Quick transmigration, she doesn't love anyone!

In the nearly two years since then, I have gone from initial joy to growing fear.

He couldn't help but wonder if this marriage was a mistake.

Even if she had married that pretty boy from the educated youth settlement, Du Xiang's life might not have been so filled with fear.

In the darkness, Shi An remained silent for a long time. Du Xiang wondered what was wrong with him, so she mustered up her courage and took the initiative to touch and kiss his chin.

Shi An instinctively stepped back, then realized that Du Xiang might notice his action.

He naturally moved closer to her, hugged her, kissed her, and after a long while murmured:

"We...we'll wait until you graduate, and if you like children, how about we have one?"

It's strange that a newlywed couple would sleep together and do nothing for two years after getting married.

But it's not surprising at all for them. They weren't familiar with each other when they first got married, and Du Xiang had her reasons.

Later, they lived together. Du Xiang was so focused on preparing for the exam that she had no time to care about Shi An.

Moreover, day after day, Shi An gradually began to have doubts, constantly agonizing and worrying about whether marrying Du Xiang would ultimately harm her.

Now that things have come to this point, it seems neither of them has any reason to run away from this matter.

Du Xiang was very calm. The reason she was avoiding this matter was because there was no good contraception available, and she had no interest in having a child in her life.

Having been reborn, no one can hold her back or hinder her in the slightest. She knows very well that her plan for this life is to live only for one person. Moreover, according to her goals, she doesn't even have enough time to complete the scrolls, let alone have time to have and raise children.

As for Shi An, if one day he can't accept this, she will not hesitate to kick him out with a seemingly noble and righteous reason.

In the end, a stable family life is beneficial to one's future social reputation. After all, her marriage to Shi An was the first step in her life's autobiography, a springboard to escape hardship.

Imagine a girl born into hardship, facing difficulties at every turn, and forced into an arranged marriage by her family. Yet, she is kind, resilient, has a harmonious marriage, works hard, and possesses a strong sense of justice. Who wouldn't find such a person inspiring?

Du Xiang admits that she is not a good person. Whether now or in the future, everything she does will be embellished as a righteous cause, with the ultimate goal of winning for herself once in this life.

But recently she learned a saying: "A gentleman judges by actions, not intentions," which perfectly describes her.

Her heart may be dark, but her actions are all exemplary and inspiring. Everyone who has interacted with her speaks highly of her.

Aside from the twins and Shi Kang, idiots don't count as people anyway, and no one would believe them. The Du family and the Shi family don't count either; she's the perfect victim.

In short, no one can become a stumbling block for her on this path.

Call her cold-blooded or heartless, she doesn't care, as long as she can achieve her goals, gain fame and fortune, and be praised by everyone.

Today's actions were also a test of Shi An's attitude. If he really had no concerns, did not consider any consequences, did not think about the possibility of Du Xiang becoming a widow in the future, and did not even care about what would happen if they had a child now, then Du Xiang would really have to start planning to kick him out.

Du Xiang has no intention of replacing him for the time being. After all, his future achievements will be considerable. Just as a successful person needs a luxury watch to adorn himself, she also needs a little embellishment.

After all, these days, if she doesn't have children, she can blame it on her sense of duty. If she doesn't have a husband, she'll probably be criticized. She doesn't want to get a divorce unless necessary. Even if she blames Shi An for the mistakes made in public, there's no guarantee that she won't be blamed for the gossip.

He cheated on her, she wasn't attractive, he did this and that, she wasn't attractive and didn't care about the family, he died... You can't blame his wife for not keeping a close eye on him, but that's not necessarily true either.

Du Xiang sometimes feels that she is heartless and must have been a honeycomb briquette in her past life.

But upon closer reflection, she breathed a sigh of relief; she did indeed know that in her past life, she was a wicked woman who met a tragic end.

Great, it's not those ugly things like honeycomb briquettes.

Fortunately, Shi An was sensible and didn't give her the chance to play tricks and kick her husband out for the time being.

Du Xiang listened to his words and shyly pushed him away, complaining softly.

"What's with all this talk about kids? Why bring this up?"

Shi An could hear the embarrassment in her voice, and knew that he had used a joke to cover up what had just happened.

He was, after all, a normal person, and lying next to him was his beloved wife. Refusing such a thing was a test for him as well.

But the concerns in his heart could not be resolved. Overwhelmed by worry and reluctance, he could only suppress his thoughts, pull her into his arms, and kiss her forehead.

"Okay, don't tell me."

......

Throughout the holiday, people kept sending congratulatory messages to Du Xiang. She exchanged letters with Cheng Xue and Yu Minglang, informing each other of their situations.

Perhaps because of Du Xiang, both of them did better in their exams than in their previous lives, but they chose the same schools as in their previous lives.

Cheng Xue and Yu Minglang are both at Qingdao University. The good news is that Du Xiang and they are both in the capital. The bad news is that they can't see Du Xiang in the capital either.

The two of them didn't expect Du Xiang's final choice to be like this, and it was a real pity that they weren't alumni, but in any case, this distance was already gratifying enough.

Du Xiang was the first to start school, and Shi An felt very reluctant to part with her after sending her there.

After helping to make the beds and prepare hot water, Du Xiang went with her roommates to the freshmen meeting. Shi An, however, decided to go see his comrades instead.

Shi An knew Han Yuanzhou at this school. He used to be a very cheerful person, but now his personality has changed drastically, and he has become much more silent.

Shi An's desire for him to take care of Du Xiang also diminished.

Judging by his appearance, it would be good enough if he could take care of himself.

They had worked together for quite some time. When Shi An was being pressured to go home and get married, Han Yuanzhou tried to persuade him. At that time, Shi An seemed resigned and responsible towards his family, and he was very sullen.

After Shi An returned to the team following his marriage, he seemed a bit more relaxed than before. Han Yuanzhou even joked with him, saying that he hadn't bothered to stop him and that it seemed he had married the right person.

Who knew that at the end of that year, a mission would force Han Yuanzhou to retire completely.

If he had died back then, he might not be so dejected today. But Shi An pulled him back from the brink of death.

Seeing the person who was wiping his gun with his head down, Shi An silently walked over and placed the wine on the table.

Han Yuanzhou looked up and said, "Thanks."

Then came a long silence.

He just kept wiping things by himself, paying little attention to anyone else, not even Shi An.

When the person was picked up and taken home, he didn't see anyone. It wasn't that the old man of the Han family hadn't thought of a solution, and Shi An had also gone to his house to try to persuade him.

His family originally arranged for him to come here as a lecturer to educate newcomers about firearms and weapons, but it's clear that he accepted the job, perhaps because he couldn't stand the nagging or to avoid worrying everyone.

Then I chose to look at the warehouse and manage the teaching aids.

He spends his days cleaning his guns and drinking a little alcohol; he has a faint but palpable sense of death about him.