I'm having EMO, can you help me die?

Are you sure you didn't do anything?

They want to kill you, for no reason at all.

But I didn't die; they died, by my hand.

They deserved it.

No, I shouldn't have killed them.

I don't care what they do or what others do.

They want to kill you.

But I will not die.

You will feel pain.

【I won't......】

Two conflicting thoughts were tug-of-war in Shen Qingqing's mind.

She didn't even realize it when she took action. Sometimes she longed for another version of herself inside her to save her, but there wasn't one.

She made those herself.

She really shouldn't be alive; there's no place for her anywhere.

Suddenly, Shen Qingqing thought of Gu Jing, then Ji Jing, and finally Fu Jing.

Am I dreaming? How did I get here?

Why, why didn't God take her away? Why did He have to leave her here?

What is the point of all that she did?

Nobody told her.

Shen Qingqing fell asleep at some point.

Physical exhaustion caused her to fall into a deep sleep.

In her dream, she returned to her original world.

I saw myself sitting at my desk, being scolded by the teacher, tears wetting my test paper.

As an adult, I became timid and submissive, unable and unwilling to argue back.

I heard He Jia crying on the phone.

So many.

Every little bit.

Even the smallest things suffocated her, and in the end, she became a puppet.

No friends, no close relationships, only self-pity and self-deprecation.

Immersed in my own little world every day, my mind is devoid of happiness, fantasy, and dreams.

The way she forces a smile in front of others, the way she asks her family for money.

It's such a small thing.

But it's so annoying.

The whole world is annoying.

I really hope it disappears soon.

"Aha—"

"Whoosh whoosh whoosh—"

Startled awake, Shen Qingqing sprang from the bed, the clock on the wall ticking away, beads of sweat on her forehead.

A pitch-black night.

Moonlight streamed through the window into the dimly lit room.

There is a person standing at the entrance.

She shrank back in fright, her expression tense, her arms trembling as she hugged her legs.

The person walked from the entrance to the foot of the bed.

Her chest tightened, making it hard for Shen Qingqing to breathe. "You...who are you?"

No one answered her. The figure continued walking. Shen Qingqing didn't see the person's feet. When she came to her senses, she realized that the person had no head.

No, it's not that there isn't one; the head is on the ground.

Eyes wide open, blood rushing to the head.

Shen Qingqing curled up into a small ball, not daring to look, burying her head in the blanket. However, when she looked up again, there were several more figures.

【system!】

Xiao Lan was awakened by Shen Qingqing's figure; it was the first time she had been woken up so late at night.

[What's wrong, host?]

Little Lazy was yawning.

Shen Qingqing's face was full of fear, but it immediately became serious.

Someone's there!

【people?】

Who is it, Lazybones? He circled the entire room in mid-air, but couldn't even see a single person.

[No one is here, host.]

【have!】

There! There! There!

Shen Qingqing's expression was serious, and her fearful look didn't seem like an act, but Xiao Lan really didn't catch anyone.

[Host, you saw someone?]

I saw it!

She became emotional, but then, upon seeing something, she immediately shrank back.

[Host, that's fake, not real.]

It's true, it's real, I saw it.

Several images suddenly popped into Shen Qingqing's mind, images of the people she had killed.

Memories that I had recalled before would resurface and then disappear again.

I...I can't stay here!

Shen Qingqing jumped off the bed, ran barefoot to the window, stumbled and opened it, and her figure suddenly disappeared.

The places she can go...

Wandering through the darkness, Shen Qingqing didn't know the way and searched aimlessly.

They eventually arrived at Fu Jing's house.

I slipped into the villa without a sound, and the familiar furnishings brought back familiar memories.

The pursuers behind them had also disappeared.

She stepped on the fluffy carpet. Shen Qingqing had also laid out carpets in the castle, but they weren't as comfortable as the ones in Fu Jing's house.

The room was filled with the crisp scent of cedar, as cool and refreshing as the frost-covered pines in the mountains.

These odors relieved the tension in the body.

Looking around, the room was filled with fluffy toys. A huge plush teddy bear leaned against the bed. Shen Qingqing walked over and pinched the teddy bear's ears.

She was all soft and fluffy, unaware that Fu Jing, who had already opened his eyes, was lying on the bed.

As far as Xiaolan knows, Fu Jing is not a person who likes plush toys.

As Shen Qingqing leaned against the bear, her fear subsided, but exhaustion once again overwhelmed her.

This time, she didn't dream about the past again.

She dreamed that she was lying in soft cotton, hugging a soft ball of cotton.

She was sleeping soundly.

After she fell asleep, Fu Jing came to Shen Qingqing, squatted down, and stroked her cheek.

"Qingqing, I gave you a second chance..."

【What?】

What happened is something the system doesn't know.

Recalling recent events, something's wrong with the host. What's wrong with Fu Jing?

Xiao Lan noticed that something was wrong with Shen Qingqing. That strangeness started from the day she disappeared, and continued until tonight, when Shen Qingqing was so frightened that she left the castle.

Sure enough, the two of them couldn't stay together any longer; if things continued like this, how could they complete the mission?

The more I look at it, the more I feel that Fu Jing's feelings for the host are different.

Fu Jing picked up Shen Qingqing and carefully placed the girl on the bed.

He then lay down next to Shen Qingqing.

While asleep, Shen Qingqing moved her arm and snuggled closer to the side. Feeling the warmth beside her, she took the initiative to hug Fu Jing's arm.

The soft touch on his arm made Fu Jing stiffen. He pulled his arm away, and the girl seemed to sense something, frowned, and snuggled into Fu Jing's arms.

Fu Jing's eyes darkened as the girl's fragrance filled the air, and his tense nerves gradually relaxed.

However, Shen Qingqing's overly practiced movements aroused Fu Jing's suspicion.

He stared intently at Shen Qingqing, the girl nuzzling against him, stimulating Fu Jing's senses.

"Qingqing..."

He could no longer control himself and pulled the girl into his arms, lowering his head to bite her shoulder, his eyes filled with the look of a wild beast about to break free.

Who else has held his beloved...?

Sleeping alone is a habit. Shen Qingqing didn't have one before, but after meeting Gu Jing, she liked to snuggle in his arms.

This habit has continued to this day, and even Shen Qingqing herself is unaware of it.

Although he bit, Fu Jing didn't use force; he didn't want to wake Shen Qingqing.

Shen Qingqing was woken up by Xiao Lan.

【Host, I advise you to go back as soon as possible.】

The vampires have been looking for you.

My brain, which had just woken up, completely gave up under the onslaught of laziness.

Why are you looking for me?

This situation is like this: you've just left home, and your parents are already calling to urge you to come back.

If you are captured, the entire vampire clan will likely be thrown into a state of panic.

【. 】

She hadn't realized that the vampires had such deep feelings for her.