Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"If I can really do it all over again and piece together a new story, maybe it will become what you love, and let the past disappear in place. I will go to a city with you, so that we can start again."

Zhang Yichen has never asked his family members if they have the feeling of regretting their lives, and he doesn't know where to start. Maybe everything that everyone has faced is not exactly the same as what he suffered. But if I choose to ask, then the ending will be even more different from what I imagined.If I ask myself once, then all of this may slowly change drastically. I can't let everyone in my family suffer such a blow, let alone let the people around me who treat me best again and again Bearing such sadness and pain, he would rather bear all the losses by himself than let others share the joys and sorrows with him.

Because deep down in his heart, he knows how every decision he has made has hurt everyone in the family. If he is still as selfish as before this time, then he really doesn't know how to live in this world. What's the use in the world? Is it to live in this world to make the relatives and friends around you feel sad and lost again and again because of the decisions you make?

Deep down in his heart, he knew that that was not the ending he wanted, let alone the answer he wanted. He has done many good things in his life, and he has saved many people, but he never thought that I would end up in the end. Faced with such an ending, let yourself choose again and again, and hope that when you live in this world with new ideas, it may be a kind of happiness in the eyes of others, but it is a kind of deep happiness in your own eyes. Torture, who can know what it feels like to end up not getting the answer you want most after giving everything you have.

No one has ever considered what kind of life for themselves from their own perspective. Every step I take is based on my own feelings, step by step, and only I know how far I have gone. Everyone thinks that all this is so incredible, even if everyone thinks that what they have done is a big mistake, but as long as they have a clear conscience, they will feel that all this is so simple, and they don't need to care about others. Views and ideas, but did I really get the ending I wanted most in the end?Losing the person I love the most makes my family look like this time and time again. My family members are hurt because of my own decisions time and time again. I can only watch silently there, but I can do nothing. This is really true. Is it the ending you most want to see?I have paid a lot, and every step of the way makes me unbelievable. That is the path I most wanted to take.

There are some things he really wants to ask, but he doesn't know where to start. He thinks that as long as he can ask those words deep in his heart, he may have a different ending. Standing on the pinnacle of life, looking at those who are beyond my reach, looking at those who are still struggling to climb up under their feet, I really have mixed feelings deep in my heart. I used to walk like that, why? Others can go so hard, but now I feel that all the hardships and tiredness were so easy. It is really because I have stood on the pinnacle of life, so my view of everyone has changed drastically. ?

I still think that from the very beginning, I never thought about being such a seductive self, but just thinking about pressing others under my feet again and again, so that everyone has no way to turn over. This is really me want to see?Everyone is self-motivated, and everyone wants to go to the upper class. Why do they have to stay in the lower class and struggle desperately? That is simply too sad.

Sometimes I really can’t understand why there are always people who don’t want to think about all the blows they have received from their own perspective. Everyone is so selfish. Is Lu really so insignificant in their eyes?Why are all people nothing in my eyes? I once thought that everyone is so hard, and every path I walk is just so difficult. Maybe one day I will find everything I wanted. It turned out to be completely different from what I imagined, but I never asked myself, I was really curious about my parents all the time, did I really never regret what the life between them was like?

Xia Jing could see the way his son was thinking and hesitant to speak. He knew that the gap between himself and his son was still very deep. No matter what he had paid for him, in his eyes Maybe I will never be able to change his sincerity at that moment. The harm I caused him was too turbulent. I may not be able to say some things to myself as a mother, but I can tell each other there. Sincerely.

Sometimes he really feels that he is really a failure as a mother. Why did he let his son use this way to stay away from himself? Why did he choose to use this way to hurt his family time and time again, when When he made all this far different from what he thought deep in his heart, he had already forgotten why he took that step, and for what reason everyone in the family Hate him to the bone.

He has gradually realized that he has no way to walk the path he once wanted to walk the most. The path everyone walks is getting farther and farther. He has forgotten what he should want most. A family is important to him. In his world, all he wants is for his family to stay by his side, so that he can become the wife of a wealthy family.

He is afraid that his vanity will become stronger and stronger, he is afraid that all his desires will occupy all of his heart again and again, and he has no way to let all of this never happen, he is always like that, afraid of that Yes, he was worried that he would be hurt. He didn't know the reason for what he did. He once thought about what he had paid for here, and what he got in the end was nothing but It's others' ruthlessness towards him, and all of this is just his own fault, and he can blame no one else.He never resented anyone, because he knew that everything was created by himself, and he couldn't blame anyone in the end. He gradually found that he was going farther and farther, and there was no turning back, but He still looks forward to being able to look back, the moment when he looks back may be the happiest moment in his life.

"Mom, there's no need for you to look at me like this. I just want to ask you one thing. When you were with my father, did you agree from the beginning?"

"My child, maybe you shouldn't ask me this question at all. You should ask your father. He knew everything at the beginning. He knew how he was thrown cold water and how he chose step by step. Standing with me in the end, you know how difficult it is for him, every step he takes is based on his own heart, he has never taken any shortcuts, he always stands At the pinnacle of life, he expects all people. In his eyes, he thinks everything is not a problem, but what he wants is just the simplest and most sincere relationship. That relationship may be more important to you. It's too simple, but for him as an adult, how difficult it is, he has fought against his father for me again and again, you know?

I was really moved. I thought about many means of revenge, but I never thought about what I should do. Every path I thought about should be in front of my life goal. I never thought about it. What should I do, but I never thought about what kind of result I would get in the end, and I didn't realize that I was wrong until the end. "

"It's also about these things. You can only ask my father and my grandfather. Only the two of them know best how they treated you back then. Asking you about some things is equivalent to asking for nothing. You are asking three questions once. I don't know. You have never cared about others. What is the reason for agreeing? You have never thought about the price others have paid for it. Every path you think of is like that. Do whatever you want, just what you want. You live happily, but you never care about other people's feelings. I should have gotten used to such a mother staying by my side long ago.

No matter what, you are the best mother in my eyes. In my eyes, what I have done to me, you are always my dearest and dearest mother. I have never resented you , even if there was once, there won't be now, and there won't be any in the future, no matter whether you will continue to do things that hurt me in the future, I will not resent you, deep in my heart, I just want to let me My family can stay by my side, even if it's just a dream of my own, even if it's something I want in my heart but can't get it, I have no complaints or regrets.

"It's over, let it go, what kind of result can you change with so many entanglements now? The ending has long been predestined, and no one can change it on your own, but no matter how twists and turns you take If you go around, you will eventually return to the original point, and even become the final ending, which you cannot escape."

How difficult every road I walk is, only I know deep down in my heart, how much I have paid and everything I have paid, I will not get a good result in your eyes, but now since you choose When I come back to this home, I believe that you are sincerely repenting. Think carefully about what your final goal of staying in this home is to make everyone in the family happy, or to hurt others? "

"Dad, I just want to know how you and grandpa agreed to my mother marrying into our family. This has always been an unknown name to me. I'm really curious!"

Zhang Zhentian was silent, how could he forget how many times he had argued with his father because of this matter, and how angry his father was.

Since his son asked, he has no reason not to answer and choose to escape. Sooner or later, the problems that should be faced all the time will be faced. Even if it is to uncover your own scars, you should let others see it. Really already knew it was wrong.

"Son, since you want to know so much, then I'll tell you!"

At first...

"When I just told your grandpa about this, he scolded me. Maybe deep down in my heart, I really don't know how to feel for me. After all, he is my father, but in his eyes I He has always been so incompetent, he never cared about how I lived in the depths of my heart, maybe I was really angry at that moment, but gradually I wanted to understand, no matter what I have done, no matter whether I am Step by step to the present, no matter whether everyone in my family has given me a very painful memory, but deep in my heart, he will always be my father.

That sound, bastard!The two of us seemed to be broken in an instant, I never thought in my heart that my father would treat me in this way, let alone that he would call me that way."

"Dad, I said that I don't want to inherit the family business, I want to be with Xia Jing, so please agree!"

"How many times do you want me to tell you? That woman has a wicked mind, why don't you listen to her advice and insist on being with her?" Mr. Zhang said angrily, pointing at Zhang Zhentian.

"Dad, I beg you, just let me be with Xia Jing!" Zhang Zhentian begged, looking pitifully at Mr. Zhang, "Dad, how can you agree to let me be with Xia Jing?"

Seeing that Zhang Zhentian was begging Mr. Zhang hard, Xia Jing felt that she had to put on a show here, otherwise Mr. Zhang would not agree to her being with Zhang Zhentian.

"Yes, Uncle, you just agree to let me be with Zhentian, okay? I won't hurt Zhentian, I will try my best to be a wife and respect you, so please agree, please." Please, uncle." After saying that, Xia Jing knelt down in front of Mr. Zhang

Mr. Zhang is a person who has experienced big storms, how could he be fooled so easily?Mr. Zhang smiled and said, "You just want to be with my son so much? What good do you gain from being with him? Can you give up your status as a mercenary for him? Can you be a good and qualified wife at home for him? If you can How about I promise you to be together?"

Mr. Zhang's trick is good. If Xia Jing refuses, then he can take this opportunity to provoke the relationship between Zhang Zhentian and Xia Jing. If Xia Jing doesn't refuse, it will be better over there.

Xia Jing was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect Mr. Zhang would come to negotiate terms with her like this, she hesitated for a while, whether she should give up her identity, in the end Xia Jing decided to continue to be a mercenary, "Uncle, I'm sorry, I don't want to give up My own job, I don't want to leave the team, so please forgive me."

In fact, Xia Jing was just pretending to make a better impression of herself in Zhang Zhentian's heart, and she didn't really intend to do what Mr. Zhang said, so why would she take Mr. Zhang's words seriously?

After Zhang Zhentian heard his father make such a request, he was taken aback for a moment, and turned to look at Xia Jing. He originally thought that Xia Jing would give up her career just to be with him, but he didn't expect...

After Xia Jing finished speaking, she left without looking back.

Zhang Zhentian was about to go after Xia Jing, when the old man shouted, "Stop, didn't you see, if she really wanted to be with you, why wouldn't she be willing to give up her identity for you? You still don't understand this woman ?"

At this moment Zhang Zhentian fell into silence, yes, if she really wanted to be with me, why was she unwilling to give up her identity as a mercenary?Is it really just like my father said, just using me for profit?

After Zhang Zhentian pondered for a while, he still decided to go to Xia Jing: "Dad, I still want to talk to Xia Jing, I want to ask her why she doesn't want to give up her identity and stay with me!"

Zhang Zhentian turned and left.

"Actually, at that moment, as a mother, I also thought about harboring resentment towards your grandfather, but I thought about it, no matter what I do, he will eventually be my father one day, no matter when and where I don't To be so disrespectful to my father, I really thought that I would bow my head if I acted there and knelt down to him. Hmph, it is impossible for me to bow my head. How dare you ask me, wait for me and your son You're married, let's see how I deal with you." Xia Jing was alone by the lake: "Hey, why hasn't Zhentian chased after him, could it be that he was forced by his father to stay at home?"

Everyone thinks that I accept their return home is the real forgiveness, but it’s not that I don’t want to make my grandpa sad again, I can only choose this ending, even if I am very unhappy, I still hope to get their love , because with them I was just a child.

Xia Jing didn't know that Zhang Zhentian had doubts about her feelings after she rejected the request made by Mr. Zhang!At this time, she saw that Zhang Zhentian hadn't chased after her, and thought that Zhang Zhentian would not come out to find her, so she left in a black car.

After Zhang Zhentian didn't listen to Mr. Zhang's advice and chased him out, he searched everywhere for Xia Jing's trace, but there was no trace of Xia Jing. After Zhang Zhentian searched everywhere to no avail, he walked alone on the lake that Xia Jing walked together. On the other hand, recalling Xia Jing's reaction after his father made a request to Xia Jing at that time, he still couldn't figure out whether Xia Jing was really with him for the sake of his family's property as his father said Zhang Zhentian was still with him to complete the mercenary mission. At this time, Zhang Zhentian felt uneasy. He was afraid that Xia Jing would really be like his father said. If that was the case, what would happen to Zhang Zhentian?

"Xia Jing, Xia Jing, where are you? Come out!" Zhang Zhentian yelled vigorously by the lake. He thought Xia Jing would stand up, but he didn't expect that the only response was echo after echo.Zhang Zhentian was helpless. He squatted by the lake alone, thinking about where to find Xia Jing. Just when he looked up, he saw a black car passing by him. That's right, this black car was Xia Jing's. After Zhang Zhentian saw that car, he chased after it.

"Xia Jing, Xia Jing, come down, come down quickly" Zhang Zhentian chased after the car and called Xia Jing's name, but Xia Jing didn't seem to hear him, no one responded to him, passers-by looked like idiots looking at him.

Zhang Zhentian was tired from running and stopped. He thought Xia Jing would come down to see him, but all he saw was the shadow of the car running away.

back home.

"You rebellious son, you still know how to come back, why, did you find him?" the old man asked angrily.

"I didn't find it," Zhang Zhentian said, "I searched by the lake and all the places we've been together, but in the end I only saw her leaving in a car!"

Hearing this, Mr. Zhang was very happy. He thought that Xia Jing had abandoned his son. His son would give up on Xia Jing, and then he forgot about Xia Jing and found another woman.But he never expected that his son would have a relationship with Xia Jing in the end, and it would be out of control. Of course, this is a later story.

Just when the old man was happy, Zhang Zhentian said, "Dad, I'm going to go upstairs to rest first, don't call me for dinner." After speaking, Zhang Zhentian turned around and left

After Zhang Zhentian returned to the bedroom, he was still wondering whether he and Xia Jing were over like this, whether they would be together in the future, whether Xia Jing would be with him, but the old man had already concluded that Xia Jing would not be with Zhang Zhentian. They got together, and then went around to help his son find a blind date, and said that he should be a good match.

Butler Sun said, "Master, the daughter of the Li family, Li Jiayuan, is not bad. I heard that she just returned from studying in the United States."

The old man was very happy when he heard this. He has always liked Jiayuan, a girl who would be the best to be his daughter-in-law, and then the old man said to Butler Sun, "Butler, take some time to ask Jiayuan out, and I will take her with you." Zhentian goes to meet him, maybe Zhentian will fall in love with Jiayuan, and he will never be with that wicked woman again!"

"Master, I have read it. It will be ready in three days. I have already arranged an appointment with Li Jiayuan for you."

Three days later...

The old man took Zhang Zhentian to the company, and then made an excuse to take Zhang Zhentian to dinner, but actually helped him on a blind date!

"Dad, what did you bring me here for? I have something else to do, so I'll go back first!"

"Stop, I'm asking you to have a meal, and meet someone by the way, please put your attitude at ease for me, do you hear me?"

"Who are you seeing?"

"You'll find out later"

"Hello, Uncle, I'm Li Jiayuan, nice to meet you!" Li Jiayuan, the daughter of the Li Group, came to the hotel where Mr. Zhang asked her to meet.

When the old man saw that Li Jiayuan was so polite and cultivated, he decided in his heart that this was his daughter-in-law.

The moment Zhang Zhentian saw Li Jiayuan coming in, he immediately understood the main purpose of the old man asking him to have dinner together today.He thought to himself, the old man is very worried about his marriage!

After hearing Li Jiayuan's greeting, the old man stood up quickly, "Miss Li, you are here, please sit down."

"Uncle, you don't have to be polite, just call me Jiayuan." Seeing Zhang Zhentian sitting next to the old man, Li Jiayuan couldn't help asking, "Who is this?"

Seeing that Li Jiayuan was greeting his son, the old man hurriedly replied, "This is my son, Zhang Zhentian." Seeing that Zhang Zhentian was sitting there motionless, the old man bumped Zhang Zhentian with his elbow without saying hello, Zhang Zhentian couldn't help seeing this Feeling embarrassed, he stood up leisurely.

"Hi, Ms. Li, I'm Zhang Zhentian, and I'm his son." After speaking, Zhang Zhentian still pointed at the old man.

"It never occurred to me that grandpa arranged a blind date for your father back then, and that person happened to be your aunt. Many things are beyond your expectation, but in the end, everything that happens and develops and ends up to the end. Unexpectedly, I never thought that one day I would face such a scene. At that moment, when I came to my side, I felt incredible. I don’t understand what kind of you and what reasons lead to that. When the ending happened, I didn't even believe that there was such a thing as fate, but gradually I discovered that everything was really destined!"

"Perhaps you still don't believe in destiny, but now I believe that what is destined to happen will definitely happen, no matter how far you try to hide..."

If I could do it all over again, I would never be so naive again. After he left, all the time has stopped turning, and I am living the most painful life day after day.