Miler, who has a system for giving up

In the morning, sunlight streamed through the window onto my bed, and I woke up slowly, accompanied by the melodious songs of birds.

I glanced at my phone; it was only five o'clock. I got up and washed up. The house was quiet; everyone else seemed to be still sound asleep.

After washing up, I sat on the edge of the bed, closed my eyes, and recalled the little things about this family.

Her father, Mi Minfeng, her mother, Zhou Huizhen, her brother, Mi Jun, her sister-in-law, Kou Lerong, and her two adorable nephews and nieces, Mi Jixing and Mi Jiyue, live here.

Of course, there's also her—Mi Le.

My father dotes on his nephews and nieces, even to the point of spoiling them. He always does his best to meet their needs and provide them with the best living conditions.

The father also cared deeply for his older brother, Mi Jun, and the father and son had a harmonious relationship. However, the situation was different for the girls in the family.

Although her father's love for her was not as intense as his love for boys, she did not feel frustrated or disappointed.

After all, everyone has their own preferences and prejudices, which is only natural.

She often tells herself to maintain an optimistic and positive attitude. No matter what, she will strive to become a better person, an independent and confident individual.

She firmly believes that as long as she perseveres in pursuing her dreams, the future will be even brighter.

But reality was far from what he expected. The father usually fed the girl leftovers, and all the promises he made to her were false.

When the girl needed her father's help, he made various excuses to avoid fulfilling his promise.

Even if a girl is hit by a car, the first thing they do is blame the girl for not being careful, and they don't care at all whether the girl is injured.

The mother is fairly good to her daughter, but sometimes she says very hurtful things.

Nevertheless, she still cared for the girl on a daily basis, such as secretly saving some delicious food for her or buying her some clothes, although these clothes were not expensive.

However, one time after her sister-in-law stirred up trouble, her mother actually sided with her sister-in-law and scolded the girl harshly for an entire afternoon.

Those words were sharp and hurtful, making the girl feel incredibly wronged.

Finally, the girl became so angry that she could barely breathe, a scene that terrified her mother.

Since then, the mother has never argued with the girl again.

In the girl's memory, this older brother was initially very kind to her, so kind that her sister-in-law was extremely jealous.

At that time, the girl felt that she was the happiest sister in the world, having an older brother who cared for her so much.

However, fate took an unexpected turn.

Later, it was precisely because of her sister-in-law that, when the girl was away at boarding school, she stirred up trouble in front of her family and spoke ill of the girl.

With just a casual remark, her sister-in-law pushed the girl into the abyss: "She must have been abused and her organs have all been removed. She couldn't survive and was thrown back here. Let's take her to get checked out."

"She doesn't study properly, she has 3-4 cell phones, and she's chatting with 7-8 guys!" Her sister-in-law's words were like a sharp sword, mercilessly piercing the girl's heart.

The girl couldn't accept such slander and defamation. She tried to explain, but her brother chose to believe his sister-in-law instead of her.

The girl felt incredibly wronged and pained. She couldn't understand why her family would so easily believe someone else's lies instead of trusting her.

My sister-in-law knew perfectly well that those were all fabricated stories, but she still deliberately tried to smear her.

Why did all this happen? The girl was filled with doubt and anger.

Despite the girl's efforts to prove her innocence, her brother remained unmoved.

He seemed to have been completely brainwashed by his sister-in-law's words and had lost trust in the girl.

The girl felt disheartened and didn't know how to cope with the situation.

The brother who cared for her gradually drifted apart from the girl due to false accusations from others, and in the end, he even tried to kill her with a knife.

Because her brother thought she was disgusting and didn't deserve to live in this world, and he wanted to kick her out of the house!

The girl was only allowed to stay after her mother intervened.

During that time, the girl learned what it meant to taste nothing at all, and even wrote a two-page suicide note.

Just as the knife was about to slash at his wrist, a message popped up on his phone, and he finally put the knife down.

Yao Yashu: "Old Mi, what time are you leaving today? Let's go to school together, okay? ξ( ?＞??)"

She was the girl's classmate and roommate at school. She would often comfort the girl and accompany her to run laps on the track when the girl was unhappy.

But now she has no friends because her family doesn't allow her to associate with anyone, and gradually, the girl is all alone.

However, the person the girl hated the most in this family was her sister-in-law!

Not only does the sister-in-law frequently steal the girl's newly bought items, but she also spreads unfounded rumors about the girl's family when the girl is not home, sowing discord between the girl and her family!

From initially resisting and arguing fiercely, to eventually swallowing her anger, it was all because she explained herself again and again, yet no one believed her.

Even if the evidence were presented to them, they wouldn't believe her.

In the end, she gave up struggling and let her sister-in-law spread rumors about her.

In comparison, her niece and nephew, the two children, are doing well. Her niece, Yueyue, is 10 years younger than the girl and has not been spoiled by her mother.

However, her nephew Xingxing was led astray, hitting not only the girl but also her father, and cursing everyone in the family except her brother.

He destroyed the girl's things and made a scene at home, throwing things around.

After studying this family, I couldn't help but exclaim, "So there are so many complicated things going on. No wonder the girl would have suicidal thoughts because of what happened yesterday."

No wonder, now I understand.

Everything accumulated little by little, eventually leading to the girl's breakdown and deep hatred for her family.

When a person cannot bear the pressure, they often choose to give up their life to escape the pain.

Now, let me take that girl's place and slowly reclaim what she lost!

After thinking about all these random things, I put away all my negative emotions and began to carefully examine the body.

I did two sets of Baduanjin exercises and felt my body's reaction.

The body is giving me quite good feedback, after all, I just completed a body tempering last night.

However, it also has some minor flaws: there are some minor old injuries at the joints of both arms and both legs.

I recall that this girl used to be an athlete.

Girls who practice sports are like dazzling pearls, radiating brilliant light.

They possess an indomitable spirit and tenacious perseverance, constantly challenging their own limits.

Perhaps this girl trains so hard so that she can achieve excellent results and make her family proud.

Perhaps that's why she has so many scars on her body.

Now that I'm here, let me help heal and repair her physical injuries.

A new world, a new beginning, a fresh start—let's start anew!

And so, I abandoned all distracting thoughts and slowly immersed myself in cultivation.

It felt like a long time had passed when a voice came from downstairs: "Xingxing, Yueyue, Lerong, Lele, come down for dinner, it's ready."

I slowly opened my eyes and looked at my phone screen, which showed 7:34. I hadn't realized that more than two hours had passed while I was immersed in cultivation; time really flies!

At this moment, everyone went downstairs to the restaurant, it seemed they had all finished washing up.

Upon entering the restaurant, one immediately sees the food laid out on the table—six bowls of old-fashioned tofu pudding wrapped in plastic bags, and a large plate containing fifteen large fried dough sticks.

The food looked so tempting that my stomach started growling.

After everyone was seated, Yueyue and Xingxing sat together, eating and whispering to each other.

Kou Lerong sat next to the two children, glancing at me every now and then. Then she let her parents sit in the middle, while I sat on the far side, next to my mother on my left.

I kept my head down, eating my tofu and fried dough sticks, without looking up at them.

I had only eaten half of my meal when Kou Lerong took Yueyue and Xingxing to school.

In the past, it was always my father who would take them. Perhaps he gave the opportunity to Kou Lerong today so that he could talk to me.

After the door closed, Mom started talking, "Lele, you've just graduated and have been resting at home for half a year now, right? Have you thought about what kind of job you want to do?"

"Hmm, more or less. I'm going to go out and take a look first. I'm not a sports student anymore, I've switched to art, so I'm planning to look for advertising companies or something. There should be quite a few jobs that suit me."

(When the girl was a sports student, the training was too intense, and she had a habit of spraining her ankle. The injury was serious. In addition, due to her family situation, she was often upset and had slight heart palpitations and arrhythmia. So she had no choice but to switch to art.)

Just when I thought the conversation was over, my dad looked at me and said, "Why don't we talk to your brother? He has a lot of connections, and maybe he can find you a suitable job."

Considering the awkward situation between the girl and her brother, she thought it over and ultimately rejected her father's suggestion.

"Dad, Mom, no need. I'll look for it myself first. If I really can't find a suitable one, then I can ask my brother."

"Alright, sit for a while and digest your food. Keep track of the time yourself. Remember to go out and check. Your mom and I are going out to buy groceries."

"Okay, you guys go ahead, I'll be there in a bit."

After quietly finishing my breakfast alone, I let out a satisfied burp and then leisurely returned to my bedroom.

Stepping into the room, a breath of fresh air greets you, making you feel incredibly comfortable and relaxed.

I gently closed the door, walked to the window, drew back the curtains, and let the sunlight stream into the room.

I walked to my desk, sat down, and felt exceptionally happy.

Looking at the neatly arranged stationery and books on my desk, I felt a strange sense of satisfaction.

At that moment, my gaze fell on a stack of white papers, which lay quietly on the table, as if waiting for something.

I reached out and gently stroked the stack of white paper, feeling its texture.

Then, I carefully took out a piece of paper and placed it on the table in front of me.

This blank sheet of paper is like a blank canvas, waiting for me to fill it with words, paintbrushes, or other means.

I turned on my fully charged phone and started searching for job postings. I picked up a pen and wrote down all the jobs I liked, that suited me, and that I felt were acceptable on a piece of paper.

The job postings, like spring flowers, were dazzling and eye-catching.

After comparing them, I chose three companies of different types, but these were the ones I preferred compared to the others.

The first company: an advertising agency

Position: Graphic Designer

Requirements: Proficiency in design software is required; candidates should possess a certain level of creativity and aesthetic sense, and be able to complete design tasks independently.

Compensation: Monthly salary around 8000 yuan, five social insurances and one housing fund, paid annual leave and other benefits.

The second company: security company

Position: Security Guard

Requirements: Good health, no criminal record, a strong sense of responsibility and a team player.

Compensation: Monthly salary of around 4000 yuan, accommodation and meal allowance provided, five social insurances and one housing fund, paid annual leave and other benefits.

The third company: a computer company

Position: Data Analyst

Requirements: Bachelor's degree or above, with priority given to candidates majoring in statistics, mathematics, computer science, or related fields; familiar with data analysis tools and methods; possesses excellent communication skills and a strong team spirit.

Compensation: Monthly salary around RMB [amount missing], five social insurances and one housing fund, paid annual leave and other benefits.

These three companies each have their own characteristics, and I am interested in them all, but in the end I decided to check them out first before making a decision.

I changed into a clean and neat set of clothes and put on white sneakers.

I grabbed my backpack, notebook, pen, phone, and keys and headed out to check out the company I had my eye on.

I hope to find a satisfactory job today!