".

"Happy birthday." Fu Ye looked at him with a smile and said.

Bai Wan thought he was dreaming. Looking at the music box, he thought to himself that this man became romantic, it's outrageous.

His lips quivered as he tried to say "thank you," but no sound came out.

Fu Ye stared at him deeply, his deep eyes seemed to contain a thousand words.

All the muscles in Bai Wan's body tensed up, and his face flushed red. He had a hunch that Fu Ye might be going to confess his love to him.

What would Fu Ye say?

How would he answer? !

will he cryOr run away in fear?

To agree, or not to agree?

Bai Wan was so nervous that he was about to throw up, but he held on and sat there motionless, staring at Fu Ye, not wanting to miss his expression for a moment.

Of course he would agree without hesitation.

At this juncture, there was a sudden knock on the door outside the box, three times, five times, twice, and three legatoes, very rhythmic, and the volume also changed, like the melody of a song, like the melody of a song. It's some kind of code.

Fu Ye's expression changed instantly.