Post-Apocalyptic Wasteland: The Female Protagonist Has Become a God

Lu Siyan led Cang Xingyue back to the room, and as soon as they entered, he hugged her tightly. "Ayue, thank you."

"If it weren't for you last time and this time, they probably wouldn't be safe and sound now."

These brothers, who have been through thick and thin with him for many years, have long been indispensable to him; they are not relatives, but they are closer than relatives.

He couldn't imagine how devastating it would be for him to lose one of them.

Cang Xingyue hugged him back, "You scoundrel, don't thank me. They are important people to you, of course I have to help them."

And with them by your side, you'll be fine and won't be lonely even without me.

"You damn woman, you're also a very important person to me."

Cang Xingyue smiled and patted his back gently, saying softly, "I know, you haven't been resting well these past few days. Go get some sleep now."

"Then you'll come with me."

"You're not a little kid anymore, do you? You don't need someone to lull you to sleep," she teased.

"I'm afraid you'll be gone when I wake up."

He always had a nameless worry in his heart, always feeling that she might disappear at any moment and that he would never be able to find her again. She was like a gust of wind that he could not grasp.

"Don't overthink it, where else could I go?"

Cang Xingyue stepped out of his embrace, took his hand, and walked towards the bed. "Since our little Lu Siyan can't sleep by himself, how about I watch you sleep?"

Lu Siyan lay down on the bed, while Cang Xingyue sat beside him, watching him intently with a smile.

"You damn woman, I'm not a child..." Perhaps he was really too tired, he fell into a deep sleep after saying that.

With tenderness in her eyes, Cang Xingyue couldn't help but stroke his cheek.

"That bastard is really good-looking. I wonder which woman will end up with him..."

Thinking of this made her feel sad, and by the end her voice choked up.

She forced herself not to think about it anymore, pushing back the overwhelming sadness.

Cherish the present moment; at least right now, you're mine.

She kissed his forehead, then lay down beside him and fell asleep in his arms.

After Cang Xingyue fell asleep, Lu Siyan opened his eyes, his gray eyes turning red.

He reached out and pulled her into his arms, holding her tightly as if he wanted to meld her into his very bones.

What exactly are you trying to do? And which woman are you going to dump me on? Ah Yue, what are you trying to do...?

"Did I ultimately fail to win your heart...?"

Lu Siyan was extremely frustrated at this moment. Nothing is more devastating than discovering that your lover doesn't love you as much as you used to.

A familiar sense of mania surged through his brain, tearing at his reason. His desire to kill and destroy grew stronger, and his eyes became increasingly bloodshot.

He suppressed the urge to tear the person in his arms to pieces, and tried his best to maintain his rationality as he gently put her down.

Cang Xingyue is a light sleeper, and even though he moved very quietly, he still woke her up.

She looked at his face and asked in confusion, "Why are you awake? Did I wake you?"

Cang Xingyue thought that she was disturbing him by moving too much while sleeping, and she couldn't help but feel annoyed. He rarely gets to rest, but she disturbed him and prevented him from sleeping soundly.

However, Lu Siyan did not speak. The tenderness in his eyes when he looked at her before was gone, replaced by a morbid gloom and coldness.

Cang Xingyue immediately realized his state and subconsciously wanted to back away, but her movement was immediately noticed.

Lu Siyan reached out and pulled her over, then flipped her over and pinned her down.

"What, you want to run away again?" He grabbed her neck with his large hand and asked through gritted teeth, "Where are you planning to run to this time?"

Cang Xingyue tried to pry the hand that was choking her neck away, explaining, "I didn't, Lu Siyan, let go, it hurts."

However, Lu Siyan ignored her words and continued, "You seem to really enjoy running away and making me angry. Do you enjoy the thrill of chasing, or do you enjoy being treated so roughly by me after you've angered me?"

"Lu Siyan, what are you saying? Wake up!"

"Sober? Ha~ What does it mean to be sober? Knowing what you want and getting it is true soberness."

"Ah Yue, do you think what I said is right?"

"Do not……"

She had barely uttered a word when Lu Siyan covered her mouth, putting his index finger to his lips in a shushing gesture.

"Shh, be quiet. I don't want to hear you right now, so shut up."

Cang Xingyue was about to use her water-based abilities to push him away when Lu Siyan used his air-based abilities to immobilize her on the bed.

He removed his hand from her mouth.

“Lu Siyan, I…”

This time, she couldn't even finish a sentence before he silenced her with his lips.

He kissed her forcefully, a kiss devoid of tenderness, only filled with his sadistic brutality.

His hand slowly caressed it?

Her waist?

Lift up her clothes?

"Ah Yue, I love you so much..."

"You are mine, and I will never allow you to leave."

I want you to belong to me forever.

Cang Xingyue's eyes widened, her heart filled with bewilderment and unease.

Lu Siyan's actions became increasingly excessive and daring, and she instantly panicked.

She didn't want to hurt him, but he was completely irrational at the moment. If she didn't stop him, it would be hard to end the situation. After he came to his senses, how would the two of them face each other calmly?

Time suddenly stopped, and so did Lu Siyan's movements.

Cang Xingyue broke free from the supernatural power restraints on her body, pushed Lu Siyan away, and stood up.

"Lu Siyan, I'm sorry, we can't..."

She was destined to leave, and they would eventually become strangers. The brief moment of tenderness would not change the course of their destinies.

"If we are destined to meet again and fall in love again... I hope that any intimacy between us will happen naturally when we are happy, rather than like this."

“Lu Siyan, I’m sorry, I don’t want to leave you either, but someone has to do this, and I happen to have the ability and am the most suitable and only candidate.”

"In this apocalypse, too many people have been displaced and lost their lives innocently. There are also too many people like us who love each other but have to be separated, whether it is family, friendship, or love."

"If I can sacrifice my own feelings, many people who were forced to separate can reunite. I think it's worth it."

Cang Xingyue gave a wry smile.

She knew perfectly well that Lu Siyan wouldn't hear anything she said while time was frozen, but she still couldn't help but tell him.

"I am content to see you one more time. I hope you will be happy every day from now on. Forget about me."

Her hand touched his cheek one last time.

As the power of time was activated, she completely erased all the memories of their time together from his mind.

After doing all this, she left the room and went to the lobby on the first floor.

Yun Jiang and the others happened to be there, and she had something to say to them.

She walked up to them, and their eyes all turned to her.

"sister in law……"

"I have something to tell you."

She instructed them not to mention her in front of Lu Siyan, and even more so not to tell him about their relationship.

Yun Jiang and the others couldn't understand why she did this, so she had to make up a lie, saying that she was dying and didn't want Lu Siyan to be sad, so she did it.

Although they were somewhat saddened by what they heard, they all agreed to do so.