Return to before death

Because her maternal grandmother was by her side, and loved her more than anyone else, Yan Ran found a bond with her grandmother that was even more important than with her parents.

“I haven’t been back for a long time because I’m worried about seeing everything there, which holds my grandmother’s memories, so I’m quite careful.”

Yan Ran looked into Yu Xiao's eyes and said seriously, her eyes full of smiles. There had indeed been a lot going on, but it wasn't to the point that she didn't have time to go home.

It's just that Yan Ran has been avoiding this matter. She doesn't dare to face her parents because, in her heart, she still blames them.

Because she blames her parents, Yan Ran still cares about them and doesn't feel that they have no feelings for her at all.

Yu Xiao knew that Yan Ran was not a heartless person at all, and that they were already so old that they should try to accept all the results, whether good or bad.

"Perhaps they are also worried about you, but they are afraid that you will blame them, so they have not dared to disturb your life. You should really go back and see them, at least so that you won't have any regrets."

Yu Xiao looked into Yan Ran's eyes and earnestly explained herself, hoping to give herself a proper explanation so that she wouldn't be so afraid of how things would slowly turn out.

Yan Ran looked into Yu Xiao's eyes. She knew that she still needed to make more preparations little by little so that things could be resolved step by step.

Moreover, the problems in my own family have been interfering with my life all along. No matter what happens in the future, I should at least prepare little by little.

"Tomorrow, I'll take care of everything at the newspaper and go back to check on things. I'll report to your place when I get back."

Yan Ran looked into Yu Xiao's eyes and spoke earnestly, a slight smile playing on her lips.

A lot has happened recently, and we don't know what choices we should make. We can only wait until the results come out, and then we'll be a little surprised.

Yu Xiao looked into Yan Ran's eyes. She knew that there had been a lot going on lately, and she was getting married soon. She didn't want to have any regrets at all.

Many times, we don't know how to handle things, but as more things happen, we can only solve the problems little by little.

“My situation isn’t that important. I just think you should have your own explanation for the past and for many things.”

Yu Xiao looked into Yan Ran's eyes and said seriously, her eyes full of smiles. Yan Ran's relationship with her family will always need to be improved little by little.

"Time really flies. It feels like we were just little girls going to school together, and now we each have our own families." Yan Ran turned around and looked into Yu Xiao's eyes, speaking earnestly with a slight smile on her lips.

A lot has happened recently, and we don't know how to choose what kind of life to live.

But since it has already happened, we have to wait until the very end to see how it truly reflects the realities of life.

They grew up together since they were little, and it's been decades now, so there are many things they simply don't know how to solve.

Yu Xiao looked into Yan Ran's eyes, a smile appearing on her lips. "Although I'm asking you to go back, you have to come back after you've settled things over there. I'm getting married soon, and I need you as my bridesmaid."

Yu Xiao and Ji Shuhai's wedding date has been set, and they have been preparing for all the wedding arrangements.

"I know, I'm your only bridesmaid at your wedding. How can you have a proper wedding if I don't go?" Yan Ran said earnestly, looking into Yu Xiao's eyes, her gaze full of laughter. She was completely at a loss for what to do.

Night had fallen, and Yan Ran and Yu Xiao had less and less time together. As they grew older, the time they would spend together would become even less.

Many times, we don't know what choices we should make, and we can only make our own decisions little by little.

In the future, they will each have their own families and will have to solve many problems on their own, leaving them with less and less time for each other.

But isn't that what friendship is all about? It's when we're most needed that we stay by each other's side.

The next morning, Yan Ran got out of bed. Yu Xiao was already up, because it was time to try on wedding dresses, so Yu Xiao needed to go early to prepare.

Yu Xiao left a note for Yan Ran on the refrigerator: "Remember to do what you want to do." There was also a breakfast that Yu Xiao had prepared for Yan Ran.

Ever since Yu Xiao and Ji Shuhai started preparing for their wedding, Yu Xiao has been learning to make breakfast, even though she is usually very busy.

So she usually doesn't handle these household chores, but as for breakfast, a food that evokes such strong emotions, she still tries to make it herself.

Yan Ran packed her things. She hadn't been to that place in a long time. It held many memories for her, but it was also the place where she had been most heartbroken.

My maternal grandmother passed away in that place, and I received love in that place as well. It seems that the place holds many of my happy memories.

No matter what happens in the future, they will eventually have to get used to these things.

D City is a large city, and Yan Ran is currently located in the city center. The place she is going to today is a bit further north.

Yan Ran came from that place and hasn't been back for a long time. She wonders if the place has changed in any way.

Perhaps nothing there can compare to downtown D right now, but it still bears witness to its beauty.

No matter what happens in the future, as long as it is dealt with little by little, the most we can do is to take care of things little by little and prepare accordingly.

When all the time is right, everything will return to its original state.

We don't know what the future will be like, but it will definitely be better than it is now. After going through a lot, things will gradually get better.

Lumen is where Yan Ran has lived for more than ten years. It has been a long time since Yan Ran came here. Looking at everything here, she sees that many things have changed.

We don't know how to handle things that we shouldn't have handled, but things gradually pass by, and eventually someone will notice the difference.

"Hello, I wanted to ask, these houses are all so old, are they going to be demolished soon?" Yan Ran looked at the house she used to live in, which was already very old.

Moreover, this place looks like it's uninhabited, lacking a sense of human presence, and is completely different from what I saw when I was a child.

"I'm sorry, I'm not really sure either. My father's hometown is here, so I came to take a look." The stranger, stumped by Yan Ran's question, looked into Yan Ran's eyes and replied apologetically.

She came here because it's a holiday; she usually stays elsewhere. Perhaps it's to remember some things.

Often, we don't know what choices we should make. By the time the results are in, it's too late to recall those events; they've lost all meaning.

Based on her memory, Yan Ran returned to the place where her parents lived, but she didn't call them or ask them to come pick her up.

Yan Ran lingered in the park alone for a long time, not daring to go in and disturb them. Most of the time, she could only wait patiently by herself.

"Old Yan, you said the environment over there is good, but I think it's just okay. It's just that the supermarket has a lot of things that we..." Two middle-aged men walked towards Yan Ran.

Those were Yan Ran's parents. They were quite old, looking like two elderly people relying on each other.

Yan Ran was worried that they would see her, so she deliberately hid. Watching their departing figures, Yan Ran felt a strange pang of heartache.

I never imagined that they would all have grown old since I last came here.

But why don't they contact her? At most, Yan Ran also hoped that she could get in touch with her parents.

Unfortunately, we never received any contact from our parents, and we didn't know what to do.

Often, we can only react little by little, and whatever happens in the future, we can only wait and see.

Yan Ran followed closely behind them, watching how clumsy they walked, and her eyes were filled with regret.

For a long time, they didn't know what they had gone through, but most of the time, they could only react little by little.

Yan Ran hesitated for a long time before finally deciding to go up and call out to them, "Mom and Dad, I'm back."

Yan Ran looked into her parents' eyes and said earnestly, her eyes full of smiles. "A lot has happened recently, and I don't know what to choose."

It was only then that Yan Ran's parents heard the voice behind them and looked back, their eyes filled with regret.

A lot has happened recently, but I have no idea what choices to make or how to make decisions in the future.

"Daughter, why are you back? You haven't been back for so long!" Mother Yan said earnestly, looking into Yan Ran's eyes with a smile in her eyes.