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Ah.She actually thought it was me who liked Cheng Yu.It was me who broke up with her because of Cheng Yu.Is that what you think of me?

Out of reason for a moment, I just want to explain, I don't.Pushing her away, she yelled at her: "Who said I like Cheng Yu? Are you too stupid? I have always loved you, do you understand?"

She didn't know whether she was frightened by my words or by my ferocious expression, she didn't recover all of a sudden, she stared at me with a silly expression "What are you talking about!"

I've said it all, so let's spread it out.I suffocated so hard. "You heard me, I said I love you. I'm fucking gay, come on!"

I didn't want to see her helpless expression, so I ran away while she was in a daze.If I don't leave, I don't know what to do.

She suddenly came back to her senses, "Qingshan." She called me from behind.Ignore her and keep running.

"Qing Shan, wait a minute." She actually came after her.

I've made it clear, what do you want to do? Leave me a little bit of self-esteem, please?

I hailed a taxi and was about to leave.She even caught up. "Aoyama, I..."

I turned to look at her holding my hand, and begged, "You let me go back."

She froze for a moment, then let go of my hand, with a hurt expression on her face, "Then, be careful."

I am sorry.

Car, start slowly.In the mirror I could see her looking at me the whole time.I can't stop the tears. How could this be? If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have come.After crying for a while, the driver calmly handed over a pack of papers without asking me what was wrong.Maybe it's because I'm used to seeing all kinds of people crying to death in the car.

☆, attitude

I didn't know how long I was shaking in the car, I just felt a headache and dizziness.

When I got downstairs, some dared not go up.The eyes must be swollen, so I gave a slight "ah" and found that the voice was also a little hoarse.After waiting downstairs for a long time, I still hesitated and opened the door. Mom was still waiting for me.Hearing me open the door, I came out quietly and asked softly, "Where did you go, and you didn't answer the phone, and you came back so late."

The nose was sore, and the tears that had been so hard to stop felt like they were about to fall again.Afraid that my mother would notice something strange, she just pretended not to care and said casually, "A classmate in our class asked me to go for his birthday, and I must go with them." Since when can I lie so calmly?

"It's time to go, just don't play crazy, look at what time it is now, don't always make your dad angry, do you hear me?"

"Well. Mom, it's so late, go to bed quickly. I'm sleepy too."

I just want to go back to my room and calm down.Mom looked at me impatiently, "Oh, you didn't listen to me after I told you, it's your father's punishment that deserves it. Go to bed early."

Turning around and closing the door, tears dripped down.I didn't dare to make a sound, and covered my mouth with my hands hard, my heart felt like a knife had been twisted, it was so uncomfortable.

Don't say it's uncomfortable, but it's even more uncomfortable.

After turning off the lights, he just sat on the bed, hugging his knees, not wanting to fall asleep.I can always think of that scene just now, why did I just say it? What would she think? Think I'm disgusting? Or, don't believe it at all? She once said that she doesn't believe in love between the same sex.

In the darkness, the phone suddenly turned on.Turning on the phone in the dark, the light was too bright and dazzling.There are more than a dozen missed calls, some are from parents, some are from Shiya.Then why didn't I hear it? Oh, by the way, just now my parents called to urge me to come back, and I just set it to mute.There are also several messages, all sent by Shi Ya.

"Qingshan, I'm sorry. I, I slapped you, does it still hurt? Next time you see me, slap me. I promise not to fight back."

"Aoyama, are you home?"

"Thank you for the shoes. I saw the letter inside. Sorry, I misunderstood you."

"Qingshan, please answer the phone? Are you home yet?"

"Cheng Yu, he said some inexplicable things to me, but I only consider him a brother, you know." It turns out that you didn't agree.Didn't you promise him? What about me? What about us? What shall we do?

"Respond. At least let me know you got home safe."

My heart started to hurt again.Shiya, it would be great if I only regarded you as a friend.

I look at my phone, it's 02:19.Still planning to reply to her, I made up a text message for a long time, "Shiya, I'm sorry, I..." What am I? I think I was wrong, but what did I do wrong? Do I have to tell her I was wrong, I Shouldn't like you, let alone fall in love with you? Or, tell her that I was just talking nonsense? Impossible, I've said it all, that's my heart, I can't just deny it myself.

"Shiya, just set it to mute, I don't want your sorry, all I want is..." Heh.What do I want? Tell her I just want you? Or tell her I just want to go back to the time we used to be? But, me. . . . . .I really want her.

Edited and deleted, deleted and edited.In the end, I only sent a sentence, "I have arrived home safely."

Unexpectedly, she was still asleep: "Qingshan, I'm sorry, I just hit you."

"It's okay, it doesn't hurt."

"Qingshan, thank you for the gift, it cost you a lot."

"Should be. happy birthday"

"Did your parents scold you?"

"No. Don't worry."

"Then, go to bed early."

"OK, good night"

She didn't know what to ask, and I didn't know what to answer.Or she didn't know how to ask, and I didn't know how to face her.No one opened their mouths to confess.But I really want to know what her attitude is.

A sleepless night.At first, I was thinking about it, but after a while I thought about the time I had with her, and I felt very funny and happy when I thought about it.After a while, I recalled the scene just now. It seems that I was dazzled by jealousy at that time, and I didn't expect that the scene of such a romantic confession was said under such circumstances.Being confessed twice a day, each time more shocking than the first time, is probably enough for her to digest.After a while, I thought about the future, what should I do in the future? What is her attitude? Will she hate me? In the end, I just didn't feel it.It felt like my mind was blank, I didn't think about anything, I just lay there staring at the black ceiling in a daze.

Woke up with badly swollen eyes.I didn't dare to leave the room until my parents went out.

School will start in these two days. After breakfast, I go back to my room to pack my things, and open my notebook:

Girl.

I pray to heaven that I will not be a woman in the next life.

And you, make a wish in front of the Buddha

May you be sworn brothers with me, Jinlan, and live forever

Until May Thirty one

You said, what a virtuous woman

I nodded, yes!

You said that the person who will marry you in the future will be very blessed

I'm silent, actually

I just want, for you

Handwashing soup for a lifetime

Until May Thirty one

A Butterfly Thinks It's Lost

search everywhere

A mad cow, jumping around in the middle of the night

disease indiscriminate

in fact

home within reach

Heart disease requires heart medicine

Until May Thirty one

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Whether it's what I want to say to her but dare not say, or the crazy words that sometimes come up on a whim.Full, page by page, is my heart!

Unexpectedly, you have brought me so many emotions without knowing it.

I was still in the parallel class, and the last time I deliberately released water.It's been almost a week since school started, and I had dinner with Shiya once, but I didn't know what to say.I've never been embarrassed before, how could it be like this?

I haven't been with her for several days after that, and I know she is avoiding me.Am I really wrong?

Finally, get out of class is over.After a night of self-study, my eyes are very tired, and I have been distracted recently.Because in the third year of high school, you must hand in your mobile phone, or you are not allowed to bring it.Without a mobile phone, I naturally have no way to keep in touch with her.When I went out, I found her lying on the railing outside waiting for me.You still came to me.