Quick Transmigration: The Yandere Boss Pretends to Be Well After He's Gone Mad

Even after experiencing deception and suffering, there was still a moment of joy that made Shiga feel that his feelings for him were a wonderful thing.

I used to not understand why ordinary people could fall so deeply in love, but now that I've experienced it firsthand, I realize that as long as this person is in front of me, even if he does nothing, he will watch himself fall into despair without even thinking about saving himself.

He wanted to get close to him, to be intimate with him, and never thought of blaming him or making him sad.

Therefore, watching him apologize again and again, I was even suffocated and unable to speak.

Shiga's heart felt as if it had been slashed open, and blood was flowing uncontrollably.

Those sounds also dissipated in the wind. Shiga found a trace of it, and his tone was no longer calm: "I really have never blamed you. On the contrary, I have been in the human world for so long. All my joys and sorrows are given to me by you. It is you who made me experience all of this, and it is also you who made me understand what true spiritual practice is."

"I always felt that perhaps my long stay on earth wasn't entirely to subdue evil, but rather that I've been waiting, waiting for someone to appear..."

As soon as he finished speaking, Jiang Xiyu's hand suddenly trembled violently, his knuckles turning pale as he gripped the cassock.

Shiga noticed this and gently placed his hand on Jiang Xiyu's hand.

He gazed silently at Jiang Xiyu and said softly, "Now, I have waited for it all, and experienced the cause and effect I was meant to have..."

"Meeting you on this journey of spiritual cultivation in the human world is my greatest fortune."

"Xi Yu, I have no regrets..."

He uttered another "no regrets," but countless peach blossoms beside him had fallen. Their once vibrant colors had inexplicably dimmed, radiating a desolate chill like snow. The fallen petals turned to mud, and the snow to water, as if in regret.

Jiang Xiyu finally focused his mind, his throat bobbing for a moment as he tried to speak.

He hadn't expected Shiga to tell him these things; he was both delighted and incredulous.

But gradually, he caught Shiga's gaze, and in his eyes, he could no longer discern whose sliver of light it belonged to.

Then, a vague sense of foreboding arose in his heart, and he silently uttered, "Master..."

Shiga's gaze flickered for a moment. His heart, which had been sealed by the golden body, seemed to be slowly shedding its ice layer. He didn't know how much had melted away, but he felt that a part of it was becoming softer.

Shiga sensed it, as if he had been sensing it for a very long time, before responding softly and sighing slightly: "Many people in the world seek perfection, but the most difficult thing in the world is perfection."

Even he couldn't help but experience 'regret'.

However, when he yearned for fulfillment, he also had expectations, and he was grateful that at that moment, the other person was by his side.

So Shiga hugged him again, closed his eyes briefly, and said, "Thank you for accompanying me on this part of my spiritual journey."

Possessing you, getting you, can never compare to wanting you to be the best version of myself.

I hope you are happy, I hope you are safe.

Even though I'm reluctant to let go, I should let go of the inevitable partings and reunions.

If one can be compassionate to all living beings, one can also be compassionate to you.

However, when facing Jiang Xiyu, Shijia always couldn't help but want to reveal his weakness.

It was just a hope that he would have some pity for me.

Just a little is enough.

……

Having come to the demon realm, Shiga had no intention of leaving.

The Buddha felt that he had stayed in the mortal realm for too long, and the Heavenly Dao could no longer tolerate his existence there. Everything was urging him to return to his rightful place.

He didn't have time.

After this matter is resolved, he will surely suffer the backlash of his good deeds. In addition, his evil intentions are in the demon realm, and Shiga can sense that he is coming soon.

Shiga's hand tightened slightly.

In his daze, he heard the person in his arms choke out softly, "Master..."

Shiga held his body, paused, and raised his hand to stroke the long hair on his back.

Even through his clothes, he could sense his unease, but Shiga was afraid he would have another emotional outburst, so he whispered in his ear, "That's good, it'll be over soon..."

From the daze of yesterday until now, Jiang Xiyu feels like she's been crying a lot.

Perhaps, after parting ways with Shiga, he had already silently shed many tears without even realizing it.

Therefore, he was having difficulty breathing and had a headache.

Not knowing what to say or do, unable to express himself or make amends, he could only bury his head in Shiga's shoulder and neck, his mind a jumbled mess, his hands clutching Shiga tightly as if grasping at a lifeline or clinging to the only piece of driftwood in the water.

After hearing those words, Jiang Xiyu could not ignore the ominous feeling rising in his heart. It was a feeling of wanting to grasp something but being unable to. That feeling made Jiang Xiyu a little scared, as if he would lose something if he didn't speak up.

He had never felt so fearful and hesitant in matters of the heart...

Jiang Xiyu asked himself the same question.

You came all this way just for him, didn't you?

How could you let him suffer so much and be so sad?

Since he's upset, doesn't that prove you made the wrong choice?

So what if he doesn't belong to you? Life is so long for both of you. Is having him for even a moment an unforgivable sin?

Jiang Xiyu closed her eyes, inwardly cursing herself for always avoiding the issue, for hesitating even after realizing the truth. "Who do you think you are? Does not touching him make you seem virtuous?"

If you're going to avoid him, why not just leave? And if you've already left, why do you keep thinking about him day and night? And why do you have to look so aggrieved when you see him?

Why not just keep enduring it? You should have just vanished into thin air with the will-o'-the-wisps. Why did you have to think about seeing him one more time? Why couldn't you resist? This coy and ruthless behavior is utterly disgusting.

Jiang Xiyu felt utterly disgusted with herself, and this disgust grew stronger with each thought. The mindset of not disturbing or desiring anything that she had previously cultivated completely collapsed at this moment.

Jiang Xiyu's body trembled uncontrollably until he tasted his own blood between his lips and teeth. Only then did he suddenly come to his senses, his voice muffled and hoarse with self-loathing: "Master, I hate myself so much..."

The voice was very soft, and it dissipated in the wind and was swallowed by the cold air in an instant, as if it had never been spoken.

Shiga did not hear it.

So Jiang Xiyu used all her strength to respond to his embrace, wanting to say that she felt the same way about him.

However, as soon as he opened his mouth, the blood between his lips would flow down.

He didn't want to soil his robes, so he swallowed the blood as quickly as possible. Only when the metallic taste between his lips and teeth dissipated did he open his eyes, as if he could finally hold back.

Jiang Xiyu withdrew her hand from Shiga's back, then struggled slightly to pull away.

Shiga's long eyelashes trembled. When he sensed Jiang Xiyu's struggle, he seemed to give a bitter smile before loosening his embrace of her.

Jiang Xiyu looked up from his embrace and, before Shijia could react, wrapped her arms around his neck. Then, she tried to use the force to get up from his embrace.

Shiga suddenly froze.

The next moment, the delicate fragrance of the rose enveloped him.

Shiga held his breath, staring blankly at the face that was getting closer and closer, as if his soul had been stolen away.

Jiang Xiyu met his eyes, smiled slightly, her eyes seemingly still brimming with tears, but her tone was both angry and fierce, as if she were possessed: "I'm so annoying, Master, I was just presumptuous..."

As he finished speaking, he touched Shiga's face with one hand, and then bent down without hesitation.

Peach blossoms fall, bathed in the enchanting sunlight.

However, just as that kiss was about to touch...

The sky suddenly changed color, as if space was violently torn apart, a gale arose, and accompanied by an angry yet icy shout, it pressed down all around.

"Jiang Xiyu!"

And so, that kiss, in the end, remained just inches away.