Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"Although human nature is selfish, I believe that there is always something worth protecting behind selfishness. I used to always think that everything I gave, even if everything was not what I wanted most , but at least he is what my family wants most, and I am willing to protect it for my family, no matter what means, at the expense of everything and my most precious time, but I don't care, but gradually I found out that all Everything in my life is completely different from what I imagined, even if I give everything to replace all my sincerity, how can I get nothing but harm in the end.

No one has ever thought about my pain from my point of view. I always thought that as long as I can live strong to the end, I can let go of all the past and let everyone live happily. own life.But later I found out that all this was my wrong idea. Even if I gave everything, so what, I would never be able to exchange my family, the most sincere concern for myself, in your eyes except What else can my family have, you think about you, in my eyes, I can give everything I have for the family members, but you, you are doing everything for your own freedom and to achieve your own goals, our essence There is a difference, I am for the people in my family, but you are for yourselves.

Sometimes I can't believe my eyes, and I can't believe that everything I see is done by the people I trust the most. I never thought that I would end up like this. , I have come step by step to the present, no one knows how difficult it is, all my pain and heartache are here, I want to make everything completely different from the original, but in the end I have nothing arrive.

During this period of time, I thought about getting a lot of things in return. I lived very hard and uncomfortable every day, but everything I got was not the ending I wanted most. I was already numb, and I didn’t know what I wanted. What exactly do I want? Step by step, I make myself different from everyone else, because I believe that as long as I work hard, I will be myself, and I will be nothing in the end, but in the eyes of others, I have at least worked hard, and then I I found that even if I put in all the effort, so what, I can't get back my relatives, my concern for myself, my relatives chose to leave me, betray me, and never step into my life again in this life , How heartbroken I was at that moment, who ever cared about my situation, I became what I am now step by step, and who ever thought about how hard it was for all the hard work I have put in" New Bayi Chinese website first launch

"Father, in fact, we know what you think in your heart, and we also know that all you do is for us, but you have never thought about not doing to others what you don't want, don't you understand this truth? You don't even want it yourself. Why do you force it on us? We are human beings, living people, we are not pets, and we also have our own feelings in our inner world. All the efforts we have made will always symbolize our own hearts. The thing I want the most in the depths, I don’t want to change my original thoughts because of some things, I don’t want myself to become worse and worse, I just hope that I can live happily, easily and happily, Is it so difficult? I turned everything into what I am today. I never thought that one day I would become so numb.

You think about how difficult it was for me without these years when everything slowly changed I wanted to change everything about myself again and again, I made so many changes for nothing else , but in order to be able to have the same ideals as you one day, but in the end I found that even if I gave all this, even if I changed all my directions, what I got in the end is what you don’t understand You don’t have anyone standing From my point of view, I have understood my pain, how difficult it is for me to get to this day, I think about how I should spend my life every day, and what kind of life I should walk out to prove to myself what I should be Take everything you deserve.

Dad, we live different lives every day, every step we take is different, I just hope that we can have the most honest people with each other, things I don't want us to become, like now This way, everything is different from my idea, do you understand? I just hope that everyone can live happily. I only hope that everyone should live their own life and do what they want to do most. I don't want to become what I am now. "

"You made a change, didn't I make a change? Is all this bullshit what I do? Isn't everything I give supposed to be a give? Is it just what you do that's right?

In your eyes, is it wrong for every decision made by others? Not everyone has any qualifications to do this. Everyone should know the mistakes they have made and what they should do. How to take the responsibility that you should bear.You have thought about not having all the things you have paid. It is actually a very painful thing in my heart. I have thought about it again and again, using my greatest tolerance to forgive my children, because in my heart Deep down in my heart, you are all my children no matter what, no matter how many wrong things you have done, I should forgive you, but I really can't do it, I can completely give you up as before. Let go, don't care about any of your affairs anymore, but that kind of result is not what we want. If I continue to interfere in your affairs, it will only increase your disgust for me. Ask yourself, deep down in your heart really didn't hate me didn't hate me

There are more and more things like this now, I don’t want the gap between our father and son to get deeper and deeper, I just hope to give everyone a moderate space, so that everyone can understand what kind of life they want most, you I really don’t want to help you remember all the things I did before. As soon as I recall those things, I feel like I’m sitting on pins and needles deep down in my heart. It hurts so much. I was hurt by you again, just like the one you abandoned me many years ago."