Let me win you over, and you'll become a heartthrob before I even begin?

At first, Yan Weixi would ask him why he wasn't paying attention to her, and kept sending him messages to ask how he was doing abroad.

He wanted to reply to Yan Weixi, but his hand would always uncontrollably close the chat window and turn to someone else's window.

He was trying to numb his habit.

Gradually, the two lost contact.

Every time Shen Yunchi wanted to send her a message or go back to China to see her, his body would involuntarily lean towards the other person.

It's as if they want to pour all their emotions and time into the person they "believe is right".

Shen Yunchi went to see his friend, a psychologist, and told him about his situation.

His friend initially thought he was just in a new environment and couldn't adjust yet, so his body was instinctively releasing his loneliness in another way.

As I listened and stayed with them, I realized something was wrong; this behavior couldn't be explained by common sense.

They suspected that Shen Yunchi might be mentally unstable and had confused something.

But seeing Shen Yunchi in such pain, I felt that I shouldn't apply common sense to his behavior, so I accompanied him to dig out information and find the cause little by little.

Finally, they decided to seek out a specialist doctor for hypnosis to stimulate the subconscious and directly ask Shen Yunchi about his true thoughts.

They then realized that Shen Yunchi seemed unable to control his own consciousness.

To avoid any unforeseen trouble, Shen Yunchi actively sought treatment and adjusted himself.

Four or five years have passed in the blink of an eye.

During this period, Shen Yunchi gained an increasingly dominant position in the struggle and began to distance himself from people he disliked, reducing contact with them.

He has even managed to control himself from thinking about people he doesn't like.

Until he was able to book a flight back, he didn't even pack his luggage. He grabbed the local specialties, his phone, and his ID card that he had prepared beforehand, and ran away as if a raging flood was chasing him.

He couldn't wait to appear in Saint-Lya and find the person he was truly looking for.

The plane landed.

Stepping onto his homeland, he greedily inhaled the air several times, as if it were a symbol of freedom.

He couldn't wait to take a taxi to St. Leah, hoping she would be studying at St. Leah's university.

But he was wrong; Yan Weixi did not attend school at St. Lily.

But he came to the right place; Yan Weixi was in Saint Lia at that moment.

"Xixi!"

He heard someone calling Xixi and ran anxiously toward the teaching building.

The sound of the wind brushing past him blurred the other person's voice, so he assumed it was just an insignificant shout.

He thought, perhaps it was just his imagination.

Who knows, there might be a lot of people named Xixi?

He had to go find his Xixi.

His most important little cake.

He went to St. Leah's University and went to the academic affairs office first.

Because he had been a student of Saint Lia and came from a distinguished family, Saint Lia's records administrator quickly helped him find out—

Yan Weixi is not a student at St. Lia's University.

Shen Yunchi walked out of the door dejectedly and wandered aimlessly around the school.

Yan Weixi did not attend university in St. Liaison.

His phone remained silent; the other party did not answer him.

Their relationship seemed very heavy, so heavy that it filled his thoughts.

But it also seemed so light, so light that he had no idea where the other person was.

He lost track of his little cake.

He is sad.

I finally got to come back, but I missed Xixi.

"Look! Someone's about to jump off a building!"

"What are you standing there for? Call the police or the fire department!"

"Isn't that that disgusting woman? Fine, let her jump!"

"I heard she's done all sorts of bad things, clinging to Young Master Wen like a dog. She deserves it!"

"Hurry up and die! Hurry up and die!"

"You're all being incredibly rude! This is a human life!"

"So what if a life is lost? Who would marry such a shameless piece of trash? I certainly wouldn't!"

The surrounding noise was so loud that it attracted his attention.

Shen Yunchi just wanted to see what was happening, so he looked up randomly without any conscious thought.

Because he unintentionally walked into the closest area; he was the person closest to the building.

He looked up and followed the direction of the sound, and his eyes met those of the girl who had jumped from the building.

"boom--"

The girl blossomed in front of him, falling into the sunlight, and fell into a deep sleep, as if leaving all darkness behind and embracing the sunlight.

The blood from the exploding flower sprayed directly onto him, and not only that, a man next to him was also inevitably splattered with blood.

Shen Yunchi's head was buzzing, his pupils suddenly contracted, his whole body trembled incessantly, and his breathing began to become heavy as he frantically inhaled oxygen.

I dare not recall the eye contact we just made.

because--

He saw the girl's face clearly.

Even though they hadn't seen each other for many years.

Shen Yunchi, who persevered by taking photos with the girl, recognized her at first glance the girl he had been longing for and could not forget.

Yes.

He saw his girl clearly.

His most precious little cake died right in front of him.

His persistence crumbled into ruins in an instant, becoming a mockery of the past.

He clearly tried his best to come back.

He thought he had succeeded.

But I only found out today that it was for—

Let him give up.

He broke down and cried uncontrollably, kneeling beside her, curling up, disregarding his image, sobbing uncontrollably.

He didn't dare touch her.

I dared not hug her.

How wronged and desperate must a person be to jump off a building?

he does not know.

Because all the grievances and despair he had experienced since childhood could not sustain him in exploring this pain.

He couldn't fathom the depth of despair that would drive someone to utterly give up on life, severing their will to live with their own hands, and jumping off a building without a second thought.

His little cake was experiencing unimaginable grievances and despair, and he, let alone being there for her, couldn't even send her a single word.

What right does he have to hug her?

He is the least qualified person.

He wanted to find his little cake, but he couldn't die; he had family and many things to do, which bound him like shackles.

that moment.

He hated himself. Why did he always end up liking the people he disliked the most?

Why would you try to get close to someone he dislikes the most?

Why don't you go find Xixi?

why?

He broke down, covering his face and sobbing as if he wanted to cry out all his hatred.

Finally, he resigned himself to his fate and stopped "hating" himself.

He stood up and saw Xi Xi off.

He wanted to prove Xixi's innocence; at the very least, she shouldn't leave with such filth and slander.

He returned home, found his parents, and found his most respected brother.

Kneel before them.

To release all the emotions hidden in one's heart.

He only asked them to lock themselves away and not let him be with the people he hated most.

His mother wept uncontrollably in front of him, kneeling down to hug her youngest son who had borne everything alone.

"I'm sorry... Yun'er, I shouldn't have let you come abroad."

Dad remained silent for a long time, as if time had stopped flowing, before finally asking him, "Are you sure? Even if you really do 'fall in love' with that girl in the future?"

Shen Yunchi nodded repeatedly, remaining silent, but his silence was enough for his father to understand his attitude.

His brother patted him on the shoulder and nodded heavily: "I understand."

They didn't need many words; he already knew his brother's true thoughts.

Later, just as his father had said, he fell madly in love with the girl, wishing he could die to be with her, just as his parents were about to give in.

His brother, always holding firm, would not allow him to betray his past, his true self.

He never stayed with that girl until his death.

Until his death, he finally remembered who he loved.

Just when he thought he was going to die, he was reborn on that day—

The weather that day was anything but sunny; it was a dark, gloomy day that seemed ready to devour everyone.

But on this day, his favorite person was there.

Hearing the girl's clear voice, "I want this heart-shaped cake."

Shen Yunchi suppressed the tears that were about to burst forth.

He saw that vibrant girl again.

I saw his little cake again.

He repeated the choice he made in his previous life—

I accepted the half-cake she offered me once again.

In these new three years, he cherishes the time they spend together even more.

I will cherish her even more.

Until the year I went abroad.

He wanted to refuse to go abroad, but he watched helplessly as he went abroad himself.

He knew he would definitely be controlled.

But he didn't want to give up the opportunity between them.

Shen Yunchi grasped Yan Weixi's hand and sincerely and passionately expressed his thoughts:

"You are the most important person to me. Please, no matter what happens, wait for me to come back, okay?"

"When I get back, I'll tell you the most important thing."

Yan Weixi looked bewildered: "Okay..."