Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"Nai'er, my great-grandfather told you that although your father opposes you, it is out of love for you. He knows that he is more accurate than you in seeing people, and he can clearly know that a person is with you. What is the purpose of being together? Your current other half, maybe you do have his position in your heart and it is very important, but deep down in his heart he just regards you as a cash machine, and all he wants is money And status, not your love.

Or tell you that what he wants is everything in your family, not you, let alone your heart. Your people are of no use to him. is omnipotent.

Your father didn't tell you clearly, because he didn't want to break your fantasy of being in love. He knew that he had also experienced it, so he knew better than anyone what kind of heart-piercing pain it was. He hoped that his The son doesn't have to bear the pain he once endured again. He hopes that you can live a happy life. This is out of the deepest love for his son as a father. "

Only now did he understand that his father kept silent, just to avoid hurting himself. Maybe he should listen to him, but he really couldn't just give up on the woman in front of him. That was his first love. I should persevere, or maybe there will be a different ending, maybe my father and my great-grandfather saw it wrong?

I slowly listened to the sound of snow falling, closing my eyes and imagining that it would not stop!

"I just made it very clear to your family members that everyone's choice is different. If your son chooses to sleep for the rest of his life, choose to lie on the hospital bed and cannot move for the rest of his life, then no one can wake him up unless he I am willing to wake up and see everyone who cares about him in this world. Of course, you said just now that his finger moved, which does not rule out the possibility of him waking up, but the chances of this are extremely small. To be honest, in Clinically, very few people will wake up naturally after sleeping for so long. There are few precedents for this kind of thing. When he wakes up, his practice certificate will be revoked and he will be asked to take the vocational exam again. However, Mr. Zhang’s situation is different. He doesn’t need any professional certificate, nor does he need to take any vocational exams, so his choice is not difficult. She can choose to sleep forever, or she can choose when to wake up. All of this is determined by his inner thoughts. If his heart really hopes that he can wake up, then he will definitely wake up. If he is afraid of waking up and facing something that makes him cruel and sad, he will block his heart, and he will choose not to wake up forever, because the dream in the dream will never be painful, What you get in reality will always be pain, everyone understands this truth very well, and I believe you as family members also understand it very well..."

"You two, don't embarrass the doctor. The doctor has already said very clearly that whether your son can wake up or not depends entirely on God's will. If he recovers well, maybe we can still be discharged from the hospital, but if he If he recovers a little bit worse, then he will never be able to leave the hospital. So far, you have experienced so many ups and downs, and I don’t know what the two of you are thinking about? Did you choose to have sex? Do you want to go together or choose to just complete the task?" Mr. Zhang asked Zhang Zhentian and Xia Jing.

"I don't want to explain anything now, but I hope it can bless my son to go through the dangerous period safely. Today is the second day. If he doesn't wake up today, then he may really die for the rest of his life." Lying on the hospital bed and unable to move, is my son really going to be ruined here for the rest of his life?" Xia Jing took Zhang Yichen's hand and said, "Son, you should wake up quickly, you know that mom and dad How worried are you? You went out alone and haven’t called us back for so long. Do you know that we took me around to find you again? It was my mother’s fault before, and my mother shouldn’t do so much to hurt you Things shouldn’t mean anything. They go against you. When my mother saw you like this, I suddenly realized that many things are not as easy as I imagined. Many things, once I make a decision It's useless for others to regret it. When I saw you lying on the hospital bed, I realized that you were also so fragile. It turned out that you were also sick and unable to move in the hospital. At that moment, I realized that I The love for you is too little, too little, I have never been with you for so many years, I have taken the initiative to go to the hospital for a physical examination, and I have not accompanied you to make yourself comfortable, but now I want to understand, don’t take time to accompany you every day I am with you, because being with your children is the greatest happiness. Don’t you always want to be with your beloved girl? My mother has been against you before, but now as long as you can wake up, then I will definitely agree with you Together, because I don’t want to lose your precious son, can you forgive my mother? Let my mother make up for what I owe you over the past ten years. I want to watch you eat every day, and I want to watch you grow stronger day by day Growing up, I want to watch your nutrition become more normal day by day. That is the greatest comfort for me as a mother. I never thought that you would live with your father to that point, even myself Are you still not sure why you have to fight every night? In fact, after so many things, my mother finally understands now that nothing is more important than you. I just hope you can live a good life, you know? When you choose When I recognized my mother, I was so happy in my heart. After waiting for more than ten years, I finally got your sincere recognition, but your mother came too late. Soon, something like this happened to you, child, come back safely! As long as you can come back safely, I am willing to do anything you ask me to do. As long as you can come back safely, no matter what you do after you come back For such a decision, I will support you unconditionally, as long as you come back safely, even if you let me die, I don't care, as long as you can come back safely..."

No one thought that he would say such heart-piercing words. According to all of them, Xia Jing only knew her own interests and never thought that others would. What kind of harm, but this time, being so lowly, he actually considered other people's feelings. This time, Xia Jing didn't treat anyone selfishly like before. Everyone present thought that it was because Xia Jing's own son was sick , that's why Xia Jing made such a decision. If it was someone else, would Xia Jing say that again?

I don't know if Zhang Yichen heard what Xia Jing said, his fingers moved again.

At this moment, even the doctor himself was stunned. No one thought that he, who was about to become a vegetable, could move his fingers again. Could it be that he was going to wake up because of this?This is simply a huge miracle clinically, no one can wake up so easily.But today, he actually witnessed the biggest clinical miracle.

After the doctor conducted a comprehensive examination for Zhang Yichen again, he finally came to a result, that is, Zhang Yichen chose to sleep from now on.

"Doctor, you just saw that his fingers really moved, so can he really wake up now? Is it possible for him to wake up?" Lei Jian asked.

"After the identification of several of our experts, it was found that he did not choose to be awake, but that he was about to fall into a deep sleep. He had completely closed his heart. He didn't want to wake up and face the cruel truth, so he wanted to continue Go to sleep because he thinks that in his inner world, he won't be sad about anything!"

"At the same time, I also ask your family members to be mentally prepared, and may never wake up again, but any of her vital signs are normal, but he did not breathe on his own!"

After the doctor finished speaking, he turned around and left the ICU intensive care unit, leaving Zhang Yichen's family members waiting in the ICU intensive care unit. They, everyone couldn't believe it, this was the fact that he was about to face, but they had to accept.

As if you held my hand and never gave up!

"Grandpa, I know that you are doing it for my own good, but I still want to persevere. Maybe this time you and Dad are both wrong, and he is not that kind of person. He is really just trying to show my feelings. My people, not for my wealth, but for my happiness, I hope I can use all of my own to gamble once, no matter whether I win or lose, at least I have no regrets..."

Zhang Yichen heaved a long sigh, he never thought that his child would be so stubborn.

Everyone in the family is for his own good, but in his eyes, what should be done to make him less hurt, what should be done to make him feel calm Face all of these frankly, instead of taking chances and thinking about bearing the consequences.

There is no extended relationship between us, no right of mutual possession, only a moment of shallow overlap between dawn and night.

Zhang Zhentian never thought that his wife would live such a hard life with him, without even a little happiness. What did he, a husband, do to his wife to make her feel this way? Sad and sad, is he really so incompetent as a husband in his eyes?He obviously hopes that his wife can live happily with him, but why is he not happy at all when he is with him? Listening to every word his wife says is like holding a knife It's like inserting it in my heart, loving me like that, and giving everything to treat her, but in the end, he treats me indifferently again and again, and even every hurt I said to myself today makes me sad If so, what should I do to make my wife feel less uncomfortable and live happily together? Is it true that only when I completely let go and leave him, will his heart be truly relieved and happy?

As soon as this idea appeared in Zhang Zhentian's mind, he quickly killed this idea. He didn't want this idea to continue to survive in his mind, because this idea made him feel afraid that he cared so much about himself My wife, I can't live without him. If I really let him go, then who should I turn to in my life? Is it possible that I really want to live alone for the rest of my life?Absolutely can't let such a thing happen, if such a thing happens, then I really can't be happy in my life.

"Wife, I know that everything I did before made you very sad, and those things I did made you feel ugly. I even made you take so much blame for me because of my selfishness." , I know that all these things are my fault, I shouldn't treat you so selfishly, but I really have no way to leave you in my heart, if you want to leave me, isn't that the same as slapping me Tendons, peel my skin, eat and drink my blood? The only person I can’t live without in this life is you. There were so many good memories, can you really just turn around and forget them? I don’t believe in those things There is no memory in your mind, how I long to live with you, can you give me a little time, give me trust, can you give me another chance, and continue to live with me , let us be truly happy with each other, isn’t it good to have each other? Why do you have to make everyone suffer so much? You left me, your heart is also very painful, and my heart is even more painful, why do you commit me? punish yourself for your mistakes?"

Xia Jing was also very reluctant to part with this relationship.After all, this relationship is a relationship that I have lived for so many years in exchange for more than ten years of love between husband and wife, more than ten years of ups and downs, and so many hardships, all of which were overcome by two people hand in hand, and today How could I give up on him so selfishly? I gave up this relationship that I could live happily and happily. Why should I be as selfish as before, only thinking about myself? , but if I agree to be with her again, who can guarantee that the same thing as a few years ago will not happen again in the future, a lie can get a divorce, so what interest does it have for me to be with him, so that I am in What is the value in his eyes?

"I really don't know whether I should believe every word you say. You made the same promise a few years ago, and you made the same promise more than ten years ago, but you have never fulfilled your promise until now. Statements, promises seem to have become the order of the day, no matter how much you say promises you never think about how you feel and you can't forget it's the first time something hurts I can forgive you you make me again and again I have to live, I can still forgive you, but you have a lie, let me divorce you, this is an eternal pain in my heart, I can't forget it, I think you were so determined at the beginning, you forced me to the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau If you want me to divorce you, I promise you. I know that you have been looking for me since then, but I can’t be with you anymore. Every time I am with you, I will think of begging you at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau. The scene when you were still so determined, so cruel, despite my begging and begging for you, you still asked me to abandon you, and you were very happy in your heart at the moment you abandoned me. We have been separated for so many years I don't know what you have experienced, but you said you would come back, and now you want me to come back to you like an order, why? Why should I treat you like this again and again? Is it because you are My ex-husband? Do I want to forgive you again and again? I am not a saint. I can’t treat a relationship like a saint. If you hurt me, you hurt me. As long as you hurt me, then you The harm you caused to me will not be forgiven by you simply begging me for mercy and begging for mercy. I really can’t love you like I used to. Love has long since disappeared, why bother to embarrass each other now, I want to have my own life, and in this life is the days without you, the time without you, my life is better than being with you I don’t know how many times I am happier, I can do what I want freely, I can live in my own world without any worries, because when you are with me, I always think about you in my heart, I am afraid that if I am with you, others will be hurt, but you, you never care about these things, you only know how to enjoy a person who only knows how to enjoy, you don’t deserve to live with me, and I don’t deserve to be with someone like you , because your selfishness scares me, because everything you do scares me, I don't want to live like this anymore, this kind of life makes me walk on eggshells every day, I can't stand it, my spirit The pressure is too great, I am really afraid, if I continue to live with you, one day my spirit will collapse, I don’t want my day to come so early, I want to live for a while, I want to see My son can forgive me, I don't want to completely lose my precious life because of your relationship, please don't pester me in the future, pestering me is not good for each other!"

We still insist on waiting in the same place, standing each other as two worlds, you will never understand my sadness, just like the day will never understand the darkness of night, like the eternally burning sun, you will never know the waxing of the moon lack!

"Perhaps we shouldn't stop you. We should let you experience it for yourself. Then you will know whether what everyone does will harm you. Others will use their methods, and they will use cruel methods to teach you a lesson. Let you never forget.

As parents, we really can't bear to see you suffer so much, but we also have our pride deep in our hearts. We can't choose to interfere with your life path just to make you suffer less pain. That's you Our own choice, we have no way to control your choice, but please remember that our non-intervention does not mean that we agree, so we can do it ourselves! "