Fall asleep

"Look at Nuannuan, and, me, you should have your own life," Su Mian cast her eyes on Pei Shiyin's face: "You don't have time anymore."

Her voice was even lower: "There is no time to fall in love, you are going to get married."

Pei Shiyin: "So you're leaving me?"

Su Mian nodded: "Yes."

Pei Shiyin asked again: "What about after moving to the research institute? You won't see me in the future?"

Su Mian shook her head, and honestly explained her thoughts: "Yes, but don't see her often."

"You, well, spend a lot of time on me," Su Mian looked up at Pei Shiyin: "How can I do it?"

Su Mian sobbed softly, suppressing her crying. The hand on Pei Shiyin's shoulder was sometimes tightened and sometimes let go.

Pei Shiyin sighed softly, and patted Su Mian's head comfortingly.

Time became visible, very slowly.

Pei Shiyin's hand stopped, she pulled it lightly, leaned over, and put her forehead against Su Mian's shoulder, she didn't know if she didn't want to see Su Mian's expression, or she didn't want Su Mian to see her expression.

"Mianmian, listen to me carefully now." Pei Shiyin's voice seemed to be unbearable: "I want to live with you, I want to grow old with you, and I am willing to be by your side all my life. I don't think so. It's a làng fee, so don't think it's a làng fee."

"As for trouble," Pei Shiyin said, "I never thought you were troublesome to me. If the things you said were troublesome, I hope you can trouble me more in the future and trouble me with everything."

"Don't talk about getting married," Pei Shiyin paused for a few seconds, and then continued: "Mianmian, I don't need it. You are enough for me. Do you understand?"

Where Pei Shiyin could not see, Su Mian cried again, her shoulders trembling.

Pei Shiyin opened her arms, wrapped her around her shoulders, and hugged her into her arms: "You can't go, you can't leave me."

"Woooo..." Su Mian couldn't hold back her voice.

Su Mian actually didn't know what she was crying for, but she just wanted to cry loudly.

She understood what Pei Shiyin said, but she didn't seem to understand. The things that had been pressing on her heart these days were finally melted away by Pei Shiyin's few words.

After crying for a long time, Su Mian's thoughts drifted far away, and then she was in a trance because of the numbness in her legs, and it was uncomfortable for both of them to hold her like this.

She pushed Pei Shiyin away a little: "My leg is numb."

Pei Shiyin finally showed her first smiling face tonight, she stepped back a little, picked up Su Mianheng directly, walked to the living room, and put him on the sofa bed.

Su Mian calmed down a little bit, and also began to feel that she was so embarrassed by crying and talking just now.

"Stop crying?" Pei Shiyin poured her a glass of water and handed it over.

Su Mian took it, because Pei Shiyin was sitting beside her, the sofa sank a bit.

"Yeah." Su Mian didn't drink, because she remembered that there was still something she didn't ask clearly.

"Pei Shiyin," Su Mian looked up at her, "You haven't had much contact with me for so many days..."

It was only when Su Mian opened her mouth that she realized that what she wanted to express was not equivalent to what she said.

She didn't mean to blame Pei Shiyin.

"I know you've been busy recently." Su Mian thought for a few seconds before asking directly, "Did you do it on purpose? Are you angry with me?"

Fearing that Pei Shiyin would not be able to remember, or that she didn't think about it at all, Su Mian immediately added: "The last time you came back from Zhang Xiao's, you came to me in the middle of the night, the time I made honey water for you, since that day You're weird from the start."

After Su Mian finished speaking, her heart suddenly jumped wildly. She clutched her clothes, pursed her lips and waited for Pei Shiyin's answer.

After a few seconds, Pei Shiyin took the water from Su Mian's hand, took a sip and returned it.

"Yes, I'm angry."

The corner of Su Mian's mouth curled up, as if thinking.

Pei Shiyin sighed softly and explained: "But I'm not angry with you, I'm angry with myself."

After the words fell, the surroundings suddenly became quiet, as if no one wanted to go deeper into this topic.

Finally, Su Mian lowered her head and whispered, "You've been angry for too long."

23 days, Su Mian calculated clearly.

Pei Shiyin smiled after hearing this, her voice became helpless, and her tone was reflective: "Yes, I'm sorry, I've been angry for too long."

Su Mian smiled: "It's okay."

Only now, she was willing to take a sip from the cup, and even stuck out her tongue to lick Pei Shiyin's lipstick mark on the edge of the cup.

Su Mian didn't realize she did this, but Pei Shiyin could see clearly.

"Also," Su Mian remembered another thing: "Do you not like Xiaoting?"

Pei Shiyin tilted her head: "Why do you ask that?"

"I invited you to play together on New Year's Day very early on. Even if you are suddenly free on the night of the 1st, you should think of me first, and," Su Mian stretched out a finger: "I can see that you are very happy." I don't want to get along with Xiaoting."

Pei Shiyin looked at Su Mian's fingers, then at Su Mian's eyes that were gradually not red, but she didn't say that sentence, I was jealous.

She has always known that Su Mian is very friendly to all her friends. This kind of friendliness makes Pei Shiyin unable to see her own specialness, as if Pei Shiyin is also one of Su Mian's ordinary friends.

If you want to deceive this kind of thing, you have to not listen or watch.

What's more, Su Mian would sleep with others, arm in arm, serve food for others, and let others wear her clothes.