Quick Transmigration: The Charming Beauty Who Was Short-Lived and Alluring

I've known since I was a child that I'm different from other people.

I have no parents; I am just a medicine person that my so-called master picked up and raised by his side.

Every day I was tested for poison, and the pain was excruciating, but I never thought about dying. I wanted to live, to survive, even if I was just a lump of mud and nobody cared.

Controlled by Yan Huaiji, I had no choice but to risk my life for him in order to obtain the antidote.

I have killed many people, and I have been hurt by many people.

Living on the edge of a knife is not scary.

What's terrifying is that you can touch the sunlight and then suddenly lose it.

In the dark and desolate depths of my life, I unexpectedly encountered the sunshine I had longed for most.

It turns out that someone like me can be cared about.

The person I was ordered to kill showed me the only kindness I ever showed in my life.

At first, I was full of malice towards her.

I maliciously thought that she might have saved me from those wicked servants just to show off her kindness.

These people, born into high positions, always enjoy gaining praise from others in this way.

I categorize her as one of these types of people.

I never expected that she would actually give me a handkerchief to wipe my face.

Perhaps she wasn't acting, and was genuinely kind-hearted?

After she left, I picked up the handkerchief and, as if possessed, kept it in my hand.

When I have nothing to do, I take it out to look at it, and sometimes I wonder what her purpose is in doing so.

When she saved me again and decided to take me to the White Horse Temple, I felt an indescribable sense of fulfillment.

My slightly agitated heart almost burst through my chest.

I look forward to her giving me a different life and taking me to see different scenery.

I was really happy during the time I spent with her at the White Horse Temple.

Besides her care, I also received care from other people.

I celebrated my first birthday and ate my first bowl of longevity noodles.

At that time, I thought I really had a home and was no longer an orphan.

But someone else is trying to take her from me.

Wang Yu, this is the name I hate the most in my life.

His appearance made me incredibly flustered; I could sense how much she cared about him.

That kind of concern is completely different from the concern shown towards me.

She once said that she only saw me as her younger brother.

What about him?

What kind of concern is it?

At first I didn't understand, but later I gradually came to understand.

She likes him.

When you like someone, you want to see them all the time and be with them. You feel happy when you see them and sad when you don't.

That's how I treat her.

When I finally realized my feelings for her, I also understood that she didn't like me.

That's right, my life, which is as worthless as mud, should be ignored by everyone anyway.

Her life, as beautiful as silk, should not have been tainted by me.

She was forced to marry the Marquis of Zhongyong by imperial decree.

But I couldn't help her.

Perhaps the only thing I can do for her is to stay by her side forever, protect her, and be there for her whenever she needs me.

But once the truth about how I hurt her came out, I no longer even had the right to stay by her side.

I was expelled from the mansion and left the capital.

I can't stay in Beijing any longer.

Walking in the desolate countryside, a piercing pain spread throughout my body.

I know, I'm suffering from the poison.

The pain that I once found unbearable pales in comparison to the pain of being hated by her.

I lay in the wilderness.

Her face kept flashing through my mind—her smiling face, her angry face...

So be it.

No one cared when he was born, and no one knew when he died.

Perhaps this is my destiny.

But I am also grateful for the warmth she once gave me.

I only wish that after I die, my blood and grime can be washed away, so that I can see her clean in the next life.