I'm having EMO, can you help me die?

Chapter 19 If only I had met you sooner

Island B.

Shen Qingqing and Gu Jing have arrived.

"Why is it night here?" The moon in the sky is shining brightly.

"This is the polar night."

It's 9 a.m. now.

Wow, that's so cool!

Is there never day or night here?

No, it's not that simple; the area experiences the midnight sun in the summer.

Xiao Lan interrupted Shen Qingqing at an inopportune moment.

"Gu Jing, can we sleep here for a day?"

Gu Jingdian nodded.

"Then I'm not leaving, I'm staying here!"

"No, the mission isn't over yet. What are you doing here?"

【sleep. 】

She is afraid of the dark, but also loves it the most.

Can't we all just live our lives peacefully? Does it have to be a fight to the death?

Lazybones: Do you think I don't want to? It's just that the people around you won't let me.

Shen Qingqing seemed very happy. She held Gu Jing's hand and looked around curiously.

But Shen Qingqing is still the same Shen Qingqing. She gets tired after playing outside for a while and looks like she's about to die.

"Gu Jing, I'm sleepy, go to sleep."

Gu Jing had anticipated that Shen Qingqing would be sleepy, so he led her into the accommodation that had been prepared in advance.

He was also a little sleepy.

Shen Qingqing had no idea that this trip would be the last...

The next day.

"Really, it's still night! Just like nothing has changed."

The first thing Shen Qingqing did upon waking up was to open the window and look outside.

It was a strange feeling; she felt she really liked it here.

After breakfast, Shen Qingqing was taken by Gu Jing to a beach.

It's black! And there are some small stones on it.

She looked at Gu Jing and said, "I want to take off my shoes."

"No, it will hurt, and I'll get sick easily."

She wanted to step on the stone, to step on the stone.

Thinking of the way Gu Jing always looked at her, she decided to just obey.

The two walked quietly without saying a word.

When Shen Qingqing first came here, she had an indescribable feeling. The black sand beach created a mysterious and dangerous atmosphere, while the waves crashed onto the beach, and the white waves were pure and beautiful.

It felt like arriving at the end of the world. Unlike any other beauty, the scenery here was breathtaking, making my heart pound uncontrollably.

Time passed silently as Shen Qingqing tightened her grip on Gu Jing's hand.

These past few days, Shen Qingqing and Gu Jing have visited many places on Island B.

We visited small towns, volcanoes, fields, glaciers, waterfalls, cliffs...

She saw many sights she had never seen in her entire life.

This is a blue island, the end of the world.

Time seemed to fly by, and they were getting ready to go back.

The night before she was to return home, Shen Qingqing saw a sight she would never forget—the aurora borealis.

I saw an abandoned airplane.

It is said that the plane ran out of fuel in 1973 due to weather conditions and crashed on the black sand beach on the south coast of Island B. All the crew members survived, and the wreckage of the plane was left permanently on this black sand beach.

These days, Gu Jing appears to be the same as before, perfectly normal, and shows no interest in anything.

"Want to take a picture?"

Gu Jing looked at Shen Qingqing, a smile appearing on his cold face.

"it is good."

“I’ll stand here, Gu Jing, you just stand there and take pictures for me.”

Shen Qingqing stood on the abandoned plane, smiling and giving Gu Jing a peace sign.

[A bit silly.]

Don't say anything, this is the only thing I know how to do.

"Gu Jing, do you want to come up too?"

"The scenery here is very pleasant!"

"it is good."

The wind here, the scenery here—staying here, the whole world is quiet.

Gazing into the distance, Shen Qingqing seemed to see light.

The light was like a curtain of silk threads, red and blue.

She turned to look at Gu Jing.

"Gu Jing, the aurora!"

"This is the first time I've ever seen this in my life."

She excitedly hugged Gu Jing and even kissed him.

His gaze lingered on her for a long time, and a hint of amusement quickly gathered in his eyes.

If only I had met you sooner, my love...

The colorful aurora borealis dances down from the sky, adding a touch of mystery and romance to the world, creating a magnificent visual feast.

Shen Qingqing and Gu Jing went home.

When she left, Shen Qingqing looked reluctant and felt melancholy. She hadn't been looking forward to it when she came, but now it felt like she had been there for many years and didn't want to leave.

Shen Qingqing felt that her soul resonated perfectly with this place, and if possible, she wanted to bring her ashes here when she died.

She stayed to keep this lonely island company; they were all lonely—she, Gu Jing, and this land.

Back home, Shen Qingqing remained immersed in that thought.

"What's wrong? Don't you want to come back?"

Gu Jing sensed Shen Qingqing's sorrowful atmosphere.

"No, I'm just a little lonely."

"come over."

He opened his arms, and Shen Qingqing ran over and snuggled into his embrace.

"Gu Jing, are you lonely?"

Shen Qingqing's words were without any ulterior motive. She didn't know if Gu Jing really existed. In her eyes, it seemed that only she was alive in this world.

She didn't know if Gu Jing was like her or just part of a pre-programmed sequence.

"I'm not alone."

Isn't he lonely? But Shen Qingqing just felt that Gu Jing was very lonely. Thinking about how Gu Jing had been here alone for so long, she thought of herself, living a muddled life in her own world.

It seems like I live each day without any purpose, simply living for the sake of living.

She couldn't go on. She felt that those who survived, despite their many flaws, were brave, unlike her, who was cowardly and a wimp.

An indescribable ache churned within her, making her feel as if she belonged to a world completely out of place.

"Qingqing, it's okay, you're amazing."

Gu Jing subconsciously comforted Shen Qingqing, as this trip seemed to have been a bit too heavy for her.

He kissed Shen Qingqing, "I will stay with you, you won't be lonely."

Shen Qingqing looked up and met Gu Jing's eyes. Her eyes were glistening with tears, but the tears did not fall.

She leaned closer to Gu Jing and kissed his lips, a fleeting touch.

Will you stay with me forever?

Shen Qingqing didn't ask aloud: if she didn't complete the mission, would Gu Jing encounter different versions of her countless times in the future, and would he treat others the same way?

But this is not something Shen Qingqing should be thinking about. She knows she shouldn't be thinking such things, but that's just who she is.

They say they don't care, but they actually care a lot.

Those who haven't encountered light always dislike it, but deep down they always yearn for it.

Some changes occurred in the Gu family while the two were away from home.

Several police cars were parked in front of the Gu family's house, and nearly a dozen people got out. They were all dressed in neat uniforms and carrying weapons.

"Mr. Gu, have you seen this person before?" The leader took out a photo of Gu Ze and showed it to everyone.

Shen Qingqing: What's going on?

[Lazybones! Has Gu Jing been discovered?]

Gu Jing remained calm and composed, his tone frank: "I've met you."

Director Wang certainly knew that Gu Jing had met him, after all, he was his younger brother. "Gu Ze has recently gone missing. Do you know where he is?"

"His last known location was at the Gu family's house."

As she said this, she glanced at Shen Qingqing standing next to Gu Jing.

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