Fall asleep

Pei Shiyin was sitting on the sofa in the living room, with a computer on her lap, and the heating was turned on at home. She was wearing a thin long-sleeved shirt, which was incompatible with Su Mian, who was wearing heavy clothes.

"Here." After Su Mian passed by, Pei Shiyin handed her the book Su Mian asked for on the tea table.

Su Mian took it over: "On the way, I remembered again, do I still have a copy of The Blind Watchmaker with you?"

Pei Shiyin nodded: "In the study."

Su Mian asked her, "Is it convenient for me to go up and get it?"

Pei Shiyin nodded: "Go."

After Su Mian went upstairs, Pei Shiyin continued to sit back on the sofa to deal with business, but she only read half of the text when she suddenly raised her head.

The computer on her lap was immediately put aside by her, and Pei Shiyin hurried upstairs to the study.

Su Mian turned on the light, the door was wide open, and it was very quiet inside. Pei Shiyin paused at the door for several seconds before lifting her foot to enter.

The cabinet about Su Mian was left open when she went downstairs, and it was now open. Everything Su Mian sent, and everything about Su Mian, was open at the moment.

Open to the study, open to Su Mian.

Pei Shiyin stood at the door and looked in. Su Mian was wearing a hat and scarf and was facing her sideways. She couldn't see Su Mian's expression clearly.

And Su Mian held the book she wanted with both hands, and stood straight in front of the cabinet. Pei Shiyin didn't know how long she stood there.

"Mianmian." Pei Shiyin called her in a low voice.

Su Mian turned her head to meet Pei Shiyin's gaze, and then, very obviously, took a small step back.

Now, Pei Shiyin saw Su Mian's expression.

She was very much like the girl who wanted to squeeze her body into the crack of the door five years ago, the girl who said, I'm a little scared.

Su Mian held the book in her hand tightly and stared at Pei Shiyin, as if she saw many things.

"These," Su Mian said in a low voice, but enough for Pei Shiyin to hear: "Why do you have so many things from me?"

From the day they met, for nearly six years, all the past between her and Su Mian was stored in the closet.

Pei Shiyin's hands were hanging down, tightly clutching the sleeves of her clothes: "I..."

Pei Shiyin could actually explain it. She could easily fool Su Mian by making up decent words, but she couldn't say anything.

With Su Mian's legs together, Pei Shiyin pursed her lips and subconsciously took a small step forward, but Su Mian saw it and took a step back.

Pei Shiyin had no choice but to stop.

Time seemed to stand still. After a long silence, Su Mian finally spoke.

"Pei Shiyin," Su Mian still said in such a low voice, with panic, "I'm going home first, I'm going home, I still have homework."

Chapter 46

Su Mian left Pei Shiyin's house in a hurry, but she did not forget to check if she had brought both books with her.

When she was putting on her coat at the door, she didn't look back, but she always felt that Pei Shiyin was watching her behind her.

There are many street lights in the community, and there are small lights of various colors hidden among the flowers and plants. In the cold winter, not many residents come out for a walk.

The temperature difference between the inside and outside of the house made Su Mian sneezed as soon as she stepped out. She pulled her hat and covered her ears tightly before walking away quickly.

Along the way, she was a little confused, thinking about a lot of things, thinking about a lot of things, from the first time she met Pei Shiyin, from the night when Pei Shiyin pretended to be Xu Xiyan, one day at a time, one month at a time, one year For a year, there were no rules, and she thought about everything she could think of.

She seemed to understand something, but she felt inexplicable. She felt that she was not a fool, but she felt that she was more stupid than a fool.

She thought deeply and walked a long way. She didn't know how long it took before she realized that she had walked a long way aimlessly on the road.

There were traces of snowfall everywhere on the street, and the cars on the road were driving much slower than usual. Su Mian took his hands out of his pockets, rubbed his hands together, and let out a sigh of relief.

As if sensing something suddenly, she suddenly turned around and looked back, but she didn't recognize any pedestrians coming and going.

Now, she suddenly realized that she was going home.

The report to be written at night was not much, and Su Mian finished it soon after returning home, and then she quickly took a shower, and threw herself into the bed for the rest of the time, wrapping herself in the quilt.

She's used to thinking about things before going to bed, especially when she's going to sleep or not.

In these years, most of the time before going to bed is given to her unsolved problems and unreasonable experiments, and the rest, except for the occasional trivial things, is Pei Shiyin.

Su Mian turned over and found a more comfortable position.

In fact, she didn't dare to take a step closer to Pei Shiyin's cabinet, and only looked at it from two meters away.

The cabinet is very high, as high as Pei Shiyin's bookshelf. There are many photos of her, all the things she gave Pei Shiyin, and cards she has never seen before.

Su Mian didn't even know that she had given Pei Shiyin so many things.

It was unbelievably quiet at night, listening to the sound, it seemed to be snowing again, and there was still a little wind.

"call."

It was already 12:30, and Su Mian hadn't slept yet.

She picked up her phone and looked at it, but Pei Shiyin didn't send her any message.

Not long after, the bedroom became dark again because the phone light went out. Su Mian grabbed the edge of the quilt and put her hand on her chin.

A few seconds later, her heart suddenly jumped wildly, her body became hot, and her face turned red.

An emotion named as if it was, and she didn't know if it was, surrounded her, and she couldn't be sure.