My youth story, a crossover anime, turns out, is FGO!

“So,” Eriri poked at the pebbles on the ground with her finger, “I used to never speak properly, and whatever I wanted to do always went wrong, and I always made a mess of things.”

"It sucks."

Nakano Miku adopted a listening posture. Among the five sisters, she had never been the most outstanding, but precisely because of this, she possessed an inclusive and gentle demeanor that made people trust her.

"And then? Eriri must have put in a lot of effort to become who she is today."

Actually, someone reminded me.

Eriri awkwardly scratched her cheek.

"Let me tell you, Miku, I met an angel!"

Eriri winked at Miku. She was very grateful to Ran Mouri. If it weren't for her, she would have been trapped in her own love, unable to break free, and one day, she would have drowned because she couldn't get a response.

By then, Eriri will understand her own personality. Even though she hates Kasumigaoka Utaha, she will have to admit that Utaha is right. With her excessive bluntness and bad temper, she will definitely make the situation worse.

Because Arthur is too good, too tolerant, too kind, too gentle, Eriri would definitely vent her emotions and temper on him without thinking, making their relationship even worse.

Eriri is already reflecting on herself; she was actually the one who made the mistake in her relationship with Aki Tomoya.

Despite having so many opportunities to salvage the situation, I still made a mess of it all because of my inexplicable pride and arrogance.

Of course, Eriri wouldn't look back now.

"I don't want to become ugly."

"If I were to look so bad in front of him, I'd rather be dead."

However, in the past, she would have ended up like that, exposing her ugly appearance to Arthur no matter what.

Eriri couldn't accept it. If it really turned out that way, she felt she might as well be dead, at least she could leave Arthur with a good image.

Eriri is essentially someone who is overly concerned about her image; otherwise, she wouldn't have distanced herself from Aki Tomoya because she didn't want to be ostracized.

"So I have to change; I can't be like I used to be."

"Just like Xiaolan said, this is my love, and I will never resent him."

She only liked him unilaterally. Even if he didn't like her, why should he resent her?

Most importantly, Arthur is just too good, too good, and Eriri can't bring herself to hate him.

She would rather hate herself than appear ugly in Arthur's eyes.

“Since that time, I have understood what I should do.”

She's really going all out, Eriri Sawamura Spencer.

"I will love him wholeheartedly and trust him wholeheartedly. I will keep trying my best. Even if there is no response in the end, the memory of this love will be my most precious thing."

Eriri will never waver on this point, and she will not change her mind even if the enemy Master points a gun at her.

"As for why..."

The blonde girl smiled at Miku, and at that moment, even the sun couldn't compare to her radiance.

"If you like such a wonderful person, shouldn't you become a better person for them?"

Incidentally, Eriri should be thankful that BB is still somewhat considerate when it comes to matters of young girls' love, after all, she is also a Sakura-type Servant, and her conversation with Miku was not broadcast to the everyday world.

Otherwise, the blonde girl would have no choice but to move away from Earth overnight.

……

After exchanging ideas with Hachiman Hikigaya, Makoto Aoki did not immediately gather the other companions, since it was already late at night and everyone needed to rest.

This matter is important, but not urgent, so it doesn't need to be implemented immediately.

"After saying all that, you should think about your own affairs first, Hachiman."

Makoto Aoki thinks Hachiman Hikigaya is a good person, but his personality flaws are also fatal.

"It's been so long, and you haven't asked me about the Servant who summoned you?"

Always thinking of others while neglecting himself, this is undoubtedly the essence of Hachiman Hikigaya.

“Well,” Hachiman Hikigaya subconsciously shifted his gaze, “Anyway, I’m not in any danger right now. Aoki-kun, you’ll think of that too. If you didn’t mention it, it’s probably because the timing wasn’t right, so there’s no need to bring it up specifically.”

Such a roundabout way of speaking, typical of you, Hachiman Hikigaya.

Makoto Aoki decided to stop beating around the bush and realize that it was really inappropriate to let Hachiman make decisions; on the contrary, Hachiman was truly excellent as an executor.

Based on his past experiences, Hachiman Hikigaya always lacked confidence and was extremely depressed.

“You can’t trust me too much.” Aoki Makoto said frankly, “I also make mistakes sometimes, after all, we are all being forced into this situation.”

"Now that you've remembered, let's seize the day and prepare for the summoning ceremony immediately." Even if it's just a disguise, we still have to go through the motions, since that's how we were fooled before.

"Huh?" Hachiman Hikigaya was completely unaccustomed to Makoto Aoki's impulsive and energetic manner.

“Because Hachiman needs this power too, doesn’t he?” Makoto Aoki said directly. “Not only to protect himself, but also to carry out his own ideas. You want to help the homunculus, don’t you?”

"If you don't even have a Servant, I'm sorry, you were never qualified to step onto the battlefield in the first place."

Hachiman Hikigaya remained silent. He was acutely aware of the pain of helplessness, just as all his thoughts were futile when facing a ghostly place.

"I understand, thank you, Aoki-kun."

Makoto Aoki shook his head: "No need for thanks, after all, we're comrades now, but..."

The black-haired boy said sincerely, "I hope that Hikigaya-kun can be a little more honest in the future. I'm actually not good at riddles."

Hachiman, the riddle teller, blushed slightly and said, "I know, I know."