Curse Love Game

But I can't do it.

I couldn't even imagine a way to get revenge on her.

Because I know you need her material resources.

Or maybe it’s because she is someone who has been “transformed” by you.

So, I personally drafted the agreement for you.

The moment Kang Qianhui unconditionally entered my whitelist, I finally started to panic.

I realized that I couldn't go on like this. If I continue to be influenced by you, I would become less and less like myself and go further and further down the wrong path.

Obviously, what I want most is freedom and control over my destiny, not the sense of comfort of being with you!

So, without giving it any more thought, I chose to self-destruct.

I told you all about my bad past and deliberately threatened your trust.

I just hope that your influence on me can stop. Even if you hate me from now on and never want to be with me again, I must go back to being the original Zhang Yingqi!"

“But you told me that you wouldn’t report me and wouldn’t hate me.

He even suggested that he wanted to get a marriage certificate with me so that we could be tied together forever.

You are really, crazy..."

Chapter 157 All Secrets (Part )

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After that day, I didn’t know what to do. I could only stay away from you and then slowly think of a solution.

But I never thought that you would take all the blame for what I did.

But if it is just to take the blame, I actually don’t agree with it. I would even think that this approach is stupid.

But you're accomplishing too much at once.

Because of this incident, a wonderful chemical reaction occurred in everything.

You have redeemed three girls alone, four if you count me.

That doesn't even include the blows you dealt to the 'enemy'.

It's not just a genius idea, it also means unparalleled courage.

If it were me, I would never be able to face the criticism so easily.

I can't resist the urge to see you.

I want to know why you do all this, if it's just to get me, control me, manipulate me.

Then I might really do what you want.

Your influence on me has long been engraved in my bones.

But you just told me that you would be the first person to stand by me, that you would always support me, that you didn't want to manipulate me, but just hoped that I could be happy.

How can there be someone like you in this world...

This is not the normal human interest at all...

I don't understand……

I just couldn't figure it out no matter how hard I tried. My perception was about to collapse...

So, at that moment, I wanted to end it all.

Because for the first time, the world showed me a side of itself that I could not understand, and I could not accept it.

But unfortunately, I can never truly break down next to you.

I calmed down and wondered if there was really nothing else you wanted to do.

Even though I know you didn't lie just now, some purposes are hidden deep in your subconscious mind, and you may not even be aware of it.

For example, deep down you actually want to have relationships with multiple girls. Although you don’t want to control me, you want to play with their bodies and emotions.

In short, as long as I can understand it, any one will do.

So I deliberately mentioned them when I was being intimate with you.

But you don't seem to have this intention.

I fell into confusion again, until last night.

I was outside the hospital ward and overheard your conversation with Liu Xinyi.

It turns out that the person you really want to tame subconsciously is...Liu Xinyi.

At that moment, I connected all the previous links.

The relationship between you and the Liu mother and daughter is really strange. Even I can't come up with a definite conclusion after analyzing it.

All I know is that you have definitely never lived together.

Moreover, the similarity in appearance is irrefutable evidence.

At that moment, I felt liberated.

I found a reason to return to myself again.

I would never question your choices, just like you would never try to take away my freedom.

So what if they are siblings? As long as I can understand, there is no problem.

I will help you clear all obstacles and get everything you want.

I will protect you.

I will also take revenge on everyone who has hurt you.

Because you are the only one in my life.

But we can't get too close in the future.

I don't want anyone to know that you are my weakness.

Moreover, my 'disease' has been cured by you."

Zhang Yingqi stroked Xu Qiubai's face and gave a bitter smile.

"I now understand that my illness may not be a special kind of stupidity, but misanthropy.

I hate everything around me.

And what you have happens to be the ability to transform everything around me.

It’s just like a fairy tale…”

"Susu..."

The pure white suspender dress was thrown onto the table along with the stockings and bloomers.

Zhang Yingqi lay down with her head resting on Xu Qiubai's arms.

"Qiu Bai, next, I am going to tell you Zhang Yingqi's real secret that she has never told anyone."

"You should have discovered some clues, but you just haven't connected them together."

“For example, the body never has any unique smell.

There are basically no metabolic secretions and the body temperature is always very low.

They don't need much sleep and are naturally very tolerant of alcohol.

And, if you have the chance to talk to my roommates about this topic, they will tell you a strange phenomenon, that is, they have never seen any menstrual products of Zhang Yingqi in the bathroom. "

Zhang Yingqi breathed softly towards the sleeping Xu Qiubai, and the scent of milk that she had applied on his neck was completely absorbed by Xu Qiubai's body.

Then move the right hand down.

"I'm sorry. I used the same method last time and reduced your control."

“Perhaps, you can check the R&D companies of related products on the market, and there may be some clues about Liu Xinyi’s life experience. After all, you mentioned that another super major shareholder of Donghai University is rooted in the pharmaceutical field.

Because these things were provided to me by those people, the prices on the market are extremely expensive and it is difficult to get them in stock.”

"That day at the lake, I lied to you about something. I said that if it was a party, I could accompany you to release your primitive impulses."

“This is a multi-layered scam...”

"Because I never took the key out of the manor."

"If you want to take me to a hotel, the birthday on my ID card will prevent you from doing so."

"Well, I told you a fake birthday, but it was that idiot Liu Xinyi who spent the first real birthday of my life with me together with her mother..."

"Even though you didn't in the end... I didn't mean to play a trick on you."

"Because, ever since I was born, my body is different from all other girls'."

"God opened a few doors for my brain, but also closed a few windows for my body."

Zhang Yingqi's right hand suddenly stopped.

"That's great. In this respect, you are a normal man. In fact, you are a very good man."

Zhang Yingqi suddenly smiled happily, as if a mother saw her child's performance surpassed others.

"But most of the hormone levels in my body are abnormal...including those I use with my lover."

"To put it in a more technical way, I can't produce any neurotransmitters related to my gender."

"I can't even imagine what the kind of happiness described in books and on the Internet feels like."

"It's kind of like the 'curse of knowledge' theory in reverse, where people can't understand types of knowledge that they are completely unfamiliar with."

“The doors God has closed… don’t stop there.”

"Qiu Bai, have you heard of Müllerian duct dysgenesis? This is a very large category of pathology."

"I've never had a menstrual period in my life."

"So, even if I marry you, I won't be able to have a more talented baby with you."