Empress, please respect yourself + extra episode

Later, she still understood: the coercion situation was originally the sum of the two parents.

Mother, like father, wanted her to marry the emperor.

To be precise, marrying the throne.

Because, no matter who is sitting on the throne, she still wants to marry.

This choice will not change in the slightest.

As for Xie Changan's heart and happiness, it did not have the slightest influence on the result.

This is the whole truth.

In fact, many years later, Xie Chang'an also tortured himself: If he knew that it was a game set up by his parents, would he still have no hesitation?

She couldn't answer.

I really can't answer.

Her parents let her heart go cold.This is a fact.So, from this perspective, if she goes back to the past, she will not do anything for her mother.

But is this really the case?

She really can't tell.

Mother, after all, is still the weak one.

Even if she decided this game with her father in order to please her father and her own status.However, once Xie Changan refuses to cooperate and the situation is broken, father may really kill her, right?

And himself, would he really watch his mother die?

Chapter 11

So, who can she blame?

It was originally chosen.She chose her mother's life.

It's just that I didn't expect that another person's life would be lost because of this.

All along, Shen Aoxue was not a fierce woman.

She is like her name, Hongmei Aoxue, lofty and lofty.

But such a woman, after learning that she agreed to enter the palace, chose such a fierce way to protest.

—she took her own life.

When Xie Changan heard the news, his heartbeat almost stopped.

She never expected that the person she had promised to be with her forever would go to Huangquan alone like that.

She cries, she hurts, and she also wants to commit suicide and go with her.However, when she was discovered by her mother, she cried and pulled her feet, saying that she could not lose her.

What can she do in the face of a panicked, weeping and helpless mother?

This time, she still chose her mother.

She didn't die for Shen Aoxue, but lived for her mother.

Because, the dead cannot be resurrected.But the living people need her to protect them.

On that day, she was stunned like a puppet, with heavy make-up, and entered the palace with a ten-mile dowry.

She became the master of that palace and became the queen of the new emperor.

Also because of her marriage, the new emperor took back the military power from the queen mother and became the real emperor.And she, also honored by her husband and wife, became the only mistress who was really in charge of the harem.

However, she is no longer her.

From the day she entered the palace, she was no longer herself.

The kindness and grace that used to be as warm as the white moonlight is gone.

Yes, just indulgence and madness.

She took revenge.

First of all, she signed a contract with the emperor, asking him not to touch her body.

This is a treasonous crime of deceiving the emperor, and it should be executed according to the law.

However, she was so self-willed and directly raised it with the emperor.

Fortunately, it was right, and the emperor wanted to make the same request to her.

It turned out that the emperor also had a lover, who was the prime minister and a man.

When he heard the news, Xie Changan smiled.Laughed to tears.

She didn't expect that she and the emperor had such a fate.

In the spirit of sympathy and sympathy for each other, she didn't disclose this matter to the queen mother, nor did she make trouble, but concealed it with the emperor.

They reached a gentleman's agreement and became a nominal couple.

Even, they wrote and left the letter early, and both parties signed and pressed their fingerprints, and they will only make it public when needed in the future.

Of course, Xie Changan really doesn't know when it will be made public.

Because, that day must be the time when the empress reconciles, and it is also the time when at least one of the two parties discloses that they are of the same sex and love each other.Otherwise, there would be no public meaning.

Or maybe that day will never come.

But in any case, they are clear to each other: they are no longer husband and wife.

Or rather, never was.

Without the constraints of the marriage contract, Xie Chang'an became even more presumptuous.

In this palace, she was drunk and dreamed of death, indulging all her emotions.

The concubine in the palace, she slept all over.

This is a protest against the injustice of heaven and earth, it is also a protest against the parents and the queen mother, and it is also a protest against this political marriage.

She just wants to be ridiculous.

Just to indulge.

It is to let everyone who contributed to this matter understand: She, Xie Changan, likes women.

Of course, only the concubines who have really served her can understand: In fact, the queen never really wanted them.

When those women entered Kunning Palace, they just waited on her and pinched her shoulders and beat her back.

Other than that, nothing else.

Not to mention push down, not even a kiss.

Of course, no one dared to say these words.

Life and death in the harem are unpredictable, and no one can grasp the direction of the wind. One more word may lead to death, and even bring the downfall of the entire family.Therefore, no one dared to talk about the emperor and queen behind their backs.

Of course, once in a while there are a few brainless ones who mysteriously disappear.

Since then, everyone knows how to keep their mouths shut.

Yan Xi knows better than anyone else: the empress did not touch those women.

It's not that Xie Chang'an told her personally, it's just that Xie Chang'an has always trusted them and never shy away from them.