My whole family treats me like a dog, but this time I will never turn back!

"I said no hugging, and that's final. If your little brother gets used to being hugged, he'll want to be hugged every day. We can't spoil him too much, Ye Ruqing. Let me tell you, kids are devils!"

My mother seems to be very strict with my younger brother.

I don't know if what my mother said is right. Maybe we were rarely held when we were little, so my sister and I didn't dare to hold them and just watched from the side!

The younger brother cried more and more sadly, looking very pitiful. It seemed like no one cared about him. Gradually, he cried himself to sleep!

"Big sister, my little brother is so annoying!"

Ye Ke'er whispered to me.

"You were like this when you were little!"

I have to remind Ye Ke'er, but I'm not sure if I was ever held when I was little, but I remember my younger sister and the others being held a lot!

That day, when I came home from school, I had just returned to my room when I heard my younger brother crying!

Grandpa isn't here, Dad isn't here, and the nanny isn't here either!

By the way, the nanny was fired by the mother, who said that she wanted to take care of her own child and wouldn't allow the nanny to interfere!

I pushed open the door and entered my mother's room. A foul smell wafted out, and I guessed that my younger brother must have pooped!

"Mother!"

I rushed to look for my mother, but she wasn't home. I was very surprised!

Oh no! My little brother pooped! And Mom isn't home!

I asked Uncle Lin and finally found out that my mother was playing mahjong at the neighbor's house. I rushed over and anxiously reminded her!

"Ignore him!"

But Mom was still playing mahjong and completely ignored my younger brother!

"Mom, my little brother seems hungry!"

I was a little anxious, but I didn't dare to disturb my mom's mahjong game!

"Ruqing, if you have time, take him to the bathroom to wash his bottom and make him some formula while you're at it!"

Mom got a good hand of cards, and she seemed very happy. She turned to me and said a few words!

"I...I don't understand!"

I was a little worried that I wouldn't do well, but when I tried to ask my mom, she ignored me!

I had no choice but to go back to my mother's room, where I found my younger brother still crying. His voice was very shrill, and it seemed like he was about to scream himself hoarse.

There was no other way, so I had to take off my little brother's diaper and carry him to the bathroom!

Since I don't know how to wash it, I just rinsed it under the tap, and I don't know if it was clean!

But my younger brother cried even harder, I don't know if it was because the water was too cold!

Since that incident, misfortune has been befalling me. Whenever my younger brother cries, my mother makes me take care of him, such as making milk, changing diapers, and so on!

My initial liking gradually turned into dislike. I hate my younger brother whenever I hear him crying!

I hit my younger brother behind my mother's back, but he didn't cry. Instead, he smiled at me. He smiled very happily, and it seemed like he liked me a lot!

But I wasn't happy at all; I hated him even more!

I hate kids!

I remember one time, my younger brother had already learned to crawl. He was crawling in the garden when he somehow fell down!

My sister and mom ignored him. Even though my brother was crying, they didn't go over to check on him. After waiting for a while, my mom finally told me to go check on my brother. When I went over, I found that my brother was covered in ants, and these ants were biting him!

My younger brother was lying on the ground, motionless, his whole body trembling, as if he was about to die!

I was terrified and called my mom for help, but she said she needed to take a nap and ignored me. So I had to pull my little brother to the tap and run the water to wash away the ants!

Ants were crawling everywhere, and one of them crawled onto me and bit me. I was very angry and slapped my younger brother a few more times. My brother finally woke up at this time. He kept crying and looked at me with his pitiful big eyes, looking very innocent!

However, I got even angrier. When no one was around, I stomped on my brother's foot hard. I don't know why, but the more I saw my brother cry, the more excited I felt. It was a very strange feeling!

That evening, Grandpa discovered that my younger brother had a fever, and he and Dad took him to the hospital!

Time passed just like that. When I was ten years old, I came home from school and saw that my grandfather's eyes were red, my father was sitting without saying a word, and my mother was watching TV with a cold face, holding a child in her arms!

By the way, his name isn't Ye Jianchen, it's Ye Xu, and he's also our youngest brother!

I glanced into the living room and saw my younger sister, but not my other younger brother, Ye Jianchen!

I asked Ye Wanrou in a low voice.

Ye Wanrou is eight years old now and is not as silly as she was when she was little. She told me that Ye Jianchen is lost!

God!

I was stunned!

But for some reason, I wasn't worried at all; on the contrary, I was a little happy. I had long disliked Ye Jianchen. He was a child that no one in the family liked, and my mother often told us that Ye Jianchen was the most annoying one!

It's better to lose it now, then no one will bother me anymore!

What surprised me was that although my mother clearly disliked children, she was very good to my youngest brother, Ye Xu. Every day, she would personally make milk for Ye Xu, change his diapers, and even give up playing mahjong to spend every day with her brother!

I don't understand what the difference is between Ye Jianchen and Ye Xu, and why their treatment is completely different!

Several times, I wanted to secretly hit my younger brother Ye Xu, but my mother stopped me each time and scolded me even more severely!

I didn't dare to talk back, and lowered my head as if I had done something wrong. I also completely understood what my mother meant. It seemed that my mother could allow everyone to bully Ye Jianchen, but not Ye Xu!

And so, I slowly grew up and went to school abroad!

However, I still hate children!

My boyfriend, who lives abroad, once asked me how many children I planned to have in the future!

I coldly replied to him that I didn't want any of them and that I had no intention of having children in my life!

My boyfriend was terrified. He kept trying to persuade me, but I remained adamant. I couldn't understand what was so good about the child. He cried all the time and it was so annoying!

I remember when I was little, I had to take care of Ye Jianchen, and I didn't even have time to do my homework or play!

So I told my boyfriend that if he wanted to stay together, we couldn't have children, otherwise we'd break up right now!

If you still want to force me to have children in the future, I'll get sterilized right now!

My boyfriend didn't dare to talk about this topic anymore and kept trying to coax and please me, which made me quite happy at the time!

Just a month later, my boyfriend still broke up with me!

I was surprised at the time, but it didn't really matter. I'm pretty and my family is rich, so changing boyfriends is like changing clothes!

While studying abroad, I also did a part-time job as an assistant at a kindergarten. Although I hated the job, it was arranged by the school and it was related to whether I could graduate!

So, I had no choice but to put up with it!

When I worked at the kindergarten, I still disliked those blond, fair-skinned foreign children!

They swarmed around me like flies, constantly asking me pointless questions!

On the surface, I could only endure it, but as long as there were no colleagues around, I would bully them and beat them up. Seeing them want to cry but dare not cry, I felt a long-lost sense of pleasure!

That's right, this feeling of exhilaration comes from childhood, it's really exciting!

Especially a little boy named Curry, he's quite small and looks rather delicate, and I love teasing him the most!

Perhaps in this little boy, I seem to see my former younger brother, Ye Jianchen!