Unexpected romance

The morning sunlight streamed in through the cracks in the window. Shang got up, and the first thing she did was grab her phone from the bedside table. Sure enough, it was the same as before, a WeChat message from Yu Sheng. The only difference was that the content had changed.

Good morning, my idol!

Shang stared at the screen and grinned foolishly for a long time before quickly replying.

Good morning, my goddess!

Obtaining happiness is not difficult, at least for Yu Sheng and Shang, happiness happens in any seemingly insignificant little thing every day.

The two would occasionally exchange WeChat messages and chat. However, when Yu Sheng said, "Actually, I was the one who took the initiative to approach you. I should apologize. I'm so sorry for making you sad!" Shang didn't know how to respond. He clearly cared, but he had to force himself to refuse. He was heartbroken, but he pretended to have a smile on his face.

So he made a decision: he planned to use a lie to cover up his true feelings so that no one would notice, and perhaps then he would feel at ease.

"From now on, let's be friends, the best kind, even confidants, and we won't bother each other in the real world anymore!" He didn't know why he had the courage to say these words, he only knew that he should bear all the pain himself and there was no need to involve innocent people. He should give her happiness. Hadn't he said before that as long as she was happy, he would be happy? Perhaps it was all worth it.

"I need to heal first. Although I'm very sad, I know you mean well. You go ahead with your work!"

The words "You're busy!" made him feel distant and unfamiliar.

The former Shang was a very carefree person who could delete anyone's information without a care in the world and without a trace of guilt. But now he has changed. He has become hesitant, indecisive, and no longer the person he used to be.

He stared at his phone screen for a long time, waiting for her message, even just a short "What are you doing right now?", but the phone screen remained silent, without a single sound.

"The account registration for the new area is complete, is that right?" Shang used a flimsy excuse to get closer to her. She didn't notice, but to him, it seemed like things had returned to normal, even though he had deleted all the ambiguous emojis.

Sure enough, Yu Sheng became interested and quickly chose a couple's name for the two of them in the new server. Everything proceeded smoothly.

"Let's start a clan!"

"You're going to be the boss!"

When Shang saw it, he just smiled. He didn't care about these things. He just wanted to put his feelings for her into every scene, including the family. So the family name "Devoted to You for a Lifetime" was born.

"Do you want to be the clan leader?" Shang asked.

"No need, too much trouble, hehe!" Shang could feel the mischievous grin on the other end of the screen.

There was a time when he was someone who hated trouble, so he chose to be alone, just to find a peaceful place.

"Let's have a party later!" Yu Sheng sent the message around 7 p.m.

"This seems to be the first time you've ever volunteered for a party, right? Keep it up...!" After replying, Shang glanced at the message card. She had secretly bought hearts, just for that love letter she had written herself?

"I went to the new district!" Shang showed her a screenshot of his competition in the new district. In the video, he was firmly in first place. He wasn't showing off, but to prove to her that he could give her enough security in an unfamiliar environment.

"220 got blown up! I'll give you 240 later!"

"Okay!" Yu Sheng gave him a rose-like expression.

Shang was very nervous. Since his return, he had only managed to hit her at a speed of 240 three times. Yet, he didn't know where he got the confidence to make such a promise to her, and even secretly planned to stay up all night.

Perhaps it was fate, because Shang got hit on her very first try. She chose another song with a speed of 240, "Only You I Have Feelings!" It was a song she specially chose because it had a lot of meaning, and it was also the song she had prepared to dance for her.

However, the nightmare also began with a party. Shang had prepared the party cards well in advance and even wrote down the love words he wanted to say while dancing with Yu Sheng, but...

No mood... no mood... MISS... MISS...

For the first time, the two tasted the bitter fruit of failure. Yu Sheng comforted Shang, saying that it was difficult but it was okay. However, Shang did not want to give up so easily. He would definitely do whatever she asked.

then……

He bought an aid to complete the task. Although the party was eventually completed, he was still a little upset. He used G, which was very painful for him, as he always chose to rely on himself. He originally wanted to complete this part himself, but he still failed.

He seemed to have lost the desire to jump, and after checking the time, he realized it was already the agreed time.

"Your man is useless; he can only use G!"

"fine!"

This is the first time I've heard you say "your man." Before, it was always "He's mine, he's mine!"

Shang sent a "sick" emoji, as if those three words were typed out reflexively.

"My man!"

When Shang saw the words Yu Sheng typed, his face was full of smiles. He had been waiting for this sentence for a long time since they met, and today she finally said it.

"My woman!" Shang replied.

"It's late, I'm logging off now. You should go to sleep early too!"

"Um!"

After seeing Yu Sheng leave, Shang did not log off, but stood alone in the room, reflecting on what she had just said.

"My man, my idol!" She must be secretly thrilled inside.

We are both sensitive people

They are more likely to feel sadness than others.

They are also more likely to experience happiness than others.

We both want to hug each other, yet we force ourselves to push each other away.

Endless torment, unbearable suffering

Happiness isn't about what I possess.

Rather, it was due to an unintentional action.

A smile, a hug, and "You're here!"

The purest love will never cease.

Yu Sheng misses you, the one she truly loves deep down.

Watching the sweet words he uttered in the game, Shang was once again immersed in them. Yu Sheng was a very special person, and also a girl who expressed herself even more reservedly than Shang. Therefore, Shang cherished and cared about the sweet words that came from Yu Sheng's mouth.

A simple "Good morning, my idol!" is enough to make him happy all day.

Sometimes Shang would deliberately distance himself from her, but no matter how much he complained about her or ignored her, the subtext was always "I love her!" Perhaps it wasn't dramatic or earth-shattering; it seemed calm, but that was only on the surface.

Saying one thing and meaning another has unknowingly become a label of sorrow. He may appear happy, but deep down he yearns for something more. Being too sensible is painful, and caring too much about someone is also painful. But he hopes that he can handle these things himself. The pain has already numbed him, so why fear adding another layer?

In his eyes, she should smile more, feel less wronged, and be less sad; that would satisfy him.