There are roads in the mountains of books

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My aunt's unexpected concern caught me off guard for a moment, and then I couldn't help it anymore, tears streaming down my face.

I like being with her because she rarely asks me.But now she took the initiative to mention it, and I was so wronged that I couldn't help myself.Indifferent, elegant, calm... indifferent.I thought of the many nights of loneliness when I was a child. I slept with my mother's arms in my arms, and felt that this small bed in all directions was my world.I gritted my teeth and looked at her face, but finally whimpered and said, "It's nothing...I'm sad that they urged me to marry..."

She put her hand on my shoulder and didn't let go for a long time.

I wiped my tears, held back until my throat hurt, and finally hiccupped indistinctly.

Has my mother ever cried with her like this?I thought, and felt that this picture was too unimaginable.

The emotional outburst reminded me of the day I drank with Xiang Xi. I never dared to think about many things, because every moment when my self-deceiving illusions were broken, I felt extremely painful.Hey, what's going on, the whole body is crying, crying when they like Luo Wei, and crying when they hate Cen Feng, like a fool.

I stopped the surging emotions and coughed several times: "It's nothing, it's really nothing."

"Don't be sad, they urged them, whether Qiu Yu gets married or not, only you can decide." The aunt's voice was soft, "Let's not talk about this, let's change a happy topic."

I nodded obediently.

She peeled an apple for me, and while I ate the apple, I listened to my aunt telling all kinds of embarrassing things about my mother when I was young.I smiled through tears and actively participated in the topic until my aunt asked casually:

"How are you and Mr. Luo doing recently?"

I slipped my hand and the apple slice fell into the trash can.

Chapter 38

I hesitated for a few seconds, my fingers still holding the apple.

Mixed flavors in my heart.

Teacher Xiaoluo and I, how are you doing recently... Is the focus on "Teacher Xiaoluo and I" or "how is it?"

It was difficult for me to digest the deep meaning, but the moment the apple plummeted and fell, everything seemed unimportant.The aunt adjusted her glasses, her eyes were subtle, and her deep eyes seemed to be able to see through me and beat me back to my original shape.

I lowered my head resentfully, the snow-white smooth apple slices lay quietly in a pile of peel crumbs, and the half-moon-shaped arc was like a mocking smile.

Whatever you laugh at, it's all your fault.I stare at it.The experience of a hundred years ago told me that falling apples can't handle things, and this little goblin can always make physicists discover something.

Now I expose my every move in front of a physicist, which has nothing to do with academics, but it is still extremely painful.My fingers curled up slightly, the air seemed to be mixed with a thin layer of resistance, and I was a little suffocated.

"Are you talking about the project we worked on together? It's progressing very well, an article has been published, and then... the new direction is also in order." I said seriously.

"That's good." The aunt said gently, "I think you have a pretty good relationship with Mr. Luo."

"Yes."

The topic went around and around and came back.I laughed twice, realizing she meant something else.

The quiet living room, brightly lit, suddenly collapsed into a large arena for my eyes.

We talked about academics from left to right, and told nonsense tacitly, back and forth, without leaking.But I could tell, she seemed to know everything.

Seeing that I didn't want to talk about it, my aunt didn't say any more.

I was silent for a moment, and the countless moments of meeting on campus flashed before my eyes. Her eyes stayed on Luo Wei for a while, just like before, calm and subtle.

I noticed it, but ignored it again and again, just because of some things, I thought she would not think in this direction.Obviously she doesn't care much about relationships.But she just thought of it, as if it was a trivial matter.

Very weird.But for me, it's also a good thing.

"Ms. Luo and I have been playing together since we were young. Her parents used to be Cen... my dad's colleagues. Later they resigned and started their own businesses, so we lost contact with my dad. However, my mother and Aunt Luo have always been good friends. .”

I spoke bluntly, but I couldn't tell whether I wanted to change the subject or want her to know more about Luo Wei.

The aunt paused, then smiled casually: "It's good to have a partner in academics, and we can discuss and solve problems together."

"Yes." I lowered my head and aligned my ten fingers, observing her side face looking into the distance from the corner of my eye.

She was thinking about something, or remembering something.I rarely saw her look like this, and my mood was a little complicated for a while.

"Auntie," I pursed my lips, and after she came back to her senses, I asked cautiously, "Did you have any friends who shared the same goals as you before? I'm talking about academic..."

She froze for a moment, then shook her head vaguely, and seemed to nod: "It's not like a like-minded person. I used to discuss academics with a friend when I was studying. She gave me a lot of help in scientific research. Young people just started Doing scientific research is very hard, and it is easy to take detours, and it will not be so difficult if someone walks with you."

I nodded, feeling deeply.When I was studying for Ph.D., if Xiang Xi hadn’t given me bad ideas every day, my life would have been very difficult.Although her ideas are bad, they often give me inspiration, and more importantly... Seeing that she is as good as I am, I feel relieved.

"Then where did she go to work?"

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