I'm having EMO, can you help me die?

"They gave my brother a sedative before they let you go."

he……

"Shen Qingqing, I don't know what your purpose is in getting close to my brother."

"What I do know is that, from childhood to adulthood, my brother has never spoken a single word to me calmly and completely, not even once..."

The accusatory tone quickly became uncontrollable: "I have always admired my brother since I was a child. He is very smart and better than me at everything. I also want to be close to him."

“But he doesn’t react at all when I talk to him. It’s like I’m a stranger to him. He treats my parents the same way, as if we’re not a family.”

Gu Ze didn't know what was wrong with him. He had never told Shen Qingqing about his family before. Perhaps he was envious of his brother for being kind to others.

When he was a child, he was also protected by his older brother. Although Gu Jing did not change his attitude towards him, it was only at that moment that he felt that he had an older brother.

He seemed to have something to be proud of with his classmates.

Just when he thought their relationship would improve, his brother became even colder towards him. After that, Gu Jing basically stopped caring about him. He didn't know what he had done wrong.

After that, he stopped telling others that he had an older brother.

Shen Qingqing: I don't know why either, why are you telling me this...?

[Host, can you be normal for once? Can you even consider other people's feelings?]

【Oh. 】

Could you please stop eavesdropping on my thoughts?

Even without eavesdropping, I can guess what you're thinking.

When did you become so smart?

"Shen Qingqing, my brother really likes you."

Gu Ze's eyes were filled with envy. He really didn't know what was so good about Shen Qingqing that made his brother like this.

If you're going to ignore people, then just ignore everyone. Why give Shen Qingqing special privileges?

What Gu Ze didn't know was that his brother had never had any emotions since childhood.

He saved him back then simply because the other person's words bothered him. In Gu Jing's eyes, he didn't know what a younger brother was or what family was.

Gu's parents knew about this, so the sentence they said to Gu Jing most often since he was a child was, "Stay away from your brother and try not to come home."

They had seen Gu Jing go crazy, and they could tolerate it, but Gu Ze couldn't. He was their only normal child, and he had to grow up safely.

They feared that one day Gu Jing would harm his own brother, and they also feared that their only normal child would end up like Gu Jing.

They didn't even believe Gu Jing was their child, and they went to the hospital to do paternity tests again and again.

However, Gu Ze became a bit rebellious as he grew up and insisted on joining the army. In order to join the army, he ran away to live with Gu Jing.

They were genuinely afraid, which is why they agreed to Gu Ze's request.

Gu Ze didn't know why, but his parents didn't seem to want him and his brother to have too much involvement.

"So you should be nicer to my brother."

Gu Ze recalled Shen Qingqing pushing him away and sinking into the sea alone; it seemed she wanted to leave this place.

"I……"

"My brother can't live without you."

After saying that, Gu Ze left, leaving Shen Qingqing alone to contemplate life.

Shen Qingqing: So, living is just tiring... It would be best to die... How about I commit suicide right now...?

Forget it, just thinking about Xiaolan's earlier talk of committing suicide to restart the mission makes her feel exhausted...

Everyone goes crazy eventually... If she lives any longer, she'll go insane...

"My butt hurts a bit from lying down for so long, I should get up and walk around a bit more."

She slowly got out of bed, smelled the breakfast Gu Ze had just brought, and moved a small chair to sit on the edge of the bed.

Because the two beds were very close together, Shen Qingqing sat down facing Gu Jing.

Seeing attractive people while eating makes me want to eat even more.

When do you think Gu Jing will wake up?

"I don't know, she should be waking up soon. The doctor said yesterday that she might wake up this morning."

"Oh."

After eating for a while, Shen Qingqing got bored and remembered the task Xiao Lan had mentioned. "Hey, what will happen if we don't complete the task?"

"If the mission is not completed, this instance world will collapse."

Xiao Lan's tone was more serious than ever before.

"Why? Does Gu Jing have to die?"

"Yes, he cannot exist; if he lives, he will inevitably die."

“I don’t understand. We’re all human. He didn’t choose to be born as a human being. You let him live to be born, and now you want him to die.”

"This is not something we can decide; it's a matter of fate."

"So, fate sent me to kill him to prevent the world from collapsing."

"Yes."

"What if I don't kill him?"

"Host, just like now, your existence is solely for killing him. Whether you like it or not, whether you complete the mission or not, this world will change because of your arrival."

Shen Qingqing looked puzzled. "Me, an ordinary college student?"

"You mean me? Even if I died in our world, the sun would still keep turning."

The thought of being stuck there like an NPC, clocking in for school and playing on her phone every day, and then having to clock in for work in the future, made her feel terrible.

"Host, your existence is very important to Gu Jing of this world. That is the conclusion I have reached."

Shen Qingqing didn't know if she was important to Gu Jing. What she did know was that even if she died, this world would still exist, and countless people like him would enter this world and be manipulated by Xiao Lan.

Because she almost believed it, almost thought she was very important.

After a struggle with her thoughts, she calmed down and sat down next to Gu Jing's bed.

Everything was so peaceful.

She poked Gu Jing's palm, then poked his index finger.

Gu Jing, I'm very selfish... I'm selfish and only care about my own feelings... I know I'm nothing, so don't give me any more hope...

Gu Jing moved his fingers and opened his eyes.

The glaring sunlight made him involuntarily frown.

Shen Qingqing lay by the bed for a long time before falling asleep again. She seemed to have woken up only after sensing the movement on the bed.

Looking up, she met Gu Jing's gaze.

She couldn't help but yawn. "When did you wake up?"

He didn't speak, but stared straight at Shen Qingqing.

She couldn't quite describe the emotion in those eyes, but they sent chills down Shen Qingqing's spine.

"Is there something on my face?"

Gu Jing remained silent.

What's wrong? Did she do something to upset him? But she didn't do anything!

Remembering that she hadn't finished her breakfast, she picked it up, wondering if she was hungry.

He handed it to Gu Jing, but Gu Jing remained motionless. Had he gone mad?

Has he become stupid? He can't talk anymore! What's going on?!

Anyone with eyes could see that he was angry, but Shen Qingqing, who was in the middle of it all, couldn't see it.

With her arm hanging in mid-air, Shen Qingqing felt a little sore and was about to pull it back when she realized she didn't know what the other person was thinking.

At this moment, Gu Jing moved. He threw away what Shen Qingqing was holding, pulled her onto the bed, and bit Shen Qingqing's neck without any warning.