marital love  

It's just that it's not the right time

He sighed inwardly, slowly turned and left.

Jinxuan didn't fall asleep, she was always thinking about what Nian Youlin said to herself.Thinking about what happened day after day since the divorce, I am tired, but I can't fall asleep anyway.Mentally more tired.

If Liu Yuanyuan hadn't been by my side all the time, cheering me on, I'm afraid I would be living a miserable life now, and I don't know if I still have the courage to insist on having a child.

Also, Nian Youlin, after getting to know him, his life has changed fundamentally.The two started a business together, worked together, and saved money together. Later, he confessed to himself.

If Luo Yuyao didn't get it, she would definitely fall in love with this lovely man.

Now, when she faces Nian Youlin alone, she always feels guilty. Facing his love, she can't repay her, so she feels very sorry.

So, I lied and said I was tired.

She could even hear him sighing in the living room

I am doomed to let this man down in my life

At this time, Liu Yuanyuan came back from buying vegetables.Today can be regarded as a rebirth after a catastrophe, so it must be celebrated.She returned happily, but saw Jin Xuan's frowning expression.

She immediately realized that Nian Youlin must be the stupidest person who didn't tell Jinxuan.In fact, this matter is very clear, but there is always a knot in Jin Xuan's heart.Unwilling to accept other men.

She can refuse, but can the child also refuse Nian Youlin? I'm afraid it's not that simple.

She put the bought fish, meat, eggs and vegetables into the refrigerator one by one.Then she walked to Jinxuan's bed and sat down slowly.Da Dao as if nothing had happened: "Jinxuan, guess what delicious food I bought today?"

The corner of Jinxuan's mouth opened into a smile: "Yuanyuan, thank you. You have never left me during this time."

"Bah, bah, bah, what are you talking about Yu Jinxuan. I'm your godmother with a child in your belly. If you want to abandon me, I'm a godson. I don't dare. You, eating and sleeping well is the biggest reward for me. Don't It's too much to waste and raised, okay?"

Although Yuanyuan was joking, she secretly admired Jinxuan in her heart.After all, it takes a lot of courage to take care of a child alone.No matter how much I help him, I can’t help him give birth, can I? I heard that giving birth is painful.

Forget it, let's solve the immediate problem first.

"Jinxuan, look at your belly is getting bigger and bigger. I think what Nian Youlin said is right, at least he is the most suitable father candidate now. They don't dislike you for bringing a ball, and they treat you so well, you Why don't you think about others?"

Girlfriends for many years, the two of them are not as tactful as others when talking, and going straight to Huanglong is the best way to solve the problem.

Jinxuan nodded, with helplessness and guilt in his eyes: "Yuanyuan, I also know. It is because Youlin treats me very well that I can't delay his happiness. You also know that in my heart, apart from Luo Yuyao, I can't hold other people anymore. I decided to keep this child at first because I couldn't forget him. I wanted to keep him in mind. Now, I get along with this child day and night, and I already have feelings, and I can't let go of him even more."

Yuanyuan hugged Jinxuan's arm, touched her round belly with her little hand, and said with a surprised face: "Jinxuan, the little guy kicked me, really, he kicked me!"

Although Jin Xuan is now divorced, there is still a good man waiting for her.Worst of all, there's a baby, right?

Thinking of it, I felt sore: "Jinxuan, you are really happy, do you know that you still have a child, and I haven't even been in a relationship? Let me quit. After this child is born, I will definitely be called a godmother. From now on I will Help you feed haha"

The two looked at each other and smiled, as if they had returned to the carefree days of their youth.

Sitting side by side, watching the sunset outside the window, the day is finally coming to an end.Hope all the bad luck ends too.

"Jinxuan, are you hungry? I'll cook something delicious for you. I bought a very fresh fish today. I know you love fish haha, so just wait and eat." Liu Yuanyuan looked at Jinxuan, and then Feeling something was wrong, he continued, "Jinxuan, you've been sitting all afternoon, why don't you take a stroll? Nian Youlin said that a little exercise will be good for you and the child."

She deliberately mentioned Nian Youlin here, just to make Yu Jinxuan change his attitude toward him.After all, in her current situation, if she remarried, she would definitely think it over carefully.

Although, as an outsider, he could see clearly, but Yu Jinxuan didn't think so.She has his own ideas, and it's better for her to accept them slowly.

Liu Yuanyuan tied up her apron, ran into the kitchen, and there was a clanging sound.

Still shouting from time to time: "You run, I'll see where you go"

Yu Jinxuan knew that she was killing fish, as if she had never done such a thing.Liu Yuanyuan also worked hard for herself.She walked slowly to the door of the kitchen and poked out a small head: "Yuanyuan, it's not good to kill. I thought the one you bought was dead."

"It's not fresh when it's dead. It's fresh when it's alive. It's best to cook soup. Don't worry, it will be ready in a while."

It is. ”

Yu Jinxuan just shook her head helplessly, since she was pregnant, she has seen too much blood.Seeing red now, she felt a little apprehensive.Feeling numbness in the scalp, and nothing in the feet, so I quickly slipped away.

Shouting from a distance: "Yuanyuan, it's hard for you. It turns out that you are not in the sun at home. Now I want you to take care of me. Thank you very much."

While fighting the fish, Liu Yuanyuan shouted: "What are you talking about? I like to eat since I was a child, so cooking is also my hobby. Now killing fish is a little troublesome, but I will definitely fight it of."

After a while of crackling, there was only a bang, and the whole world seemed to be quiet.

Liu Yuanyuan came out from the kitchen holding a fish weighing four to five catties, and said, "Jinxuan, look at your eyes, how fresh it is."

Jin Xuan glanced subconsciously, the red blood was still flowing, and felt his stomach churning, and rushed to the toilet in a hurry.

Yuanyuan adjusted her eyebrows, looked at the big fish in her hand, and said, "Look at you, you are dead and scare us Jinxuan. I will stew you in a while, and nourish my godson. Haha"

Jin Xuan spat out a few mouthfuls, but nothing came out.Maybe it's because I'm too sensitive to gore.After infusing it with clean water, she slowly came out of the toilet.

"Yuanyuan, I don't think I can eat it anymore. What should I do? Now that I see the red color, I feel like I'm about to vomit."

"It's okay. It will be cooked in a while. It will become a delicious fish, and you won't feel sick anymore. Now is the time when you need nutrition. If you don't eat something good to nourish your body, children will resist it when they are born." The strength is very poor. Even if you don’t think about yourself, you have to think about the child in your belly, my godson.”

Her mouth was still chattering like a cannonball.

Jin Xuan expressed helplessness.Sit down on the sofa and rest obediently.Then he picked up the newspaper of unknown date and read it aimlessly.

Now that I have a big belly, I feel a little nostalgic. It's time for the previous flight.At least I have freedom of movement, I can eat whatever I want, but now that my oiliness is a bit more, I feel like vomiting.Seeing red or blood, I couldn't control myself even more.

Even, every morning when I wake up, I have to spit on the toilet for a while to feel better.

People say that if you have a bigger belly, you will feel better.But I don't know why I am like this.When Nian Youlin helped him check his body, he also said that the child was very healthy and he needed to supplement himself with more nutrition.

It seems that Yuanyuan cares more than herself.She smiled, feeling that she is still a child who can't grow up, or is it because she is pregnant with a child that she has become younger?

Yuanyuan saw the long-lost smile on Jinxuan's face: "Jinxuan, that's right, you are the mother of the child now, so you should smile more." She ran into the kitchen, washed the fish in a hurry, Put it in the pot.

Then she figured it out: "Jinxuan, in fact, you should listen to what Nian Youlin said." She deliberately brought the topic to him.

"I know, but, I really can't accept it." Jin Xuan looked helpless, showing a little pain.

Yuanyuan smiled; "Why can't you accept what are you talking about. Look at what your hands look like now, do you want my godson to suffer with you?"

She purposely spoke in such a diametrically opposed manner, in order to let Jinxuan let go of Xinlian's burden.

If she can't think about it herself, then who can help her.

Jinxuan realized that Yuanyuan was joking with him, and blushed a little, "Yuanyuan, I know you are doing it for my own good. But, let me have time to think about it."

"What else to consider? Do you have other candidates besides Nian Youlin?" Yuanyuan said well.In the current situation, there is indeed no other good candidate.

Now only Nian Youlin can help herself, or she is willing to help herself.But Jinxuan doesn't want to let Nian Youlin risk her life's happiness just because of her child's problems.

The corners of her mouth twitched, unable to form a complete smile.I really can't bear to hurt people who are good to me.Knowing that there is no result, why should he pay so much for himself?

He can find a good girl, get married and have children, so why is he so good to himself?

I can't figure out many things.She fell into her own thoughts.

Yuanyuan looked at Jinxuan in a daze, knowing that she was thinking about her own words.The most important thing now is to let the child be born with a legal identity.Otherwise, even if Nian Youlin is an obstetrician, he can deliver Yu Jinxuan.However, after a child is born, there is only a mother without a father, and his life is incomplete.

The grievances and grievances of the previous generation, why should such a young child bear this kind of result?

Yuanyuan secretly vowed in her heart that she must give her child the best.

Nian Youlin left Jinxuan's house and stayed in his room all afternoon, refusing to come out.Do not drink water, do not eat.

He has been blaming himself all the time, for not speaking clearly, he becomes nervous when he sees Jin Xuan, but he can't get the words out of his mouth.Even if you say it, it still changes the taste.