Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"Grandpa, grandpa, grandpa, I don't think about anything, I just want to live according to my heart, and now the voice in my heart is telling me, I must be with him, regardless of the cost, no matter what happens in the end. What kind of ending will I face, no matter whether he will marry me and have children in the end, I am willing, even if he leaves me and takes all my property in the end, I am still willing to be with him, this is The appearance of love, this is the most pure and flawless love, my love for him is not mixed with any interests, my love for him is just to prove that I really love her very much!"

They never thought that there would be a day when they knew each other so well. Maybe this kind of life came so suddenly that they were overwhelmed. They never thought that one day they would become like this , no one would have ever thought of myself, the final outcome would be as ugly as it is now, every road I have walked, walked farther and farther, gradually lost my direction, did not know where I was going The road he chooses, step by step, makes himself full of the road he once wanted, and it will never be his way back. Maybe his law will never be here, and what he wants is only a sunny road. His master gave him too much sadness. What he wanted was so simple, but in the end he couldn't get anything.

"Wait a minute, can you tell grandpa that you want to ask him these questions about grandpa and grandma tonight, who asked you to ask them? If it is your father, then you go back and tell him, if he If you don’t believe everything we say to him, then don’t ask us any more reasons. If your great-grandpa chose to ask you to ask us this sentence, please also tell him that some things are not in a few words I can tell clearly, and I hope that they will stop pursuing this matter persistently, holding on to this matter again and again, and there is no benefit in holding on to it.

My child, I can tell from your attitude that no matter what your grandma and I do, you feel that we are not your family, because what we did really disappointed you, but you know I don't know how much effort we have put in these years to return to this home. Maybe others can't see it at all, but can't you see it in yours?I don't know what I want. We have paid so much again and again. What is it for?We do not care about any cost again and again, is it really just to be hurt by you again and again?

I know that we did something sorry to you at the beginning, but now I have changed my mind, and I have paid a heavy price for everything I have committed. Why do you still hold on to this matter? put?

As you said, you want to live a stable and peaceful life, don't I?I am also a human being, I also have feelings, I also have emotions, and I also have the desire to contribute to my family. Have you never considered how my state of mind is?

If it is you who are hit like this again and again, if you are subjected to what others say to you again and again, if you are faced with doubts from others time and time again, and those people are still your own family, he is simply If you don’t believe anything you say, how will you feel in your heart? Is your inner world really feeling good?

Let's compare our hearts, isn't it good for everyone to express their feelings?I know what you said to us today speaks from your heart, what about us?Are we really not suffering in our hearts?Are we really not moved in the slightest?

You think that we are too selfish as parents, and we as grandparents are too inconsiderate of your feelings. What about you, do the things you do and the words you say take our dignity into consideration?You belittle our self-esteem again and again. In your eyes, is our self-esteem really so worthless?I also want a peaceful life, and I just want everyone to live happily. I also want to bring happiness to everyone. I don't want me to leave you with only painful memories every time.Why do you even come to destroy this request?

No matter what, the blood on your body is the same, my blood pressure, your father's blood is my own, he is my own son, and what about you?You are his biological son, so isn't it the same as my blood that flows from your body?Why do you still have such thoughts?Why do you feel that thinking like this is simply right, that you never think about yourself, is it really a mistake?It's not you but me who hit me again and again. I'm a part of this family. Do you really treat us as a family by doing this?Maybe never! "

Xia Jing knew that her husband was really sad this time. He would never say these words with tears in his eyes, but what he said today were all the truth in his heart. After staying for so many years, I have never said anything about him, because I know that even if I say these things in my heart, it will not have any effect, but now that he chooses to say them, it proves that his inner world still chooses to be with himself. He wants to make a bet with his family, he wants to make a bet with the sky, he wants to see how his family's hearts are doing, he wants to know how his family can treat himself as a family Instead of guarding against himself again and again, it would be meaningless if he returned to this home.

"Zhentian, what's wrong with you today? I know you feel uncomfortable, but you don't need to say such things to your children. You don't know that your children will have thoughts in their hearts if you say these words. Well, he is just himself, he has suffered too much grievance over the years, he couldn't help but tell us all at once today, it is not easy for him to confide his heart to us, how can you do this?"

"Grandma, in fact, what Grandpa said is not wrong, because everything he does is really for the good of this family, maybe my behavior today is really a little too excited!

I didn't take into account the endurance in your hearts. I was only thinking about what kind of life I wanted in my heart, but I forgot what kind of blows you can bear. Over the years, because everyone in my family has Telling me how you abandoned this family at the beginning, so I will reject you deep in my heart, but I never thought that my rejection of you would eventually lead to such a situation, if because of what I said, If you misunderstood something, or caused you to misunderstand something because of what I did to you today, then I sincerely apologize to you here, I didn't mean it!

But I still really thank you all, if not for you, I would not have this opportunity to express my heart, these words are hidden in my heart, for so many years, as I grow up and accumulate in my heart day by day, I have never I dare not talk to others, let alone my own parents.

Because when I mention you to them, they will be a little hesitant deep in their hearts. I know they are also suffering, so I can’t mention my grandpa and grandma in front of them, and I dare not tell them, and I dare not ask about your affairs. , but today I asked all the words in my heart face to face, and I was really happy and relaxed in my heart.

I never thought that one day I could live such a frank life, and I could also ask all the questions in my heart. That feeling is really comfortable! "

"Now I think back to the past bit by bit, I am really grateful, and I am also very grateful that you gave me such a fate, allowing me to choose my own life, but in the end I still failed everyone's expectations of me, Step by step, I made myself numb, I made myself forget all love step by step, I made myself no longer value family affection, I made myself a greedy person, none of you can understand the kind of sad pain, I I just hope that I can live happily, but in the end I got something, but in exchange for everyone’s views on me time and time again, and blows to me again and again, I can’t bear such pain, what do you have? There is no way for me to bear such pain in the future, and there is no way for you to change all of this!"

Zhang Yichen found that the mother here seems to be able to see the voice in his heart, what he thinks, what he asks clearly, but who knows what he is doing all this for?

When the people in his family heard him say these words, they had no choice but to sigh deeply. Those who can say such words can only be children with immature minds who can say such naive words. People who have been away for many years, who can say such innocent words, are still inexperienced, too easy to be deceived, and too easy to give up their true love.

"Zhang Nai, in fact, you should have a clear understanding of what we are able to get to where we are today. I remember every sincere thing you said to me back then, and I will never forget it in this life. Only two I wish I could clearly remember those words at the beginning, maybe you never thought of such an ending, I choose a person, the path of life is different, and the ending you will face is also different , I have done too many wrong things, I don't want to regret as much as before, and continue to live.

You remember every word I said, and I also remember every word I said when I was talking to you about my scheming, and I remember every word you said to me clearly, but I never I have no choice to give up like this, because I believe that I have done something, and it is just a sincere thought in the middle. I have no reason or any way to make my family become myself. How about this I don’t want to see? , I should learn to let everyone in the family follow their own pace, maybe that kind of life is a real life! "

"Grandpa and grandma, I actually understand now why my parents hate you so much, and I also understand why you make his grandpa so sad. Sometimes I see his grandpa hiding in a corner secretly Wiping my tears, I was quite disappointed in that feeling, watching him cry again and again, but I stood silently by the side, there was no way to help him, I really couldn't bear to see such a thing, I I really hope that God can let him live happily. When he was hospitalized, how desperate I was at that time. A person who loves me the most is admitted to the hospital. I may never get his love for me again. love.

Maybe you think I am greedy, I already have the love of my own parents, I am much happier than my own biological father, my biological father never got the love of my own parents since childhood, but my parents have never been loved by my own parents. I have been by my side since I was born, and I will never leave. For me, I should choose contentment. People should be contented to be happy all the time, but I have no choice, because other children have grandparents. Companionship, but I have no one, there is a mentality of comparison, and if he sees a doctor and sees someone else, then he will find in his heart that there is not so much where he is.

Every decision I make is related to whether my parents will live happily. All I want is for my family to be happy. I don't care about anything, I can give up everything , I can live in devil training all my life, but I can't make my parents unhappy. "

"Children, the decision we made may break your heart, but I also hope you can forgive me. I already know that I was wrong. I have never lived a happy life during the years I left. , I live in pain and guilt every day, I have spent so many years, I have become numb, I don’t know what kind of life I want, but until I met you and saw you there When I was playing happily, I realized what I had lost.

You are my grandson and the next heir of the Zhang family. No matter what, we all hope that you will be happy. Life with you is the happiest and happiest. If you are not in this life, then what do you think of you What is the meaning of life for my parents?All they want is that their children can grow up safely, and their families can stay by their side happily, no matter what kind of harm the final result will bring to each other, no matter whether it will cause harm to everyone in the end. There is a lot of pain in my heart, but as long as I firmly believe in each other, as long as I can get together in the end, what kind of problem is there? "

"In your eyes, you think that if you do something wrong, you can ask others to forgive you easily, but why do you have the right to let others forgive you regardless of everything? Why did you make mistakes? Do you want others to pay for you? Why do you want others to bear the consequences for your own mistakes? You don’t want to take responsibility for the mistakes you make, just think about how to avoid all the mistakes again and again, so Is it really the right thing? You have never considered how much pain we have in our hearts. You only think that you can be happy, and wandering around the world happily is enough. Why do you behave like this? selfish?

Living selfishly is really tiring. I can never be as selfish as you. I can even abandon my own child. I know that you may have had difficulties over the years, but you do you know?Although my father doesn't say anything, but he is also very sad, tormented and blamed in his heart. He is like me. If you choose not to take care of me by my side, I will wonder if my grandparents don't like me. I'm not cute enough to be obedient, but in my father's heart, my father would think why his parents chose to leave his side, why didn't they want to spend more time with him?Is it because I am too uncute, or because I am not worthy of them in their hearts, and they spend their time taking care of themselves.

Perhaps you have never thought that my father would have such an idea in his heart, to be honest, but I know that when my father had this idea, I was also taken aback.

My father looks so cheerful, so happy, but no one knows the pain in his heart. He buried all the pain deep in his heart and never showed it to anyone.

Many times, many things, as long as we understand each other more, care more, and greet each other more, then any problem will be fine, but you have never had any communication, just like me, I was abandoned by you After so long, I know that you still have me in your heart, but I just don’t know how to tell it. I chose my own way to believe you, but you don’t know that my parents also have it in their hearts. How uncomfortable and disappointing, the most important thing is my great-grandfather, she has paid too much for our family's happy life, the hospital is still worrying about our family's affairs, but what about you?

You have never been by our side. I don’t know what method and language you should use to communicate with us. Maybe there is a generation gap when we communicate, but do you know?Everyone hopes that their parents will stay by their side. Parents hope that their sons, daughters-in-law and even daughters-in-law can be filial to themselves by their side, even if there is only simple company, even if they do nothing, As long as you have this person by your side is enough, but you are missing all the most important care, you can cruelly abandon all of these, there is nothing in your heart that is worth looking at differently, All you want is happiness in your own eyes, freedom in your eyes, but do you know?All that can't be exchanged for those relatives after all, they return their relatives' eternal love for themselves!

When your friends are disappointed in you, you will find that everything you did was wrong, and why did you leave in the first place regardless of the happiness of your family..."

"Remember? You told me these words back then. At that moment we had everything, and we were still arguing and fighting with each other. Who would have thought that we would have today?"

You told me before that no matter what kind of pain you have experienced, as long as you stick to the dream deep in your heart, even if there are thorns ahead, as long as you still have a dream in your heart, then you will shine brightly one day, no one is Unchanged, unchanging, only low loess.