Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

A wonderful life is what you give yourself.

"Father, how many times do you need me to say it before you can understand the meaning of every word I said? I never thought of leaving this family, let alone abandoning you. I do All of these are just decisions that are forced to be made in the end. Can you think about it from my perspective, has my life been easy these years? You always say how good you have been these years The pain is so unbearable, can I live without suffering or suffering? The human heart is full of flesh and it hurts. I have given everything I have time and time again, but in the end what did I get in return? Have you experienced the ending from my standpoint? How painful I am, who among you can understand a little bit?

You always feel that as long as I do something wrong, it is an unforgivable crime. I have no way to get your forgiveness. I tell myself again and again in the depths of my heart, no matter what I did at the beginning, I am sorry. For your affairs, I have to accept all the punishments you have imposed on me. Even if you let me leave this house, you will never come back in this life. I have no way to refuse. It is my own fault. I should Bear the consequences, but the moment I chose to bear the consequences, I never thought that one day I would stay in this home safely, but what you did really made me feel cold.

Over the years, I have said to myself time and time again in my heart that no matter what, I have to go back and make up for my father and my son. Every single one of you broke your heart for me, you know that?How much I am afraid of losing you, but you are afraid of losing me deep in your heart. In fact, it is like this. Maybe you think that I have not been by your side in these years anyway, and you have me as much as you without me. I don't have much, I don't have much, and sometimes I feel that I am in your eyes and I am in your eyes.

Think back to whether everything I did was right or wrong. I have only done it once for so many years. I have suppressed my sadness in my heart, and I have gained nothing.

Maybe I am nothing in your eyes now, I am just a heinous villain, I have no reason or qualification to ask for your forgiveness, you think everything I do is wrong .

Haven't you ever thought about what I did everything for, and what was the reason for me to do it?You have never considered me doing that, what is the reason, you have never asked me, one is self-centered, and I have given the death penalty to all my actions, you know?It's selfish of you to do that, time and time again you kill my chance to stay at home, time and time again you drive me out of the house, time and time again you have to leave home and wander outside alone, that kind of I feel like who can understand how hard I have lived, who has cared about who, who has thought about what I will get by doing that, I regard everything about myself as so important, what about the ending, are you How did you treat me? "

"Now you tell me how we treat you, then how do you treat me? As a father, I have worked so hard to pull you up. Is it easy for me to grow up? Li's mother was not by your side when you were young, since you were born She left you not long after that day, do you think my heart doesn’t hurt? I understand how you love your wife, because I love your mother as much as I have for so many years, how many days and nights have I been with you When I was with my mother, I held her in my arms and fell asleep when I was pulling her in my dream. Do you know that I miss your mother a lot.

But in the end, I can only choose to face your mother, she will never come back to me no matter what, even if I do everything wrong, I just hope he can come back to me and scold me, criticize I give it a shot, but this is not a possibility, he will never come back, he has left me for decades, how much I have blamed myself, how much I have thought, he has me again and again I hide him deeply in my heart, because I know that no matter when and where, I have no reason, let alone any right to reject him. Everything he gave me is the greatest love, if I choose to leave, if I choose to treat everything as a kind of blasphemy to your mother, do you think I am still worthy to be your mother's husband?Am I still worthy of living with him for those years?

Don't you feel that you are actually much happier than me?You and your wife can live together for at least so many years, but your mother and I only have a few short years. Those years are the happiest, most relaxed and happiest time in my life memory. I can't go back to that time, do you know how regretful and painful I am deep in my heart?He was my wife, died in my arms like this, and there was nothing I could do, I begged to heaven, I begged to earth, I only hoped that they would give him another year of life.

But at that time, I was crying every day, and the earth was not working. No one had experienced the despair I had at that time. How I wish she could come back to me, is it possible?It will never be a possible ending. I regard everything as the most important thing in my life. What do you think of me?How painful I am again and again, who of you cares?Maybe you think that what you are living now is the most painful, because I gave you all this, but you have thought that your mother, who is lying alone in the cold earth, may have turned into a pile of bones , and we are still living here with laughter and laughter, she is also a kind of relief!

As a human being, never compare yourself with others, whether it is selfish, because it is possible that everything you do is more selfish than others, you know?Seeing that you and your wife are so loving, how envious I am, even if you are my son, I still envy you for having such a life, even if you are rebellious against me, I can still look forward to it in secret, One day I will have such a life, but I will never have the chance to experience this kind of life again in my life, and he will never have the chance to return to my side. "

Let yourself miss the happy days.

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