The male lead went insane after the female supporting character gave birth to the main villain'

Qin Yan kept Su Yan's pregnancy a complete secret. Apart from the imperial physicians and the palace servants of Taiji Hall, only Su Zhan and his wife, and Su Yan's master He Qianji knew about it.

He Qianji, who was far away in Wandu Valley, only learned of this matter five days later when he received a message by carrier pigeon.

It wasn't Su Yan who told him, but Qin Yan who was worried about Su Yan's health, so he sent a message to He Qianji, asking him to come to Kunjing Imperial Hospital for a year to take care of Su Yan's pregnancy.

He Qianji was also very curious as to why Qin Yan could still get his little apprentice pregnant when he was already childless. At the same time, he was also very worried about Su Yan, so as soon as he received the letter, he packed his bags and rushed to Kunjing.

According to He Qianji, Su Yan should not have insisted on keeping the child.

In the best-case scenario, the fetus can be carried to seven or eight months of premature birth, and there is a chance that it will survive.

If things go wrong, the fetus may not be able to be saved and a miscarriage may occur around the fifth or sixth month of pregnancy.

Even worse, if she tries her best to keep the fetus alive until nine months, Su Yan will give birth to a child who is not very healthy, while she herself will have consumed a lot of her lifespan and will not have many years left to live.

He had saved Su Yan's life for eight years and knew her physical condition best, so Qin Yan believed him more.

But Yan'er wouldn't listen to her master and insisted on keeping the child. He was both moved by Yan'er's willingness to give birth to his bloodline despite her own health concerns, and worried that she would lose her life because of it.

This child is the fusion of his and Yan'er's blood, the crystallization of their mutual love. How could he not want to keep that child?!

If he really had the chance to give birth to that child, then no matter whether the child was a boy or a girl, he would overcome all difficulties to raise him into the most qualified heir, and pass the throne to him when he got old, so that he could inherit everything from him and be able to take good care of his Yan'er!

The problem is that neither He Qianji nor any of the imperial physicians are optimistic that Yan'er's body can save the fetus.

He was afraid that if the child couldn't be saved, Yan'er wouldn't be able to bear the blow and would become depressed and have her lifespan shortened. What would he do then?

With such conflicted and uneasy feelings, Qin Yan accompanied Su Yan through the first three months.

After three months of pregnancy and once the fetus was stable, Su Yan no longer saw the undisguised worry on Qin Yan's face that she saw every day.

He had never given up trying to persuade her to abort the child, and he even asked Su Zhan and his wife, as well as He Qianji, to try to persuade her as well.

No matter who tries to persuade her, she is determined to give birth to the child.

She earns 1,000 points for each child she gives birth to, which she can then exchange for elixirs to restore her body, including much of the damage caused by previous poisoning.

Fortunately, after three months, Su Yan's physical condition was much better than before she was pregnant. He Qianji was confident that she could give birth to a healthy child without damaging her lifespan, so Qin Yan finally gave up trying to persuade her to abort the child.

After abandoning that plan, Qin Yan completely transformed into a father eagerly anticipating the birth of his child.

Every day after court, he would return to his palace immediately to see Su Yan, chat with her and the children for a while, and then go to the front hall to review memorials and handle state affairs.

He would come back to keep Su Yan company for lunch and dinner.

After Su Yan started feeling fetal movement, Qin Yan would take time every day to read to the child. Su Yan was very attached to Qin Yan, and she followed him everywhere except for the morning court session.

Su Yan was born into an extremely suffocating family in her previous life.

She didn't know what her parents' relationship was like before she was born.

But when they argued, they would always glare at her hatefully and yell, "It's all because of you that we're arguing!"

"It's all your fault, it's all your fault. Before you came along, we never argued."

.........

She might be a precocious child, having memories from the age of four. She also remembers that when she was four, sometimes if she ate a little slowly, the man would start to criticize the woman for not teaching the child well, saying that the child couldn't even eat properly.

Then the woman started criticizing the man, saying that he only knew how to give her 2,000 yuan a month for living expenses, did no other housework, and had never taught the child anything. She didn't know where he got the nerve to accuse her of not being able to teach the child well.

Then they will dredge up all sorts of old grievances to accuse the other party of being more wrong.

When they get excited, the two of them will start smashing things, as if they are competing to see who can smash more and smash the loudest, leaving the whole house in a mess.

When she was four, five, or six years old, she would always cry in fear whenever she saw them arguing and smashing things.

But no one would ever comfort her; they would only point at her and hysterically yell, "It's all your fault that we're arguing! It's all because of you that this family has become like this!"

Perhaps it was because of her that those two kept arguing.

Since she can remember, there have been countless instances of this; they would always argue and fight because she didn't do something right.

Sometimes, when she was four or five years old, she would wear thick winter clothes that she couldn't take off by herself and wet her pants.

Sometimes, she would finally manage to get a kind look from that woman or man, and then muster the courage to ask them for a toy, a lollipop, or a balloon.

Sometimes it's because she can't recite the ancient poem that the woman taught her, or she can't solve the math problem that the woman taught her, or she forgets a certain Chinese character that the woman taught her.

Even when she did nothing wrong, just because they needed to pick her up from kindergarten, attend a parent-teacher meeting at kindergarten, or take her to the hospital for a check-up and vaccinations, they would still argue and blame each other.

Finally... it ended with them all blaming her and blaming her for not being able to exist.

In her memories of the previous twelve years, it seemed like they argued every single day, and blamed her every single day.

Even after she started junior high school at the age of twelve, she chose to live at school. Even though she had to go back to that suffocating place for a day and a half every week, she still felt that the world had become a much better place.

After she took the college entrance exam at the age of eighteen, the two finally divorced.

The two men each gave her 50,000 yuan and left her to fend for herself. She never saw them again until she died at the age of 28.

Her family background made her very averse to having children and even more averse to marriage in her previous life, so she planned from the beginning to be a person who would not marry or have children.

Even now, she is still very afraid that after having a child, she and Qin Yan will become like those two people, spending the rest of their lives in endless arguments.

She feared that she too would become someone who could only blame things on a child who knew nothing.

She is even more afraid that she will not be able to give her child a healthy and harmonious family, and that he will become a second her.

All sorts of worries and fears led Su Yan to develop prenatal depression.

Qin Yan learned from He Qianji that she was becoming increasingly anxious and asked her what was troubling her.

Su Yan tearfully told Qin Yan about the fear she had been suppressing. After Qin Yan learned of her worries, he would leave court early every day to be with her and the children.

(Just realized that Chapter 50 was reviewed, even though it had already been approved before ( ?°? ?° ?).

It's been fixed now, but it hasn't been released yet. Those of you who haven't seen it yet, please check back later <(_ _)>).