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Yang Hui wrinkled his nose and took a deep breath, then looked at the gray sky: "The air quality is really bad, did you live here before?"

Zhuang Zijing was distracted by Yang Hui's words, and looked up at the gray sky: "It wasn't so serious before, but the government has developed a lot of industrial enterprises in recent years. I guess this is somewhat harmful to the urban environment. Influence." As she spoke, she pointed to the street: "Including cars, there seem to be more in recent years. When I was in this city, it didn't feel so crowded."

"How many years have you been away?" Yang asked back.

Zhuang Zijing thought for a while: "I left this city when I was in college, and I seldom come back after that. Although there were winter and summer vacations during school, they were all good times to work and earn money. As for after work, I have even less free time. And even when I come back, I feel a lot of pressure in my heart, so I don’t have the mood to pay attention to the changes in the environment.”

Yang Hui tilted her head and thought about it. In fact, she can't imagine college life, nor can she imagine the so-called white-collar life. However, she still searched for some plots in TV in her mind, so as to understand this kind of situation. Do some brain supplements in life: "In any case, this city is not very popular".

Zhuang Zijing stretched out her hand to hail a taxi, then got into the back row first, and waited for Yang Hui to sit up before she spoke: "Not everyone can be as free as you."

"If the heart is free, the person is free." Yang Hui said.

After Zhuang Zijing reported the address to the driver, she followed Yang Hui's words: "More often than not, we have too many ties, and talking about freedom is a luxury. Without money, there is no freedom, but work is also very unfree, and the people at home make it impossible for me to be free." , And I revolve around these, my heart is already exhausted, and where can I find freedom."

Yang Hui nodded: "That's really tiring."

The two were silent for a while, and Yang recalled something: "Should we buy some fruit or something in the past?"

Zhuang Zijing shook her head: "Give her money, and she will be happier."

"But it's a courtesy."

"Etiquette is meaningless in her eyes. Money is what matters." Zhuang Zijing smiled wryly.

Yang Hui shrugged: "Okay, then I won't buy it. But are you going to pay?"

Zhuang Zijing smiled and shook her head, a little absent-minded.The timidity of being close to home is real, but this timidity is real timidity, a kind of timidity accumulated at this moment from the pain and depression that cannot be shaken off for many years.Between Li Feng and Li Feng, it may be difficult to talk about any relationship. Even though Zhuang Zijing has let go of the past, and as Yang Hui said, forget the bad and remember the good, but in the end, she is still facing the Sometimes, I feel timid, which may have already become a disease.

Yang Hui felt Zhuang Zijing's seriousness, reached out to hold her hand, and smiled: "I guess she puts too much pressure on you. But don't worry today, I'm here."

Zhuang Zijing turned her head slightly to look at Yang Hui: "Yes, you are here today."

"So no one can bully you anymore." Yang Hui said, stretching out his free hand to shave Zhuang Zijing's face: "So you have to relax. We came back to see her, and we came back to say goodbye to the past. That's all."

Zhuang Zijing smiled and leaned her head on Yang Hui's shoulder: "I'm not a very strong person."

"But I think you are a very strong person. You have lived out yourself and the future in such an environment."

Zhuang Zijing shook her head lightly: "That was being bi. I just suddenly wondered what kind of person I am and what kind of person I need."

Yang Hui heard the depth of these words, he didn't answer rashly, nor did he make jokes, but just slightly tightened Zhuang Zijing's hand.

"I used to think that I was a very independent, very brave and very lonely person. Self-reliance is because everything must be planned and worked hard by myself. I need to bear any possible consequences for all my actions. I had to think a lot to avoid being trapped in a life that was already full of tragedies and I couldn't save myself. And brave because I always faced everything alone and solved everything alone, and I had no chance or possibility to back down. To be precise, I don't have a home where I can retreat. As for being alone..."

Zhuang Zijing didn't say any more, she didn't need to explain her loneliness, and she couldn't explain it clearly.

Yang Hui tilted his head and got closer to Zhuang Zijing: "In the future, you don't have to be so independent, you don't have to be so brave, and you won't be so lonely."

Zhuang Zijing closed her eyes and raised the corners of her lips slightly. Instead of answering Yang Hui's words, she continued: "But when I met Yan Yu, I realized that I am actually very fragile. Bravery and independence are just appearances, and I cannot live alone. , or I live alone just to survive, but I can't feel happy. All my strength is used to fight and compromise with this world. I need to stop and breathe, and I need someone to rely on, let me I feel like I'm not alone fighting the world."

Yang Hui didn't speak, because Zhuang Zijing was talking about Yan Yu.

"Later, I thought about love, maybe I didn't really understand its meaning. Yan Yu is more like the only board caught by a person who fell into the water. She represents everything I envy , whether it is my love or not, it has become my everything. And when I dock, that piece of wood is not my life's support. Sometimes I feel that I am actually very unfeeling, a deep love In the end, it was really just a plank. So when I met you, I began to wonder if you were another plank that I encountered when I fell into the water again. I began to doubt my own judgment, and love itself It should be pure."

Yang Hui heard Zhuang Zijing's hesitation and confusion, and stroked Zhuang Zijing's hair: "Perhaps soon you will know that I am a piece of wood in the water, or your bed."

Before Zhuang Zijing remembered it, the driver couldn't help but burst out laughing.

Yang Hui turned to look at the driver: "I'm talking about the bed, not the bed."

The driver tried not to laugh.Zhuang Zijing suddenly blushed.Only Yang Hui continued to explain to Zhuang Zijing: "I really didn't mean that. Well, it's not a bed board, nor a bed companion. I think I'd better be a green pine on Judian Mountain."

☆、Chapter 43 decide to love

When I returned to this city again, I wanted to get an answer with a tolerant question, but what this city gave me was still a gray silence.Vulgar people are still vulgar, and I know that the world does not become brighter because of my transformation.She said that people should live in the present, because living in the present is living in the future, so although I can't make the whole world bright, I can make my life happy.

-------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------- --After Zhuang Sheng's travel notes were turned into a strange topic, it took a while for Zhuang Zijing to calm down and continue to say: "What I want to say is that now, my dependence on you suddenly reminds me of my dependence on Yan Yu back then. I was a little scared and felt a little unreal. Like when I knew my life experience, I just wanted to find you quickly, just like at this moment, when I return to this city, because I have you, I don’t feel too sad."

Yang thought about it, and then said seriously: "Actually, when a person falls into the water, it's good to make that piece of wood. Maybe this piece of wood can't be regarded as love, but love should be a piece of wood at this time."

Zhuang Zijing looked at Yang Hui: "Do you really want to make that piece of wood?"

"I'm just a little regretful that I didn't have the opportunity to make that piece of wood when you needed it so much." Yang Hui's voice was a little affectionate.

"Aren't you afraid that when you're ashore, the plank isn't as important as it was in the water?"