Quick Transmigration: The Beautiful Host Wants to Have Both Love and Career

Ah Si, my love:

As I picked up my pen, my fingertips touched the texture of the letter paper, and for a moment I was at a loss for where to begin.

In a daze, I was transported back to the day we first met. In the dappled light and shadow, your eyes held a weariness and stubbornness that I could not fathom.

At that time, I had no idea that this one glance would lead to countless cycles of following and waiting.

I first heard of your great name in the legends of the gods.

Back then, you were a sage ruler, known as the darling of Heaven, and a legend in everyone's eyes.

I often secretly wonder what extraordinary qualities and abilities those favored by Heaven possess, and how they differ from us gods struggling in the mortal world.

Perhaps it was fate's pull, or perhaps it was an arrangement from the heavens, but when you fell to the mortal realm seeking help to break the rules of heaven, we were finally able to meet.

That scene is still vividly etched in my mind.

The sage ruler I had imagined to be carefree, radiant, and virtuous turned out to be quite different when he actually appeared before me.

An unyielding sorrow lingered between your brows, and a deep wariness and defensiveness lurked beneath your weary expression. The composure you were rumored to possess was nowhere to be seen in your every move.

At that moment, I was filled with surprise. It turned out that your life wasn't as smooth as the legends had said.

Behind those seemingly dazzling halos lie so many unknown hardships and shackles.

Seeing you struggling alone in your predicament, searching everywhere for a way to break the rules of nature, I long to step forward and share your burden, yet I am afraid of disturbing you.

Back then, we were like familiar strangers, neither close nor distant.

You kept your plans and progress a closely guarded secret, not even revealing a single detail to me, the last surviving god at the time.

From that first glance, I felt as if I were being drawn by an invisible force, and I found myself following you silently and involuntarily.

I understand that you no longer believe in anything. Your past experiences have made you close your heart tightly, and those warinesses and defenses are just armor to protect yourself.

Even so, I still don't want to leave.

I'm secretly watching your every move from the shadows, trying my best to help you, even though you're never aware of my efforts.

Every time I see you in trouble, my heart aches; every time I see you successfully overcome a crisis, I feel genuinely happy for you.

Although I could only watch you from afar during that time, it has become a unique and precious memory in my life.

As the New Forces System grew stronger, I learned that you were about to enter various small worlds.

That day, when the news reached my ears, my world seemed to stand still for a moment.

The image of you stepping into that little world lingers in my mind.

I sat there blankly for what seemed like an eternity, my mind a jumble of thoughts, yet also a complete blank.

I don't know where you will go, what kind of people and things you will encounter, or what dangers and challenges you will face.

But the only thing I'm sure of is that I don't want to be separated from you, and I don't want you to face the unknown alone.

So I made that perhaps crazy decision—to split myself into several parts, following your path, and step into various small worlds.

I know the risks involved, and I understand that the probability of finding you is extremely low, but I have no choice but to cast a wide net and seek the one in ten thousand that will lead to our reunion.

Fate has ultimately been on our side.

In those little worlds, we finally got to know each other, understand each other, and fall in love.

Every world is a brand new story; every encounter deepens our bond.

And so, in every world, we left behind our unique traces of love.

In the chaos of war, we joined hands and protected each other amidst the clash of swords;

In the tranquil and peaceful modern world, we enjoy the sunrise and sunset together, and savor the simple happiness amidst the rising smoke from cooking fires.

In the fantastical and magnificent interstellar space, we explore the unknown together, upholding our original aspirations amidst the bizarre and wondrous.

Those experiences, whether thrilling, heartwarming, or romantic, have all become testaments to our love.

In the process of spending time with you, I gradually came to understand the true meaning of love.

Love is being willing to give everything for the other person, staying together through difficulties, and accompanying each other through ordinary days.

I am no longer a high and mighty god, but an ordinary person who just wants to protect you.

I am not usually a domineering god, but when it comes to matters concerning you, I become exceptionally persistent and unyielding.

Because in my heart, you are more important than anything else in the world, and I don't want anyone or anything to hurt you.

Because of you, you have long become the most important person in my life.

I have asked Li Que, and I have also asked myself, why did I give up everything and enter the various small worlds without hesitation?

After pondering for a long time, he replied, "I am looking for...an old friend."

At that time, I did not refute it, perhaps because deep down I had a similar answer.

We are all searching for the important people in our lives, searching for those bonds that have been lost in the long river of time.

But when the dust settled, when Li Que asked the same question again, I subconsciously answered:

"Searching for...the one I love."

Yes, I don't know when it started, but you have long since transformed from the holy ruler I was curious about into the beloved I cherish and cannot bear to part with.

Seeing you again, you are my lover, the person I want to spend my life with.

Now, we have finally returned to our own world, and everything from the past has settled down.

Seeing you reunite with Ran Cang, Li Que, Si Zhan, Xuan Ming, and others, and seeing everyone sitting together, laughing and chatting, fills my heart with warmth and comfort.

All the past hardships and struggles have transformed into happy memories at this moment.

Looking back on our past, from the initial curiosity and following to the later fighting side by side and falling in love, every moment is so clear.

I'm so glad I persevered back then, so glad I didn't back down in the face of difficulties, because that's how I got so many precious memories with you.

In the days to come, I wish to continue walking alongside you, whether on a sunny, smooth road or a treacherous, thorny path, I am willing to accompany you through it all.

You once held the reincarnation in your hands, witnessing the rise and fall of countless lives; and I wish to be your eternal guardian in your cycle of reincarnation.

For the rest of my life, I want to see all the beautiful scenery in the world with you and experience the changing seasons.

I want to greet the sunrise with you every morning and admire the stars with you every night;

I want to share with you every little thing in life, whether it's joy or sorrow.

In fact, the entire article can be summarized in just three words:

"I love you."

A little longer:

"From longing in my heart to yearning year after year, all my efforts and perseverance are just to tell you that I love you and will never change until death."

Asui, who will always love Asi

Written on a day when I love A Si more every day than yesterday (A Sui's love for A Si has no limit).

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