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Whether it is hypocrisy or worldliness, whether it is selfishness or greed, the dust will eventually settle and you will be freed from it.But unexpectedly, this trip could not realize the original idea after all.

Zhuang Zijing sighed softly: "Not everyone can be saved. Stupidity and selfishness may have doomed a person's thinking, and no one can save it. I can't save it, and you can't save it. Even if you are from the mountain Qingsong can only infect those who know how to look at the scenery. Even if you are a bodhisattva who saves the world, you can only save people with good thoughts. So although it is a pity, there is really no need to continue. Besides, I am not a saint, how can I Saved such a rotten heart."

"It's true that she's hopeless, but I don't want to save her anymore, I want to beat her up." Yang Hui clenched his fists, his anger still lingering.

Zhuang Zijing turned her head to look at her, the corners of her lips raised slightly, and there was a smile: "I always thought you were very calm and open to everything, why are you so impulsive today."

Yang Hui let out a long breath: "Because she went too far."

Zhuang Zijing stood up: "Let's go to bed, it's cold, I still like your hug."

Yang Hui's anger disappeared completely in Zhuang Zijing's soft words, she quickly stood up and followed Zhuang Zijing to bed.

Turn off the headlights, leaving only a dim desk lamp, the whole space seemed to become slow and sticky, Zhuang Zijing gently slipped into Yang Hui's arms: "I've already seen it."

Yang Hui put his arms around Zhuang Zijing, and kissed her lightly on the forehead: "I'm just angry. I think you've been bullied, and I should at least bully you back."

Zhuang Zijing buried her head on Yang Hui's neck and chuckled, "I won't be really happy if I bully you back, so why bother to bully me back? What I need is not to vent my anger, but to end it. Even if I didn't speak this time, I didn't The debate is right or wrong, but it is now the end. This is the end, although it is unexpected, but it is acceptable. Maybe she and I are not from the same world. A stupid and selfish person naturally has the life she should have. And I should also have my life. She no longer kidnaps me, and I no longer care about her, that's good. So you don't have to be angry, a scene ends, although it is a bit unexpected, but it is a serious drama. Actually think about it, Even if we really met and sat down to talk, a person like her would certainly not cry and regret, and even if she did, it would not be her heart. And we are not saviors, and we cannot be saviors."

Yang Hui understood what Zhuang Zijing meant, and the uncontrollable anger finally dissipated. She hugged Zhuang Zijing lovingly, and said softly, "You are right, we are not the saviors of the world. We cannot save the souls who have already gone to hell. Everyone has their own life, and they should be responsible for their own life. Different paths do not seek each other, so even if fate has brought you together for more than 20 years, people who are not on the same path really do not have much basis to sit down and talk. So it’s fine now, let’s end it like this. Because of her stupidity and selfishness, she lost your possible help to her in the future, and also lost the interests she wanted most. This may be her fate. Your own punishment. And you, because of your kindness and nostalgia, once again clearly see that she is different from you, so you can end it, you can let go, and this may be your own reward to yourself."

Listening to Yang Hui's interpretation, Zhuang Zijing smiled, yes, she returned to this city again, was so close to her again, listened to those dirty and vulgar words again, suffered once again, and then, as Yang Hui said, she got The best reward is to let go, let go from the bottom of my heart.

This is the liberation of my own life, and then I can finally be free.

Zhuang Zijing raised her head slightly, her lips lightly fell on Yang Hui's side face, her gentle and delicate kiss was small and seductive, and then her voice rang in Yang Hui's ear, soft and sweet, piercing to the bottom of my heart: " If I'm the one who fell into the water and you're the plank, how can I convince myself that I'll still love you when I get ashore."

Yang Hui looked at the ceiling, the breath in her ears and the delicate kisses had already made her heart beat faster, not to mention the piercing voice was even more difficult to hold back, she tried her best to restrain her impulse, but her voice was still a little trembling: " Then when I go ashore, I will know whether I am a board or a bed board."

Zhuang Zijing buried her head in Yang Hui's neck: "I want to love you, but I'm afraid there will be no ending."

"Then it's better to let me love you, I'm not afraid of no ending, because I will only make a person who is afraid of no ending be afraid to leave me."

"Where did you get your confidence all of a sudden?" Zhuang Zijing said.

"I don't have self-confidence, I only have ego. Because I want to love you, I decide to love you."

"Can love be so simple?"

"Love is not complicated."

☆、Chapter 44 made

The most irresistible thing is the gentleness of the fingertips.I have touched your deepest secret, maybe your lifetime promise, because the moment you bloom at my fingertips, it has become a sweet and heavy responsibility on the tip of my heart.

-------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------ Zhuang Sheng's Travel Notes Love is not spoken, but made , this may really not be a joke, but the truth.When two people open their bodies and hearts to accept each other, love itself has been sublimated.

Regarding sex and love, many people have debated many times, but those who have experienced it know that spiritual love is certainly fascinating, but physical love will make people fall on the basis of this spiritual love.Of course, the premise is true love.Physical desire without love is more often reduced to a kind of corruption, while desire based on love is more like a physical and mental journey to the sky, which will satisfy people and make people unable to extricate themselves.

In fact, the body is also a part of the mind, and it is often the part of the mind that is unwilling to show and open to others easily.So the body is often the deepest door of the soul.So when Yang Hui pushed open the last door of Zhuang Zijing, the fusion of body feeling and soul was shocking.

The two of them had shared the same bed many times, and Yang Hui once asked Zhuang Zijing why he didn't do anything.

Zhuang Zijing didn't say anything, in fact, it was because the last door was not ready for people to open, because there were still doubts, and because there were still fears.Or a few years ago, she once opened up to others, but left a scar, and time can heal the scar, and even allow Zhuang Zijing to change her perspective, and see more clearly the truth that she could not see at the beginning humanity.But the scar was healed, but the pain was never forgotten, so I was more cautious.

It's just that Zhuang Zijing returned to this city with Yang Hui's company, once again faced Li Feng who didn't even want to mention it before, and once again faced everything she had faced before. Although Zhuang Zijing didn't say anything, she thought a lot .This world is too complicated, and everyone has their own thoughts. It may be difficult for anyone to really change someone, and it is difficult for anyone to really turn evil into good, even if it is one's own relatives.

Therefore, for an individual, perhaps the only thing that can and should be done to make the whole world full of kindness and make life truly happy is to make oneself happy.This was once the theory that Yang Hui told Zhuang Zijing, but now, Zhuang Zijing really understood it.

The past has bound my life for more than 20 years, now I can let go.

And what we will inevitably face after that may be more tortuous and indirect, and there may even be other constraints, but as Yang Hui said, the heart is free, and people are free.

Since Yixing resigned and embarked on the journey of self-discovery, what Zhuang Zijing wanted was freedom, which may be a resistance to the malice and bondage of this world, and a kind of exile for herself.But the resoluteness and chicness when letting go of the life we ​​had in the past should not be an episode in life, but the beginning of another way of life.

But now, Zhuang Zijing thinks over Yang Hui's freedom, so she decides to start a real journey of freedom.