But today, I felt something was strange; he was always very, very close to me.

I felt a little uncomfortable. After all, he's not my biological father, and being so close to him made me feel a bit nauseous.

He said he wasn't feeling well and wanted to rest, and he just left.

I don't know why, but I always feel that the way he looks at me is strange.

August 25, 2013, sunny.

So this is what it feels like to fall from heaven to hell.

I don't want to live anymore, but when the cold blade is placed on my wrist, I'm also afraid of dying.

It turns out that even death requires courage.

I don't want to die yet.

But life now is full of gloom. Life is shrouded in darkness. There is no difference between living and dying!

I suddenly remembered a saying I'd heard before: If a person isn't afraid of death, why would they be afraid of living?

Haha, the main thing is that she is very afraid of death and feels that living is a burden.

No matter what, it's all very strenuous; living is really tiring.

I don't know what to do. Yes, for someone like me who is afraid of death and finds living exhausting, how can I find a way out?

I wanted to go find my dad, but my grandma said he went abroad for further studies and only came back after about a year...

I feel like I'm in a fog, and I can't find a way out.

August 28, 2013, thunderstorm.

I told my mom, and she just nodded nonchalantly.

I was surprised and scared. I hoped that if I told my mother, she could take me away from here.

But Mom... didn't say a word.

I said I was going to call the police because that man raped me, and I'm not even an adult yet.

But Mom cried, she cried so hard.

She said, "I can't call the police. If I do, my life will be ruined."

She was going to divorce that man, but... Mom put sleeping pills in my milk and took a lot of shameful photos.

Then, while unconscious, he was...

Haha... This is my mother, my biological mother... I feel like this world is full of disgust.

Why am I such a cowardly person?

Lin Anran quickly flipped through the diary entries, which were nothing more than her mother, Bai Xue, aiding and abetting evil, and the man, named Wang Jianzhong, was utterly disgusting.

After all, Bai Xue was eight years older than Wang Jianzhong.

Bai Xue's face and body are covered in hyaluronic acid injections, which makes her look younger, but given her age, she's definitely not as attractive as a fresh-faced young girl.

At first, Wang Jianzhong was alright, but after half a year, he started to have ulterior motives.

Bai Xue loved Wang Jianzhong very much and wanted to hold onto this man. She watched her daughter grow up like a shooting star.

She was a grown woman now, and as she looked at Wang Jianzhong, her gaze began to linger on her own daughter, leading her to have a wicked thought.

In this way, Wang Jianzhong had his daughter, so he had leverage over her. With An Ran by his side, he wouldn't go looking for those other women anymore.

On the one hand, he has photos in his hands, which allows him to control Lin Anran.

Two years have passed, and Lin Anran's personality has become gloomy and eccentric because of this incident.

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