Secret (GL)

Big, wrote a lot of books.

Gu Shuge first wrote today's date, looked out the window, and found that it was snowing, then wrote the weather, heavy snow.Her strength has increased a lot. Although her writing speed is not as fast as that of a normal person, it is not at the speed of a snail.

Besides, she still has a whole night.So she decided to write slowly.

"I love Shen Juan." She wrote the first sentence.After writing, she blushed.She didn't know why she suddenly wrote this sentence, she just wrote it when she wanted to.

"We are together." The second sentence is this, after writing it down, the joy is like tonight's fish soup, bubbling and bubbling.

Gu Shuge paused for a moment, thinking that he might as well bring what happened after his death.So Gu Shuge used the tone she used to write an experiment report, and then wrote the third sentence: "I'm dead."

"There was a car accident on the way home. I stood next to my dead body, which was lying in a pool of blood in a strange and twisted position. I saw my shoes fall off. They were given to me by Shen Juan. My birthday present, I specially wore it today, because today is Shen Juan's birthday."

When Gu Shuge wrote this, she recalled that when she just became a ghost, her emotions were very light, like a gossamer, as if she was indifferent to life, death, or anything. There will be sharp fluctuations.

But now, she is getting closer and closer to the state before her death.Will be happy or uncomfortable, will be heartbroken, will feel distressed, and will be jealous and angry.

Is it because of Shen Juan's blood?Shen Juan's blood brought her back to the world.

Gu Shuge thought, and continued to write.She wrote it wherever she thought of, without paying attention to rhetoric. It was just a record anyway, and she would not show it to others.But as I wrote and wrote, I wrote more and more, so much that I couldn't finish it.

"Shen Juan stood in front of my dead body. She lifted the white cloth covering my face. I felt that she was on the verge of collapse. I wanted to comfort her, at least tell her that I was still alive, but I couldn't. This world Now, the only person I feel sorry for is Shen Juan."

"I followed Shen Juan and followed her all the way. It seemed that I was attracted and had to follow her, but my heart was willing to go with her. I went to the scene of the crime with her and returned home. I thought, After a person becomes a ghost, will he always exist like this? Will I always follow Shen Juan? What about Shen Juan? I'm very worried about her."

"She seems to have spotted me! She suddenly called my name to where I was."

Gu Shuge seemed to have completely returned to that time when Shen Juan suddenly called her name. At that moment, she was shocked, scared, nervous and looking forward to it.

The bedroom lights were on all night, and Gu Shuge gradually wrote his diary into a memoir, but she didn't care.

"I love her, but I dare not say it, and I even avoid thinking about it, because I will feel guilty. I don't want to destroy her life, and I don't want to turn myself into a bad person. Hateful face, ferocious words and deeds. I hope I can let go and have the opportunity to accompany her as a family member in the future. So I leave."

"She really felt me, super happy."

"She is suffering too much, and I am still her burden."

"She didn't take me as a burden, she never took me as a burden."

"She asked me to get on her body, I refused, she drank two cups of talisman water, she was in pain, I failed her kindness. She asked me, did I put a lot of pressure on you? I wanted to cry , but don’t ghosts have tears?”

"I owe her, and I can't pay it off."

"I can touch her blood, only her blood."

"I don't know who the murderer is."

"The old monk of Guangping Temple said that Shen Juan should let me go to reincarnation. I have a rich and noble appearance, and I will definitely be able to reincarnate in a good pregnancy in the next life. But without Shen Juan, the next life will be bitter or happy, poor or blessed, good or bad , what's the difference?"

Gu Shuge was concentrating on her desk. Her hand was sore from holding the pen, and she only stopped occasionally, took a break, and then continued.It was five o'clock when she wrote about her second visit to Guangping Temple.

I wrote seven pieces of paper, with more than [-] words.Gu Shuge felt that today was almost done, so he decided to continue tomorrow night.

But this should not be considered a diary, but a small memoir after becoming a ghost.

Gu Shuge couldn't just throw these memoirs on the table, she was afraid that Shen Juan would see them.It's not that Shen Juan can't watch, it's just that if he is watched, he will be very shy.So she wanted to find a place to hide.

Gu Shuge walked around the room, after all, it was his bedroom, and he knew about everything.After looking around, she quickly thought of a place that she read from the book