long-cherished wish

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There was warmth on her shoulders, Ruan Qingyu looked back, and Ling Rou said softly:

"Ayu, go back to the house, it's cold outside..."

"Ah."

Ruan Qingyu returned to the room with Ling Rou's support, and suddenly pulled Ling Rou to sit down, with a deep expression on his face.

From that incident in the morning to the present, Ruan Qingyu has never said much, and Ling Rou has not asked, there are some things that she should never speak about.

"Why didn't you ask me about today's matter?"

Ruan Qingyu stared at Lingrou, without blinking.

Lingrou met his gaze, pursed her lips and said, "I have already made up my mind to stay by your side, no matter what happens, it will not change. How much difference can it make between asking and not asking? Besides, if you are willing to tell I, of course, will tell me."

Ruan Qingyu lowered his head slightly, and sighed: "It's too easy for you to trust someone. You know that it is extremely dangerous to be by my side, and you don't even know what kind of person I am."

Ling Rou shook her head and said, "Although I don't know your past, I know you are a gentleman, isn't that enough?"

Ruan Qingyu raised his head suddenly, his eyes shone with a strange light, and then was covered by another emotion. He couldn't help laughing, and said, "Gentleman? Have you ever seen a gentleman with blood on his hands and killing people like hemp?" ?”

His mood had obviously lost his usual stability. What made a person who had always been deserted suddenly become uncharacteristically?

"In your eyes, all I see is aversion to vendetta, Yu, you don't like killing people, do you?"

Lingrou's eyes were calm, as calm as still water.

Ruan Qingyu lowered his head and didn't speak. He should have realized that Ling Rou was not a very stupid woman. She had already seen through many things, but she never revealed them on her own initiative.

"Ayu, I don't care what you have done in the past, and who you have had grudges against, I just want you to know that no matter who you are or what status you have, I want to be by your side..."

"What's wrong with you?"

Ling Rou didn't answer, she looked back out of the window, her eyes sinking into the dark night:

"People say that women like us are inferior in nature and can be as good as they are. They never know what love is, what is love. In the eyes of most people, we are just a tool for venting jade, and no one is independent. personality, not even a human being.

It's ridiculous to spend half of your life in them, but in the end, nothing can stay in your heart. "

She withdrew her gaze from afar, lightly landed on Ruan Qingyu's face, and said faintly:

"I was already an orphan when I was 13 years old. There is no one I care about or anyone who cares about me in this world. Life has long lost its original meaning to me.

When I was young, I thought that there might be some different encounters in life. Unexpectedly, such encounters only made me see more clearly what is human heart.

It wasn't until I met you... Ah Yu, it wasn't until I met you that I realized that a person can be so different...

You didn't ask me about my past, even if you knew my origin, you didn't dislike me, instead you respected me, accepted me, and regarded me as the most ordinary woman.

To me, you are a gentleman, the person I want to be with for the rest of my life..."

In Lingrou's affectionate eyes, Ruan Qingyu's face was red like fire, nervous and at a loss.

He didn't want Ling Rou to become another Cheng Die, but he was afraid that direct refusal would hurt her heart. After a long silence, he said secretly:

"Do you know why Cheng Die and I separated?"

Ling Rou was slightly stunned, subconsciously clenched her fingertips, and shook her head.

Ruan Qingyu said: "Because I lied to her." He was not surprised at the surprise in Lingrou's eyes, and said, "I can lie to her, and I can also lie to you. Do you know that maybe until this moment, you have been with me?" In deception? Do you know that the me you see in front of your eyes may not be the me you imagined at all?"

Lingrou lowered her head, her beautiful face was hidden in a shadow, and she didn't make a sound for a long time.

Ruan Qingyu felt a little regretful, regretting that he should not force her to face the reality with such a tone.

The atmosphere became more and more dull and suffocating, Ruan Qingyu suddenly saw a string of crystal clear teardrops falling from Ling Rou's eyes, one drop after another, splashing the cold ground.

At this moment, Ruan Qingyu's heart throbbed suddenly. He had to blame himself, his selfishness and cruelty.

He couldn't confess everything to Lingrou, he could only blindly reject Lingrou's full of affection, as if he made up plausible reasons to get rid of someone, and it could even be said to be very bizarre and illogical, without any responsibility or responsibility, Blindly pushing her into the abyss of emotion, leaving her alone in the abyss, bewildered.

At the same time, he became more and more aware of one thing, Lingrou had already left a place in his heart, and the reason why he refused to reveal his identity was because he still had a little desire for her in his heart?

Thinking of this, he couldn't help feeling a chill in his heart.

Only when he is with Ling Rou, can he enjoy life without any scruples and pressure, and enjoy the care and warmth she gives him, which is exactly the warmth he longs for and needs.

"Sorry……"

Ruan Qingyu suddenly took Ling Rou's hands and embraced her like a stick in his throat. In the end, he could only utter these three words in her ear with difficulty.

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