I'm having EMO, can you help me die?

【worn out.】

There's no time during the day, and going out at night is a problem too.

【Let’s go. 】

What could possibly be done at night? Are you going to commit murder?

Where to go?

[A place.]

Lazybones: You're being naughty. We're like family, can't you just say what's on your mind?

Little did anyone know that after she left, the veins on the hands that were holding the teddy bear bulged and the knuckles of the fingers clenched tightly.

[Host, where are you going?]

Shen Qingqing walked back and forth on the street, and came across an alleyway where she stood at the entrance and waited for a while.

If Xiao Lan hadn't known that the host was going somewhere, everyone would have thought the host was just out bragging.

So far, we have walked through four or five alleys, taking two hours.

【arrive. 】

The bloodline energy is most concentrated here; they must be inside.

So, host, were you just taking a walk?

Shen Qingqing stepped forward and pressed her hand against the wall. It should be possible to go inside; those monsters must have come out from here.

Is it wrong to get lost?

She keeps asking questions, always wanting to know everything. She gets upset when she can't find a place.

whoosh-

She crawled through the wall into a space inhabited by strangely shaped animals.

The monsters around her cast glances at her, then went back to their own business.

[Host, this place is full of monsters. Aren't you afraid they'll eat you?]

Do monsters eat monsters?

Shen Qingqing wondered, weren't they all in the same group?

【Too. 】

The monsters here live in groups, according to their species, so Shen Qingqing quickly spotted Bai Tian and Bai Yu. They were sitting in front of a fire to warm themselves.

I noticed Shen Qingqing during the day; vampires are sensitive to gazes.

Upon recognizing Shen Qingqing, she shook her head, rubbed her eyes, and couldn't help but look at Shen Qingqing again, "Impossible! Your Highness isn't...isn't he already..."

"What?"

Bai Yu didn't know why he suddenly acted strangely during the day, but he understood after seeing Shen Qingqing, though he didn't react much.

They're not there when you need them most, and they only appear when you don't need them anymore—that's pointless.

"You...you've sided with humans?"

Bai Yu stopped Bai Tian from passing by.

She neither sided with humans nor with vampires, so she was not considered to have sided with humans.

"No, but..."

She hesitated, then her black pupils turned red. "I didn't come here to save you."

"Your Highness, we are vampires, and you are a vampire too, we should..."

What is your purpose?

He interrupted Bai Tian's words, saying that someone coming here wouldn't have such a simple purpose; could it be to help humanity get rid of them?

Although it hasn't openly sided with humans, it has actually sided with them in secret long ago; otherwise, why would it have survived until now?

"I'll give you two choices. First, become human. Second, be killed by me."

She held up two fingers and waved them in front of the two of them.

[Host, it seems you don't want them to live a life of constant hiding.]

【. 】

Please don't misunderstand me, okay?

"Why!"

She shouted during the day, her voice stirring up the other monsters. She didn't understand why; wasn't this driving them to their doom?

"Because we should not exist."

As she said this, Shen Qingqing didn't look into their eyes. She remembered what the village chief had said to her before, and now she was returning the favor.

She suppressed her emotions—disappointment, resentment, heartache, and stinging eyes—and tried to speak softly.

Emotions that weren't her own surged up again, overwhelming Shen Qingqing. She felt the original owner's sadness and was powerless to help.

The previous massacres were like a child throwing a tantrum; they were useless and nobody cared. They were just a display of one's own incompetence.

Did the original owner enter eternal slumber because he knew he couldn't save his people?

she does not know.

"Shouldn't it exist?"

Do you even have the right to say that?

You are not qualified!

"Weren't we created by you?!"

"If you knew this would happen, why did you create us in the first place!"

All the grievances of the past few years—losing my home, being separated from my family, and running around like a rat in the street—have only resulted in something that should never have existed.

Shen Qingqing remained silent. Her heart was calm, telling her that this was something she had to endure.

During the day, she would shout out her grievances.

"You can leave now," Bai Yu said after a long silence. There was no light in his eyes, and Shen Qingqing knew that it was an expression of despair.

Let's go.

An inner voice told her this, and Shen Qingqing obediently turned around, then stopped after taking a few steps.

Let's go, let's go, don't look back...

Something fell out of her eyes. Shen Qingqing turned around and saw the two people lying on the ground.

Let's go, it's okay...

I will pay the price for this...

It's all my fault...

I am the one who should never exist...

Stepping on the uneven ground, Shen Qingqing came to the two of them.

crackling-

The flames burned, making the cold winter seem even colder.

At least, their bodies belong to themselves.

The monsters around them were eating the corpses of their companions; survival of the fittest meant that the dead would naturally be consumed.

Why shouldn't it exist?

Shen Qingqing asked.

Because the world doesn't need us...

Shen Qingqing answered.

Yes, her own world doesn't need her, no one needs her to exist.

[Host, why don't they live as humans?]

Why don't you want to live as a human?

of course......

I don't want to live as part of the most hated group...

【Let's go back. 】

Okay, the host seems to be feeling emo. I don't quite understand. Wouldn't it be better to be happy every day?

This is not an emotion that a string of code can understand.

It doesn't quite understand why they're so hung up on the question of living versus not living; isn't living good enough?

It started snowing heavily again, and I let the snowflakes fall on my head.

Give me some money.

This was said to the system.

【OK. 】

Little Lazy happily converted one point into money.

[Host, aren't you going back?]

Didn't you just say you were going back?

Shen Qingqing bought some things, carrying two large bags full in both hands, as if she were buying new goods.

It had been a long time, so long that even Xiao Lan couldn't remember exactly how long, only that it was almost dawn when the host arrived.

Overpass? What are you doing here, host? Actually, if you follow the correct route, it won't be too slow, but unfortunately, Shen Qingqing can't remember the way, so she can only walk slowly.

"Little girl, you're here again."

Several old men, their faces flushed, held small bottles of wine in their hands.

They still live here, in this dirty, chaotic environment.

She nodded.

"We earned a little from performing, enough to drink with."

They spotted the big bag the little girl was carrying right away.

"I just came here to listen to music."

Shen Qingqing forced a smile.

"You want to hear it? Then we'll get you one!"

"Eldest! Third! Fourth! Fifth! Let's make one!"