Quick Transmigration: Saving That Cannon Fodder

During Uncle Si and Aunt Zhou's argument, he learned about You Ning's origins.

Si Youning was born to his mother for his brother's sake, and to his father to keep his mother in check.

In that family, apart from his brother, no one was kind to him without ulterior motives.

Only Si Ningyu, since he could remember, was unconditionally good to him.

Si Ningyu taught him not to be mentally controlled by his parents, taught him to pursue his own dreams, and made him understand that he was not his brother's blood bag, but the person his brother cared about the most.

In his dream, Gu Xu'an hated the Si family, including Si Ningyu.

Without Si Ningyu, Si Youning would have been the child her parents were looking forward to having.

Instead of being taught from childhood to always put their older brother first and to give him whatever he wants.

He has to take responsibility for his brother's remaining years, and he will marry a woman, have children, and take care of his brother in his old age.

However, it was because of Si Ningyu's existence that Si Youning was raised to be a little sun from a young age.

Gu Xu'an remembered that Si's parents used to argue almost every day in their early years.

When they were little, Si Ningyu would hold Si Youning and hide him. When they grew up, she would take him out so that he wouldn't see the mess their house had made.

He got to know Si Youning when the Si family had another argument, and Si Ningyu took her younger brother out to avoid it.

At that time, Si Ningyu was not talkative, and Gu Xu'an thought that the two of them had gotten lost and did not know the way home.

Si Youning thought he was a human trafficker and punched him right away.

The little boy was surprisingly strong. Gu Xu'an found him adorable and from then on, he couldn't help but come over to play with him every day.

As he grew older, he understood that Si Ningyu was not speaking because she was sick, and he tried to stay with Si Youning to take care of her.

This patient was different from the patient one might imagine. Si Ningyu didn't need anyone's care and didn't even like talking to people.

One day, Si Ningyu attempted suicide by overdose, but was saved several times. Si Youning also became increasingly silent.

As if he had grown up overnight, Little Sun no longer smiled often.

After Si Ningyu's death, Si Youning became a completely different person, reliving the scene of her brother's death again and again in a self-destructive manner.

Depression overwhelmed and suffocated him like a black sea, leaving him with no hope of survival.

He felt so guilty that he wanted to experience all the pain his brother had gone through, and he longed countless times to go back to that night when he could hold his brother's hand.

Si Youning was very sensible and kind, and it was precisely because of his kindness that he attempted suicide time and time again.

Gu Xu'an consulted many psychologists, and when Si Youning couldn't see him, he couldn't help but silently shed tears.

He couldn't understand why some people, who had no worries about food and clothing, didn't even have the strength to live.

I'm desperate to protect this person, hoping to stay with them for a lifetime.

In his dream, he clearly remembered that Youning agreed to be with him, and they went on a trip and received medical treatment.

Si Youning performed exceptionally well, so well that he fooled the psychologist and him as well.

On one occasion when they went on a beach vacation, Gu Xu'an turned around and bought him a hat. When he turned around again, he had already swum to the deep water.

The waves took everything away, including Gu Xu'an's lover.

The excruciating pain suffocated Gu Xu'an; his heart ached so much that it went numb, and he couldn't utter a sound.

Waking up in despair, Gu Xu'an immediately called Si Youning.

Hearing Si Youning's slightly dazed voice, Gu Xu'an's tears rolled down his cheeks. He wished he could rush over and hug his lover.

But no, he and Youning were just friends and neighbors, but not lovers.

Gu Xu'an thought that no matter what, he had to catch up with Si Youning and he would never let what happened in his dream happen.

He wanted to know more about Si Ningyu's condition, but the Si family never revealed anything to outsiders, not even to him.

Staring at the gardenias in front of him, this was Si Youning's favorite flower, and also one he himself liked.

After thinking for a moment, Gu Xu'an picked up the pot of gardenias again and went to the Si family's house with the florists who were delivering the flowers.

The midday sun was blazing, but Si Youning seemed oblivious to the heat, wearing a straw hat as he directed the gardeners to arrange the flowerpots.

Turning around, Gu Xu'an stood not far away, smiling at him.

Si Youning pursed his lips, walked to the tool shed on the side, and took out a straw hat that was the same as the one on his head.

As if knowing what he was going to do next, Gu Xu'an bent down slightly so that he could help her put on her hat.

"Why did you come here too? Weren't you supposed to draw tomorrow?" Si Youning asked.

Gu Xu'an handed over the gardenias in his arms: "I brought you flowers, let me help you tidy them up."

The sincerity in his eyes made it impossible for Si Youning to refuse, as if refusing would be a heinous crime.

"Okay, we'll have afternoon tea at home later. I've had some sweet soup made."

[Your Highness, the system is fully repaired. We'll find you an identity in the next few days.]

This was a special case; they didn't have proper identification when they fell.

Chi Xing nodded casually. He nestled in bed, closed his eyes to rest for a while, and then took out his phone to check the message Si Ningyu had left for him.

[Red Star? Can I call you Star from now on? You really are my alternate personality?]

I'm sorry, I'm not feeling well, but I will eat properly. I'm on my way to school now and I'm really looking forward to campus life.

Star, thank you for the gift. I really like it, but I don't seem to have anything to give you in return. Oh, right, I'll draw you a picture another day.

That's all for the comments. Akahoshi knows that Ayu was actually thinking of writing about his experiences at school when he got back.

Unfortunately, he encountered Fang Shu, and was so frightened by his familiar eyes and appearance that his illness flared up.

Chixing gently touched his heart. At this moment, he and Ayu shared the same heart, their heartbeats were in sync.

He left a note on the memo:

Ayu is injured. Did something bad happen to her?

You can tell me that I will always be by your side. It may seem a bit abrupt, but I still want to express my feelings.

Ayu, I like you, I like you so much, I've liked you ever since I came into this world. You have no idea how wonderful you are.

But that's not why I like you. I like you simply because you are you, and I like your soul.

No matter what you do, no matter how many flaws you have, no matter what kind of personality you have, I love you, I love you so much that I can't live without you.

So please promise me you won't hurt yourself anymore, okay? It breaks my heart.

I understand how upset you must be. I'm sorry I can't hug you right now, so I can only give you a dragon plush toy. You can tell the dragon anything, whether you're happy or unhappy, and the dragon promises not to tell anyone.

After writing this, Akahoshi got out of bed.

I brought another easel and canvas, pasted on a new sheet of paper, opened the paints, and began to paint.

The vibrant grassland stretches to the horizon, bathed in the golden light of the Tyndall effect.

A little boy sits on the grassland, next to a dragon-shaped doll. They face the light, as if they only need to take one step forward to embrace it.