Mint Flower Sea + Fanwai

W, long time no see.

I once said that I like the sea of ​​flowers.If possible, I would like to take you to every corner of the world and see every sea of ​​flowers with different styles. I wonder if you remember what you promised me at that time.For so long, I have been parading on various continental plates and wandering in various oceans, but I have avoided every famous sea of ​​flowers that I might pass by.Those seas with swaying petals must be beautiful, but I don't have the courage to face them.

But today, at the end of this path, in a way that I was caught off guard, the rose flower suddenly appeared, and the milk in my hand was mixed with some whiskey, did the slight alcohol make me drunk, I felt dizzy .

This is Melbourne.I miss under the Southern Cross starry sky, and miss every bit of me and you in the past. W, I always thought that I just looked more like, um, like a child. I always thought that I was an adult, and I could be responsible for my thinking and behavior.In the past two years, I have walked around and thought about things by myself, and I have thought through things that I have never considered before, and I also understand why you never said: I love you.You don't know, how much I want to hear these three words from your mouth, and then press you on the bed and kiss you.

To me, you are like the other side of the world. I have traveled by plane and ship, trying to get closer to you.I treat you well in the way I can think of, I do everything I can think of to touch you, I spread my heart to you, and hope that one day I can also approach your heart.I took the trouble to tell you my feelings for you, but, W, I forgot to ask you, do you want this?I do everything in the name of love, break into your life no matter what, want to enter your heart, all the enthusiasm comes from my love for you.I am young, arrogant, and noble in my bones. I think I will definitely get you, and one day I will be able to stand by your side and treat you well.I did it to my heart's content and forgot to ask if it bothered you.

Xu Shi has never had setbacks, so when I knew that you could not belong to me, I was buried in overwhelming despair. I didn't give you a chance to explain, I left from your side, I just wanted to leave.

Leaving doesn't change the reality, it's just a cowardly escape.I avoided it for more than two years, and finally saw that my immaturity caused us all to suffer too much.

For a long time, I was worried, how would I live without you, without you, I would not be me anymore.I miss your occasional warm eyes, your tightly pursed lips, and your stubborn back. I am deeply in nostalgia, looking for your concern for me from the clues of memory.You are such a good woman, as beautiful as a red tassel, as light as a pear flower, I have never found the right way, and I still pretend to be affectionate.

During these two and a half years of journey, I understand that no one is inseparable from anyone. I thought I would die without you, but you see, I survived.In the end, I am just a selfish person who only thinks about myself, magnifies the sadness infinitely, and doesn't know how to love.I am not a competent follower, I have never stood in your position to think for you.

After such a long time, you must still work so hard and don't know how to take care of yourself, and I have no position to cook those medicinal meals with a faint medicinal smell for you.I hope that the person by your side can take good care of you, treat you like a treasure, truly understand you, and don't just make things difficult for you like me.And after traveling for so long, I finally achieved my original intention of wanting to forget.

Forgetting is not not remembering, but to face it calmly.

In the last blog post, I know that many people have been caring about me. In the past five years, many friends have followed this blog and watched the short but brilliant love bloom to annihilation.

Here, farewell. "

Below is a photo of a sea of ​​roses. In the sea of ​​flowers, there is a child in a white shirt. She holds a rose in her hands and lowers her head to smell it.The child's face was a little pale, as if she had just recovered from a serious illness. The corner of her mouth was raised in an arc, and the flowers in her eyes were full of longing.

Wen He stretched out his hand to caress, and Jing Xuan looked the same as when she left, except that his hair was a little shorter.

Before she realized it, tears had already covered her entire face, wet, and Wen He's trembling hand moved across the screen, unable to touch the warmth of Jing Xuan's soft face.

The background music is still playing repeatedly: "

The dark sea is covered with white moonlight

I stared at Haixin in a daze, not knowing where to fly

hear him tell you

say he really likes you

i don't know where to hide

Should there be a tacit understanding when loving someone?

I thought you understood whenever I looked at you

my secret

every morning

Warm coffee will be brought to you quietly

willing to use a black pencil

draw a silent stage sentence

No matter how bright the lights are, I will still hug you

Willing to sing hoarse songs in the corner

No matter how loud it is, it's all for you

please listen carefully and don't talk

willing to use a black pencil

draw a silent stage sentence

No matter how bright the lights are, I will still hug you

Willing to sing hoarse songs in the corner

No matter how loud it is, it's all for you

Love is hard work don't talk"

[Part of the scenery description in Jingxuan's blog, refer to "Traveling Separately".A very good book, interested students can read it. 】